I'M PREGNANT! PREGNANT! I CAN'T BE PREGNANT! I DON'T WANT HIS KID! "Arg!" i screamed throwing the pregancy sticks at the wall and walking out of my bathroom before calling Fin. "Hey 'livia" he said answering the phone.
"Fin? Y-you... I-I'm..."
"Shhh... babygirl I'm on my way!" he said before hanging up and I sat on the floor of my bedroom.
20 minutes later...
"Olivia where are you?" he called walking in my front door.
"Bedroom" I croaked out. When he walked into my room he immediatly sat next to me and pulled me into a hug.
"What's wrong baby girl? Did you have a nightmare about what that bastard did to you?"
"No I'm living it now"
"What do you... oh Liv its alright I will stand with you. What do you want to do about it?"
"Keep it. I couldn't kill it. It's innocent and I don't think i could handle being seperated from it after"
"Ok why don't we go tell the squad what happened now and we can deal with the screaming that we are going to get together ok?" he said pulling me up off the floor and handing me my clothes off the bed to put on. Once I was dressed he handed me my keys, gun and badge before dragging me out the door and to his car.
"I don't even know how I am going to tell them" I whispered to him.
"The same way I will. From the beginning. If you want I will start or you can I don't care"
"I will" I said and for the rest of the ride it was quiet.
When we got to the precinct I got out of the car and just stood there."Liv its all going to be ok" Fin said grabbing my hand and pulling me into the building. All the way up to the squadroom I stared at the floor unsure of what to do. "Liv look at me. Olivia" he said grabbing my chin, which caused me to strike out at him."oh god I forgot Liv sorry" he said.
"No no I knew it was you I didn't mean it." I said just as we got to the floor. Fin grabbed my hand again and pulled me through the squad room and straight to Cragens office.

Olivia really didn't want to do this, but she had no other choice so I was stuck pulling her into Cragens office. "Lets go Liv" I said because she stopped in the doorway. "Its alright" I finished pulling her into the room and shutting the door behind her.
"Whats going on?" Cragen asked watching the whole thing.
"Nothing" Liv said trying to run off.
"Oh no you don't" I said pulling her back to the chair infront of the desk and making her sit down.
"Olivia you alright?" George asked making both of us jump not realizing that he was there.
"Fine I'm going to work now" she said, but I wouldn't let her get up.
"No Liv you need to tell him what you told me and how it happened and then I will tell my part of the story" I said kneeling infront of her "ok?"
"No" she said and I sighed.
"Come on Liv don't make this harder than it already is" I said.
"What is going on?" Cragen asked again.
"Olivia needs to tell you her part of the story, so that my part makes sense, but seeing as she is being a pain in my ass currently. I can't tell you" i said fully annoyed with Olivia.

Well I was confused and thought that something was off with all that was happening. "Hey Olivia would you tell me if everyone left?"
"No I wouldn't Fin needs to tell you as well."
"How old is the secret?"
"Ummm... Four months" she said and I calculated back to when she was in sealveiw.
"Did this happen in sealveiw?"
"Maybe"
"Olivia Yes or No?"
"Yes"
"Alright. Did it happen in the basement?"
"Yes"
"Did it happen when you were cuffed to the door or on the bed?"
"The bed" she said and I saw Don shift in his seat while Fin just watched her.
"Did Fin see what happened?"
"Only part of it"
"How much?"
"The very end"
"Fin what did you see?"
"Harris... he was..." Fin couldn't even say it, but I Olivia trying to keep her mouth shut.
"Fin its alright" I said promting him.
"He walked in on the end of Harris raping me" Olivia whispered looking at the floor.
"Wait what?" Cragen asked.

I didn't want to say it again, but I still had to tell him the whole story. "Lowell Hariss raped me while we were in the basement." I said louder than I had the first time.
"And why are you just telling me this now?"
"Because..." I started to say in, but apparently the child wanted me to show them instead. I lunged for cragens trash bin just as I threw up into it. "Shit..." I swore. "Was that actually necessary?" I questioned the thing and looking down at my stomach. "Figures your not gonna answer are you?" I stated and asked the thing again. Then I looked up to find everyone, but Fin staring at me. Fin was just trying not to laugh at my randomness.
"How long have you know?"
"A day, but I probably should have figured it out sooner since that is almost three and a half months old" I said nodding at the trash bin.
"Ok have you gone to a doctor at all?" he asked again.
"Not yet I need to call my OB"

It seemed that as long as she didn't have to tie in Harris with what she had to talk about when it came to the fetus she was fine, but otherwise she couldn't talk about it. "Ok I need you both to talk with George then I can send you back to the feild when he says you guys are safe to work no PTSD or anything and Olivia fiind out how far along exactly and we can talk how much your working"
"I know exactly because all the other partners I had were either women or men that wore condoms in the three months before sealveiw" she snapped and that was obviously something Cragen could've done without. "Alright just both of you go talk with George outside of my office, so I can get someone in here to clean the bin"
"Ok" we all said and I had them follow me out of the office and up to the cribs where the door could be locked and nobody could walk in and hear what they obviously never wanted to bring up.
"I want both of you in the room at the same time because obviously you both need the support from the other." I said having them sit. "Now who wants to start the story from the beginning?"
"I have to" Olivia said.