Can you find me?
Can you see the damage you left me...
Will I have the same feeling I had then
Burn my matchstick
Light me up
Want to feel some kind of emotion
They call you heartless
I call you the one that makes me understand the need of pain
Take these bindings off me
Let me
Understood how it feels
To Unravel for you
Act 1
I've been called weak my entire life. A quirk grants you a rush that I can never have, just thinking of having one makes me want to praise my hero, even more, the most praised hero named All Might. Wanting to be like him he saves people in a flash and has that smile that shows bravery and courage. A true hero is all I wanted to become...I wanted to show that I'm strong too that I can be somewhat of use. That I'll be the one to save my mother, my friends, my family no matter what cost.
But...it'll never happen
"It's simply impossible I'm sorry Izuku"
My face expression dropped and, looked like my face froze. I heard the drop of my action figure...the floor so dirty and unclean it was true at the moment I almost gave up.
I thought I can convince her
"Mom...i can still be a superhero right?"
"I'm sorry Izuku...I'm sorry," she says as she falls to the floor, crying her eyes out, with clinging onto me as I couldn't believe what she said to my face.
I needed you
Believe in me
Don't be like them
Tell me I can...please!
"Seems the quirkless loser wants to another beating aye Katsuki?"
"Deku what are you doing here! Again it's not a place you should be at!"
Meaning the school
The park
Anywhere they are
"Aye Deku are you listening to us! Get out of her you quirkless idiot!" He says as he grabs me the collar, bringing me up from the ground and, see my face cover with my hair...with a smile."
My face full of agony
My body with cuts
My bones crushed
My neck burnt from a touch
"Its quite funny isn't it?" I mumble, with a blank expression written on my face.
Only staring in the darkness
My heart can't feel the urge to understand what pain is
It's the same.
"What the hell is funny? Me about to beat your ass!" He shouts with a hysteric laugh.
All my life
I've seen the trueness of what a quirk can bring
Control
Blood on their hands
Treat people different
This is the reason
It's true
All of it
"Why you do this to me"
"Do what!"
"You like it don't you?" His hands tremble I can feel the tugs on my collar more, getting less tighter.
"Like what?"
I laugh a little
Is this how stupid they really are?
"Having your victim up to your face. Inflicting as much pain as you can...because their weak No quirk No Life"
"What the hell are you talking about Deku?! Before I actually kill you!"
"Why don't you?"
"What!"
Tch
"Do it"
"Shut up!"
"Do it"
If you really want to
"I'll kill you I swear I hate you!"
"I do to"
"What did you say!"
"...you heard me I'm sick of what you people really deserve quirks...you bring nothing but hurt and I try to find a way to make life better isn't that fair?
I guess it's how the world works right?"
"What are you talking about?!"
Tch
"I'm done trying to be a hero." I say so everyone can hear me, with Katsuki dropping me back to the floor his hands shake and his mouth can't stand still.
"You can't..."
What?
"Say that again"
"You can't!" He shouts at the floor not looking me at the eyes. Clenching his fists and a spark lit in his arm
"Why not?" I ask
"Because I said so Deku!" He says grabbing me again, and slamming me against the fence.
All the times
This never happened
He's angry
But...also Afraid
"I don't care what you say"I say to his face as his face lightens up with more rage
"Deku! I will murder you! I swear I will!'
"I don't have to listen to what you say anymore...your nothing but another one of the world's mistakes...that I will correct."
"What! That's it!" As he brings a fist to my face I hold out my hand just in time to block the punch.
"I'm not the same Deku that you knew nor will I ever be again." I say, getting out of his grip, and walking away from the school alleyway.
" Deku..."
"Katsuki...Goodbye."
Those were the last words he said to me...
Such an idiot
I can never be the same way
Izuku
Where are you?
"Whose the next target boss?"
"All Might Himself"
"Hey, Midoriya weren't you a big fan of him when you were little?"
"No words like usual"
"You know he doesn't"
"Yeah whatever what are we doing at the school?"
"Well they have some new students"
"List?"
"Ochaco Uraraka
Todoroki Shoto
Denki Kaminari
Tenya Iida
Eijiro Kirishima
And lastly Bakugo Katsuki"
"En."
"Did you say something?"
"Guess not. So when do we plan the attack?"
"Tomorrow so get some rest we got some blood to spill"
"You hear that Midoriya were going to your school you were planning to go to"
"Just let him be"
"Fine anyways let's back to the plan"
Kac-Suki
Deku...
I can understand why you want me to unravel
To show my inner scars
My inner heart being locked up
I just want to feel again
That rush
That high
Let me feel it again.