hey guy this is my second story I hope you enjoy ps I don't own glee

Rachel pov

i'mRachel berry soon to be Broadway

star i'm also captain of glee club, Jesse

St James girlfriend and best friend of

Quarterback of the football team

and other glee captain Finn Hudson we

have been best friends since middleschool

in 8th grade this boy spread rumors about

me and people called me a slut for the

rumors and I finally was done and talked to

him and we argued and he calledme a slut

then finn heard and suckerpunched him

ever since we have been best friends he's

very protective of me because he doesn't

want me to get hurt that's why love him it

took me awhile to convince himJesse was

a good guy he still doesn't trusthim but he

sees I'm happy with him so he leaves it

alone plus he is busy with his relationship

with Ms. Barbie bossy bitchy head cheerleader

Quinn Fabray I hate her but I leave it alone . i woke up did my

morning routine and got dress and ate breakfast

and waited for finn to pick me up i finished breakfast and said bye to

my dads they have a business trip for 3 weeks

i kissed them bye and they enjoy their trip

i ran to finns truck i missed him over

spring break he had a family trip and

spend all his time was quinn i hate her

i got in the truck with finns help and

he drove.

give him a big hug and said

"oh my god finn i have missed you some much these past few weeks "

"i know i missed you too rach but you how it is when your in a relationship and you know quinn is pregnant so i have spend more time with her "

"i know so how's ms.blonde head cheerio "i said with me rolling my eyes

"rach she's not that bad you need to get to know her by joining the cheerios they have an opening "

"finn no way in hell that's going to happen "

" come on rach do it for your best friend it would mean the world to me if my girlfriend and my best friend were besties "

"ok fine but you have become friends with jesse "

"oh come on you know how much i hate him"

"and you know how much i hate quinn so we could be even deal "

"fine deal " we shook hands we finally

arrived to the school and i didn't

want to get out because today i have

to sign up for the cheerio so i just sat

in the car until finn opened the door

and picked me up and put me over his

shoulder and entered the school and

carried me to the cheerios try outs

list

"fine i'll sign up but I'm not happy about it "he smiled i signed and put a gold star at the end of my name and walked to my locker and finns locker is one locker down we saw jesse wait at my locker

"hey babe what's up i missed you so much "jesse said kissing me finn then awkwardly coughed

"so babe i have to go to the library for music sheet see you at glee ok bye" he left finn start to talk

"i don't see what you see in him he's a jerk "

"he makes me happy "

"ok if your happy im happy"

the first few classes pass by quickly

before i knew it .it was cheerios try

out once i walk out of the class finn

was there waiting for me .

"wow finn your really committed for me

and quinn to become friends aren't you"

"it means alot to me if my two special girls got alot" finn said walking me to me locker i put everything in my locker and went to the locker room to change

"you ready "

"ready as I'll ever be " i then head sue call manhands i rolled my eyes

"hi im rachel berry not manhands"

"yeah what ever show us what you got" coach sue started the music and i did what did what i learned in years of dance

"wow berry you have move practice is tomorrow afternoon after school don't be late"

"i won't thank you " i said as she handed me my uniform and went to the change room to get in my uniform

when i left finn was waiting for me

"oh my guy you made the team "

"your looking at the new cheerio coach sue was very improve "

"im so proud of you" he lift me up and

spin me around looked in his eye we

have always friends i never thought i

would be falling for him but he has a

girlfriend.

"ok i have to go tell Jesse see you in glee ok"

i left the thought of him and quinn

made me sad i than ran down looking

for Jesse and i found him with a

cheerio kissing it broke my heart i was

crying so much i couldn't face him i

ran down the hall to the auditorium

once i got there i texted finn CODE RED

Finn pov

i was walking to my locker when rachel

texted me CODE RED i rush to the

auditorium it was our plaplace every rode

we take it always leads us there it our

spot i arrived i see rachel on stage crying

really hard

"rach what happened "

"I'm such an idiot i should have listen to you " i sat next to her and cupped her

cheeks and asked with my rage building

up inside me

" rach look at me and telling me what he did"

"i was looking for him and found him in a corner kissing a cheerio "

before she could say anything else i ran

out of the auditorium with a rage of jesse

i found him by his locker .

