Dear Diary

An Edward/Winry One-Shot

Summary: Winry writes about how much she misses Ed.

Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN FMA… that is all.

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Winry always thought about Edward, actually more often now ever since he returned to the real world. She'd often be found daydreaming, looking into space, being nearly impossible to get her attention, and slightly depressed. This emotion she felt inspired her to write in her diary once again, after the 2 years Ed had left. Her entry went like this:

Dear Diary,

I love Edward.

I love him so much I just wish I could be by his side.

I've realized this after I felt I needed him when he left.

If I had the chance to see him again, I'd hug him and tell him I loved him.

I'd hate to admit this, but THAT'S just a pipedream.

There is no possible way to see him again.

That may make me deeply sad, but I always cheer myself up with memories.

Like of our childhood, when I always had a HUGE crush on Edward.

He'd always kiss me on the cheek and say, 'I love you' and 'marry me'.

And, I'd always reply, 'I love you too Edward' and 'when we're older'.

Then there was the time when Ed lost him right arm and left leg.

I bawled my eyes out watching him suffer.

And Ed would say, 'Winry don't cry, I'll be okay. I promise.'

When he decided to leave home in search for the Philosopher's Stone,

I cried out to him 'don't leave',

He replied, 'Winry, I'll return to you. Don't worry' and gave me a hug.

And whenever he came back when his auto mail was broken,

I was angry on the outside, but inside, my heart would jump for joy.

It was the best pastime of my life.

But then he would leave after a short period of time.

It would always break my heart a little bit.

His departure always hurt even more every time he left.

Soon, it came the time he came back from the real world.

I was so overjoyed to see him again, he made me so worried.

I embraced him for the final time in my life.

And now I stand alone, without the most important person of my life, Edward.

Maybe somehow he'll find his way back to me.

Or I'll find a way to get to him.

Time will tell.

But for now, I will end this entry before it totally gets to me.

I Love you Ed.

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Ok people. As you can tell, I HAVEN'T written any fics for like half a year T.T but now I'm back people run and hide from the terror. I'll write more one-shots and drabbles for I am too lazy to make real stories (I might make some when school's back though… during the winter). Oh yeah, and I'm more of a FMA lover now so not so many Naruto stories unless I read lots of the manga, and re-obsess over it.