They say no one can predict or see their future but when I look at her I know they aren't right. It's like theirs something pulling me toward her and no it's not just my teenage hormones. She's a mystery, and yeah sure she has that bad ass exterior and acts like nothing can hurt her. But no one can see the real her, like how her smile doesn't quite reach her eyes and that her eyes don't have a sparkle to them like they did when we were younger. We used to be best friends, practically inseparable but things change, nothing stays the same for to long.
It's said that you can see someone's true emotions if you look into their eyes and when i look into hers i can tell she's sad and tired, just has to much pride to show it. But there's also a slither of hope in her eyes and i want to be that hope. But she's a so called "washout" and in this place that's the equivalent to being a nothing. I know she's more than that but no one wants to take the time to see that, and no matter how much I would love to help her I can't, at least not yet. My reputation would be on the line and even though i would like to say it's not important in this town your reputation means everything. I'm the captain of the cheer leading squad and straight A student and she's well basically the opposite of that. I'm at the top of my game, and for some crazy reason I want to risk it all the boys, the popularity, and basically ruling this school all for her a "washout".
I mean you never know what will happen in life, right? I believe in fate and everything happens for a reason and in a way it's kind of reassuring to know that your life has a certain ending. So maybe I should just let fate do its job and wait for something to happen like I always do. But doing that just feels wrong this time, so maybe just for once I should take fate into my own hands if i want something to happen my way. The thing is will I risk everything to be with her?