A/N: Hello, everyone. I am completely new here. This isn't my first time writing a fanfic, but it's certainly my first time writing a Skip Beat fanfiction.
This is just a drabble, a monologue of kyouko's feelings. Nothing much, but I do hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I do not own Skip Beat. All right goes to Nakamura Yoshiki.
"And even if I were to become an Idiot again for some reason, it still wouldn't be because of Tsuruga-san." - Skip Beat, Chapter 192
She wouldn't become an idiot again.
She wouldn't.
Was it too late? Has it already happened? The dangerous emotion she loathed had come back to haunt her all over again?
She was scared. She was utterly terrified.
Would she be this scared if it was someone else? Someone other than him? Anyone but him?
She knew the answer. No. Because she knew nothing, no one, would ever be able to make her feel the way that he does- not even bastard(Shotaro) was close enough to how he made her feel.
Most of all, he makes her feel.
She wasn't willing to admit it but it was there, it was always there, this dangerous emotion.
This emotion she abhors so much had started rearing it's ugly head a long time ago, longer than she was willing to accept- probably from the time she first collided with him on the halls of LME.
The warning bells had started ringing in her head when he had given his angelic smile to her while lying down in his fever addled state. When he said, "Thank you, Kyouko-san," and she had blushed uncontrollably and she had known right away somewhere in her heart that he was dangerous.
Then one day, he kissed her precious blue stone and she was gone.
There was no looking back.
No matter what she did, no matter how much she tried to ignore it, she had already fallen for him- hook, line and sinker.
For the longest time she had kept on fooling herself. He was just a respected sempai, he was just her mentor and maybe a friend too, but nothing more than that- but it was a lost cause.
Maybe it's time she admitted it.
No matter which way she looked at it, it seemed it was always meant to be.
Like it was written in her stars, he was written in her stars.
Everything she ever did, all her action and consequences, they always lead to one thing, one single person.
Him.
It as if God had decided for her since the day she was born, she was meant to fall in love(there, she said it) with him and if this was what God meant for her, then so be it.
She would love him.
She would revel in her love for him, she decided.
Yes.
She would be an idiot in love for him. A lot worse of an idiot than before.
Kyouko Mogami would be an idiot for Ren Tsuruga.
"Shotaro, I am sure, I would become even more stupid than when it happened with you."- Skip Beat, Chapter 192
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