Hey everyone, So I'm back with a new FF. First I want to warn you guys that this may be difficult to read and it's some events that occur that will make you sad, but trust me things will get better. I had this story in my mind for a while and I highly debated on making this a Olitz FF or not, but with the help of the beautiful KWsGladiator aka Mo Bew we got this story going. Mo I thank you deeply for helping me tremendously with this, you are simply the best. Lynn Bew don't hate me for this lol. This story will have some twists and turns but overall it will be good. Well happy reading and please review.
Liv's POV: Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that this would be my life. I lost someone close to me and I lost my dignity. I have a wonderful baby girl but I know when she's older she'll have questions. My parents are very supportive and his parents are too. Why must life seem as if it's this hard. Why can't he understand that I only want the best for him. He has the potential to do something great, to be a doctor and yet he wants to put his life on hold to be with my baby & me. But I can't let that happen, not because I don't love him, but because she is my responsibility.
2 years ago; Monday morning
"Hey Liv" Her best friend Camilla said approaching Liv with her boyfriend. Camila and Liv had been best friends for 9 years. They knew everything about each other and their bond was amazing. Or at least it was until Camilla got with a guy named Josh.
Josh was the star of the football team, the best quarterback in the state. He had the potential to be in the NFL and his parents had the money to ensure those dreams became a reality. Camilla had only been with him for 2 years and won't often blow off their plans to be with him. Which never bothered Liv because she had her also best friend Fitz & Abby to be with.
"Hey Cam..." Liv said grabbing her books out of her locker and placing them in her North Face bag. She hadn't noticed that Josh was standing with Camilla until she looked up and saw the predator like grin on his face.
"Josh." She said with the hint of annoyance. "Camilla knows damn well I can't stand ugly his ass* Liv thinks as she places her uniform cardigan on.
Her parents enrolled her in the best Career academy in Yonkers, New York. Her family moved to New York when her father and her father's good friend Gerry decided to go into business together when she was 6, and that year of school she met Camilla. Moving to a new state was completely different and way out of her element but she was glad to have Fitz there.
"Olivia.." Josh said trying to be equally as annoyed although all he wanted was to be with Liv. To say he was crushing over the Olivia Pope was no mystery. Hell Liv was even sure that Camilla knew and it made her somewhat jealous. If she were being honest with herself
"So Cam what's up?" Liv asked as she closed her locker and placed her bag over her shoulders while leaning on the lockers.
"I was wondering if you wanted to come to the party Saturday that I'm having?" Camilla said shifting from one foot to the other.
"A party?" Liv asked questionably with raised eyebrows.
"Yes a Party."
"I thought you were on punishment for skipping school?" Liv asked.
"I was but I got off. I meant to tell you but you and Fitz are always together"
"Don't let that be the reason" Liv mumbled looking away down the hall of students fleeing to their lockers.
"So will you come? Please I really want you to be there." Camilla said almost in a begging plea.
"I don't know, we have that project for Mr. Whelan and I really want to get started on it early.. You know, something you should want to do too." Liv said looking back at Camilla but not before her eyes landed on Josh looking her up and down. It made Olivia sick to her stomach and gave even more reason for her to hate him. She couldn't stand the way he was always looking at her. Part of her wanted her friend away from this creep. The other part, she was ashamed to say it but Josh being with Cam kept him away from her.. Mostly.
"Come on Liv. I'll start on that Sunday and plus it's not due for another 3 weeks." Camilla said waking closer to Liv. She laid her head on Liv's shoulder as looked at her with the poutiest eyes. She knew Liv could never say no to the eyes.
"Well I did want to go out this weekend, so I guess I can come. Text me the info." Liv said playfully rolling her eyes.
"YES! YES! Okay Liv thank you and trust me you'll have fun. Abby and Quinn are gonna be there too." Camilla said excitedly.
"Yeah yeah I have to go or I'm gonna be late for class where you should be."
"I know I'm going." Camilla responded with a faux pout.
"I'll see you later." Liv said while giving Cam a hug.
"I'll see you at lunch" cam said.
"Bye Liv" Josh said while Olivia was still in hearing distance.
"Whatever Fuck Boy" Liv said while walking down the hall rolling her eyes at the fact that Josh really thought they were friends.
Later that night at dinner
"Hey Liv" Fitz says knocking on her door before dinner was served. Since they were little their families had dinner every Monday night usually at the Grant home or Pope home.
