¨This is a, not so major, but still a spoiler for episode 99. You've been warned.


Do what you want

Although he said it in that way I wasn't upset. I wasn't upset because I knew he didn't mean it like that. Hewanted people to believe it was meant in a mean way, but I knew him just enough to understand.

Dowhat you want

It didn't mean do what you want as in I don't care, but rather do what you want, so that you'll be happy. No one else understood that but I, which was why I was the only one who travelled with him, except for Jaken-sama, who was just plain slow.

The subject about my returning to a human village was suggested from time to time, and always rejected from my side. I knew it hurt him to even suggest it; he didn't want me to leave even though he never said a thing about it. Instead he asked in goodwill, only wanting what was best for me. Every time I rejected the proposition I could feel the air grow lighter somehow and then he said it.

Do what you want

It was also a kind of I'm so relieved and I dare say this only because I trust you to stay. He would never have said it if he had had any doubt about my leaving him. I knew that. And he knew I knew. It was a shared trust that existed between us, ne'er spoken, yet all too showing in my eyes.

This was really all I could think of as he spoke those words.

Do what you want

This was really all…


The "do what you want"-thingie was obviously the spoiler. So there, not major.

This text is really old. I recall writing it the first time I watched that episode. I love the older brother taking care of a little sister-relationship between Rin and Sesshoumaru.