Hey... This is my first time uploading to and this is my first story... so i would appreciate any feed back concerning this story... even if its negative... so... I hope you enjoy it!

Journal of an invisible country

May XX 2XXX

Let me repeat this, this is not a Diary this is a JOURNAL, my boss told me to write one after the last time I ranted on America for 3 hours… telling me it would release my feelings in a better way then making the United States cry. Well today during the meeting… Russia sat on me… again and by the time the meeting was over, not only was I squashed but I didn't even get a chance to say anything!

When Russia got off of me… no one even noticed me at all…. and when I was walking through the halls I saw America, England, and France. So I went up to them to say hi, and then England didn't see me (no surprises there), France tried to grope me and America pushed him away screaming about saving me from the pervert and him being my hero… seriously Al you're my brother and all and I love you but I can take care of myself…. Then England managed to see me and America told him that France tried to feel me up and they started to fight they mentioned bloody frogs and evil cooking that could kill us all then America got in their fight screaming he was a hero and that he'll save the world from England's cooking and Frances's pervertness and so they double teamed on him and while they were fighting, I snuck away not that any of them even noticed because they were too caught up in the argument.

And while I was leaving the U.N building I remembered I forgot Kumakero so I went back, I got him and I past a closet where there was strange noises coming from so I opened the closet and I saw England and France making out and I also saw America and Russia in a corner of the same closet doing things that I will never be able to unsee... I screamed and they all looked up actually noticing me for once… well England stated blushing and America screamed it's not what you think as he pushed Ivan away not realizing he wasn't wearing a shirt or his bomber jacket, and France and Russia got annoyed that I interrupted them just when to them it was getting good. I stood there taking it all in and when America tried to walk towards me I ran from the closet with Kumageki as fast as possible and I ran out of the U.N Building to my car to drive to my hotel room while trying not to freak out.

Now I'm back in my hotel room writing trying to figure out why my boss wanted me to write this stupid thing because it's just making me relive this horrible day, now I'm gonna go take a shower and at the same time wonder whether I should just end it all… nah living too interesting. I'm gonna go shower now.

Later the same day

Well this AMAZING day just keeps on getting better; America, France and England just found of the secret I've been keeping from them for as long as I've known them. I'm currently hiding in my room with the door locked while the 3 of them are banging against the door demanding I open it right now to we can talk about what they just discovered. I was just getting out of the shower and was still in the bathroom of my suite when the 3 of them burst into the bathroom wanting to discuss what I had seen in the closet and they saw what I had been hiding from them. They saw my body properly for the first time and they all freaked out demanding why I didn't tell them I was a girl. I ran past them into my room where I am currently writing waiting for my demise.

Oh great America just broke down the door and they just burst in all furious and they want to talk to me why I didn't tell them the truth, this will be interesting and long to say the least Journal. I'll finish this later.

Matthew Williams/ Canada

Now that I think about it it'll probably get changed to Mattie or in France's cause Madeline