Their Words

by Mismatched-Hearts

I little story I wrote about how Akashi became cold and lost all of his trust in people, and how Kuroko watches, told from Kuroko's point of view. A little angsty, but not really bad. One-shot.

Their words

1-At first it hurts like your hearts being ripped to shreds and you wish it would all just end, but you can't bring yourself to do it.

2+3-The second and third times make you feel empty and hollow in side, and you can't seem to cry anymore.

4-The fourth you learn their not going to stop, but you wish they would but can't find the words or courage to tell them.

5-By the fifth time you're sick of it, and feel like you really need to hit something, but you hold it back with your last shard of peace.

6+7-Six and seven you barely make it through without doing something, or breaking.

8-On eight you really think you're crazy because their teasing makes you feel good, some sick satisfaction, you wish you didn't have.

9-Nine you build up your courage and ask someone to help but they don't, their just like them, but you trusted them, and feel yourself break, you think about leaving, but you're too prideful to do that, so you stay, for one last time.

10-Ten it's over, they tease you, call you names, bully you, but you stand your ground. You walk up, right into their faces, and thank them with a sickly sweet voice and smile, they look at you like your insane, maybe you are, but you don't care, you like to see them at a loss for what to do. You laugh at their stupidity and walk away like you rule the world, cause in your mind you do, and now they know it to.

They still talk and you still thank them and scare them, they used to hurt you with their words, but now you don't care, about anyone or what they say, you've locked yourself away, so no one can hurt you. Your just alone and sacred, but you will never admit it, so maybe I should try again to break your barrier, look for your gate's key, there should be one. I'll try again, and I'm not doing it for you or anyone else, I'm doing it for me, because I'm like you, but I chose differently, I wasn't betrayed, I now I will show you that not everyone is like them.

So, keep your walls up, but you'll let me in sooner or later, so keep them all out, for just a while longer, till I brake though, and save you from yourself.

~Frist try at fan fiction, tell me how I did, so I can get better, no promises on stories though. ;P~