"Hey Fitz what's up?" Liv said removing her headphones and shifting her books to the other side of the bed so Fitz could sit down. Knowing him he would just lay on them to make her mad.
"Nothing just seeing what you were doing. My mom was pissed cause my dad made us late for dinner." Fitz said with a chuckle as he lay on her bed flicking his toes in Liv's face causing her to scrunch her face, pretending as if he smelled.
"Finishing up my homework and starting my project for Mr. Whelan." Liv said as she smacked his foot out of her face.
"Look at my little Olivia Einstein" Fitz said with a grin that lingered a little too long.
"Shut up, plus Cam asked me to go to her party Saturday so I have to start early." Liv said as she turned away from Fitz to closed her laptop and placed her books in her bag.
"Wait Camilla asked you to go to a party and you're really going" Fitz said sitting up in her bed. Fitz didn't care too much for Camilla and even though he and Olivia were best friends, he felt it was his job to look out for her; even if it was obvious they were crushing on each other.
"Yeah I figured it wouldn't be that bad, and besides I barely go out so I think I deserve one weekend to enjoy" she said as she turned to him.
"Livvie I really don't think that's a good idea.. I mean we all know how Camilla gets down, we're only sophomores in high school and the girl drinks like a fish." He said with the upmost concern.
"Awww he's worried about me" she thought as she stared him in his eyes. To say she was crushing on her best friend was the understatement. Everyone always said that they were together without officially being together. As much as they both wanted to, neither of them had the courage to take that step, so crushing it was.
"Look Fitz I really want to go, and I plan on asking my mom tonight. And I would love if you came with me please." She said as she began to do her famous pout which got her anything in the world. That pout had her father, Fitz and even Big Gerry wrapped around her finger.
"Liv.. I...-" he began but once he noticed her bottom lip poking out it was only a matter a time before the tears came and if he knew one thing, It killed him to see his Livvie crying, let alone her father see it.
"If you really want me to go I guess I can, I'll just have to ask my mom when we go home tonight..."
Even Before he could finish his sentence Olivia was jumping up and down smiling hard. To him she had the prettiest smile. Hell, she had the prettiest everything. Down to her stacked body, her boobs were a DD and her ass was something serious. To say Olivia Carolyn Pope was blessed beyond measures was crazy, and she had the brains to match it also. Olivia had the potential to be anything.
"Thank you thank you thank you Fitz"
"Yeah yeah just promise me you won't drink and you'll stay close to me. I don't want to see you get hurt and although you live to see the good in people not every can be forgiven." Fitz said as she settled and slipped on her Victoria's Secret socks Fitz had gotten her for Valentine's Day.
"I know, Fitz trust me we've watched those lifetime movies, I see how it goes down and I don't want any parts. Well not the drinking and smoking but.." she stated with a crooked smile.
"Come on you crazy child, dinner is ready and if your mom has to call us down there more than once our ass is grass." Fitz said while pulling her.
In his mind he knew this wasn't a good idea but Liv was right she did deserve one weekend with her friends and honestly so did he. They worked their butts off in school and it was looking to be a successful future for both. Liv wanted to go to school for business but Fitz wanted to study medicine. Growing up they always made jokes that they would be in business together just like their fathers.
"Hey mommy" Liv said walking into the kitchen placing the last of the dishes on the sink.
"Hey pooh what's up.." Her mother Maya said looking back at her daughter. It never seemed to amaze her how beautiful her daughter had become, of course she had her fathers looks all day but she had her mothers body. A body that women would kill for and assets to bring a man to his knees.
"Nothing I was wondering if I could go to a party that Cam is having Saturday. It's gonna be at her house"
"And will her parents be there?" Maya said while turning to face her daughter.
"I think so, she told me that they would, and I have all the information in my phone. Fitz even said he would go with me if We were allowed."
When Maya heard that Fitz was possibly be going it made her relax a little. She knew that Fitz would protect Liv, he always did since they were 6. Camilla's mother Christine and Maya had worked together in the hospital for 6 years after their daughters met.
"What about Abby and Quinn" Maya asked.
"They're suppose to be there too."
"I'm not giving you a yes or no, but I will say I am going to talk to your father about it and talk Christine. If everything checks out you can go." Maya said in a caring yet stern tone.
"Thank you mommy" Liv said in a singsong voice as she walked to her mother to hug her.
"Yeah yeah, that means you'll want to go shopping, we can go Wednesday after you get out of school. I'll be picking you up so no playing around with Fitz." She said kissing her daughters head of curls and inhaling her scent. Even though Maya knew Olivia was getting older and would be off to college it made her sad and she wish that Olivia was a little girl again.
