Disclaimer I don't own CSI Jerry does and I wish I did
Rating T for some language It says the F-word once.
Summary: Nicks last words Slash The Love
His Personal Hell
"This is not what I wanted. This antagonizing pain of realizing that I'm leaving you all alone. I don't want to. God, Baby, I don't want to leave you, But its all his fault. If I had my way, trust me, you would be in my arms right now, and baby, I would never let you go.
But I'm here in this god- forsaken box wondering how long it will be before they find my body... I hope they find me soon after I die. I don't want you to be alone when the lay you beneath the ground as well.
G, I'm so sorry I never told anyone about us. Baby if I could do it all over again I would. I would tell ever one. Momma, Cisco, Grissom, everyone we work with. Hell, I would tell the whole world.
Baby, I'm sorry this is how I tell you I love you for the last time. Hell, the whole situation is fucked up. This isn't how it should end. Greg, I love you and I know you can't here me right now but I wanted to say the words one last time. Gregori Ryan Sanders I love you and I promise that I always will..."
Nick Stokes closed his eyes and prayed that Greg eventually found some one that would love him. As he raised the gun to his chin he saw the dirt on top of the glass case start to shift. Then he saw shovel tips and heard the yells of Grissom as he tried to dig Nick out of his personal Hell. The glass casket that he had been placed in. When he saw the scared face of Gil he started to cry. He was safe. The people that loved him were there to save him.
After hours of Look overs and Medical tests the Doctors finally let people in to see him. The first person to walk in was Grissom and the only thing he said was that he was proud of Nick for holding on as long as he did. Warrick and Cathrine and Sara all came in after. But the person Nick really wanted to see was the last to come in.
Nick saw the spiky brown hair of Greg and instantly started to cry.
Greg rush over to the bed and grabbed Nick in the tightest hug he could. "Baby, I thought I'd lost you. Nicky, I love you. Please don't leave me. I don't think I could handle it."