"oh hey finn have you seen rachel " i

lift by his shirt hold him the locker

"so you think she would get away with cheating "

"wait how did you find out "

"are you forgetting im a jock i have my ways"

" i really thought rachel was to dumb of a loser to find out "

"i knew rachel was too good for she not just some random girl you could use she's smart ,beautiful , talented and she could do better than trash like you "

"are you sure because it doesn't get better than me shes just a sad girl lima loser"

i had with him and i push him on the floor and started punching

Rachel pov

i was ran after finn i hid behind a wall

my heart was over whelming with finns

speech i think im falling hard for him then

i ran to finn when i saw him starting to

punch jesse me trying to pull finn off of

him .

"finn get off him it's ok he a jerk i know

now"

" no rach he deserves to pay for the pain he cause you you deserve more then him"

"finn stop your going to kill and i need you to be me not in prison for killing a person who isn't worth it"

finn got off of him and walk to me to comfort me while im crying and whispered

"it's ok everything is going to be ok "after i

finished crying we went to glee

quinn was sick today so i was able to put

my head on finns shoulder and mr. shue walk in

"ok before break i told you guy to find a song that describes you or someones close to you who up" finn raised his hand

"ok this is dedicated to rachel my best friend i know your sad but i want to show you im always her" he sang I'll

stand by you when he finshed i

walked up to him and hugged him and said

"thank you finn that meant alot to me "

"your welcome i love you rach "

"i love too finn" school was finish and

we walked to finns car we were

listening to the radio and don't stop

believe came on and we sang along

we arrived to my house .

"you could come in if you want my dads aren't home for the next 3 weeks and i need my best friend now at a sad time'' he got out of the car and walked .

to my door i opened it

"im going to change ok make yourself at home " i ran up stairs and like at the

picture of him and me it felt like i was

going to breakdown i need something

to take the edge off so i ran to my

dads liquor cabinet and took the

strongest drink i could find and took

a red solo cup pour a cup full and

chugged it and went to change and

went down stairs

"ok let watch grease, breakfast bunch, high school musical 1, west side story or sucide squad "

"i think you should choose your the guest "

"ok suicide squad are you sure you are ok" he put it in the dvr and i she

while he was setting up i went back

up stairs and got another cup full of

liquor and gulped it and take three

more cup and gulped them at this

point i was full on drunk i went to

my room take all of Jesse's crap

put a in a box and took my matches

ran down stair with it finn saw me

and was about to speak but before he

could i ran in the yard and he

followed .

''hey rach you ok your acting a little crazy the last time you acted this

crazy was" he realize it meant be

because im drunk but did finn get hotter

he grabbed my cup and ran to the

kitchen and poured my drink in the

sink

"you had no right to do that "

"are you serious there are other way to deal with your problems this is not it"

"so what finn im hurt finn i love him have you ever loved someone so much they didn't love you and they treat you like nothing and what hurts the most is you love them still them or you love someone who you can't have"

me crying

"rach there are different type of love like i love you so why are you hurting yourself like this like you said he's not worth it" i ran to the yard because

i thought if i stayed i would kiss him

i lite the match and set jesse stuff on

fire i thought it would make me better

but it didn't i saw run out with water

"are you try burn this house down"

"just leave me alone "

"do you know what happened to me over i found out Quinn's wasn't mine and that's not the worst part she have friend's baby it's puck so you want to talk about hurt this here what im feeling is hurt " i felt so bad for what i

did to him we should be working

together we're both heart broken i a

way

"finn im so selfish didn't even ask whats going on in your life im so sorry "

"it's fine your heart broken too "

" you know what we should have a party tomorrow " i said while finn was

drink his beer and i got another cup

alcohol he was ok because we both

hurt very bad

"your right tomorrow is friday people need a good party " we're standing

facing each other and we look deep

into each other eyes then we kissed

passion and one thing lead to another

and the rest was a blur .

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter sorry. it was long