A/N: This is about my friends but twisted to fit Sephy and Callum....
Friends?
I sat on my bed, directly in the middle, feeling very small. I couldn't stop the tears falling down my face, freely and fast they were falling, with no hope of stopping. I was so glad my bedroom door was locked so there was no chance of Mother or Sarah walking in and seeing me in this state. I hugged my knees and put my head down, making my trouser legs wet. This felt so riddiculus. I didn't even know if anything was wrong, it just felt like something very much was. Last time I had seen Callum we'd had a small argument about nothing and since then I hadn't seen him. It was two days. He hadn't come to the beach in two days. It was probably nothing, he wasprobably just giving it time to cool off, but it felt so wrong. It felt like something was missing.
I didn't know if Callum was still talking to me or if he was really angry with me. Callum is everything to me, he is my everything, he just doesn't know how important he is. He's all I've got. My family is practically nothing. Dad is a bastard who I rarely see, Mother cares more about the wine bottle, and Minnie...me and Minnie just aren't close. Friends at school aren't really friends, they don't know me, they don't know what I love and hate, what's important or anything. Callum is the only really one. He's the one who knows me inside out, he understands and he cares. He's the one who's always there. I can always depend on him. He can make me laugh and cheer me up, he can take my mind off things that are wrong. He's a really warm person in so many ways. I couldn't cope if mine and Callum's friendship well apart. It's too important. He's too important. I need him too much. I don't think he realises that, and even if he did I don't think he'd admit it, but I think we both need this friendship. And now it may be over because of some stupid argument about nothing.
Please God, don't let me and Callum fall apart. Please, God, please, I need him.