"Alright sweet cheeks, go shower and get your uniform ready. Joan is taking you and Fitz to school tomorrow so be ready." Maya's said with a tap on Liv's butt signaling her to get a move on.
"Yes ma'am. And I'm gonna straighten my hair tonight" Liv said laughing knowing her mother loved her hair better when it was straightened.
"Livvie..." Maya said calling out before She could leave the kitchen.
"Yeah mom" Liv said turning around.
"I love you... Bunches" Maya said with a smile.
"I love you more bunches" She said blowing her mother a kiss then running to get upstairs.
Wednesday afternoon
"Hey mom" Olivia says excitedly as she climbs into the front seat of her mother's car.
"Hey pooh, how was school?" Maya said while leaning over to kiss her daughter's forehead before pulling away, merging into traffic.
"Good I guess. Although Ms. Landers is always breathing down my neck about everything I do and say. Plus her attitude is terrible." She said while pulling down the mirror to fix her hair.
"Liv I know you aren't talking about attitudes. You have your father and my attitude combined." Maya stated with a raised eyebrow and slight chuckle.
"Nope…" Liv paused for a moment and looked up as if she were reflecting on her past behaviors. "Nope, sorry ma. That is something I don't recall." She said giggling as she pulled her knee up to her chest.
"I'm sure you don't, but listen I talked to Christine and she did confirm the slight get together at their house. I also I talked to your father, and we agree you should be allowed to go with friends. As long as you are with Fitz. You know how he goes all cave man over his bestie." Maya said as she reflected over the many years when they were little Fitz would fight the kids who were messing with Liv, often times getting him put in ISS.
"Yes ma I know. He's very protective but I like that. And thank you" Liv said smiling at her mother."but ma, can you please not say Bestie? Like ever again?" Liv groaned playfully causing Maya to pay her on the knee.
"Alright crazy kid lets hit the mall, I need a reason to spend your father's money."
20 minutes later they were at the Cross county mall and making their way to 2cute, a store that Olivia loved to shop in. They were very fashionable and her mother even found something for herself in there.
Once Olivia found the perfect jumpsuit and shoes, they made their way to Auntie Annie's for pretzels and lemonade. They decided to go into Forever 21 & H&M to see what else they could find. After 45 minutes spent in both stores, Liv & Maya came out with equal amount of bags and the shopping satisfaction completed.
"Mom dad is gonna kill you, we spent $400 today." Liv said as they tossed their bags in the trunk.
"Well if you keep your trap closed he won't know now will he" Maya said with a smirk. She loved that Liv was at that age where she could keep a secret. At least when it pertained to their shopping escapades.
"Well you did always say what you don't know won't hurt you, sooooooo I guess" Liv said laughing while pulling out her phone. She hadn't even looked at it since she got out of school and she had 4 missed messages from Fitz and Abby along with some notifications from Twitter and Instagram.
Saturday evening before the party
Since the party was at 8, Olivia decided to start getting dressed around 2:30; knowing it would take her two hours just to do her hair how she wanted it plus shower and get dressed. She turned on pandora to her Teyana Taylor station and started singing when Sevyn Streeters "I like" came blaring through her beats pill. Olivia quickly posted a video of her singing on snap chat titling it "Getting ready". She then moved to her bathroom were she showered and washed her hair.
As she got older her mother taught her how to perform her own Brazilian blowout which took 2 hours, saying that Olivia was part Brazilian on her mothers side. She had good hair but at times it was tiring to manage. She quickly dried and straightened it holding off until her make up was done to curl her hair. She grabbed her make up bag that was placed on a rack in her bathroom. She graced her face by adding blue eye liner and some mascara. She didn't really need make up because she had the perfect complexion.
After 2 more hours she was dressed and dancing. She was singing so loudly that she didn't notice Fitz come In her room. He stood agains the doorframe and watched in awe as she continued swinging her hips in perfect timing with the music.
As of late, the Weeknd's "Earned It" was her favorite. It wasn't until she heard a voice singing behind her that she jumped and clenched her fast taxing heart, while Fitz doubled over in laughter.
"You ass why would scare me like that" she asked when she finally caught her breath. He always did things like that and Liv swears the only reason he does it is so she'd jump into his arms.
"I'm sorry Livvie you were just having fun and I really thought you heard me come in" he said while wiping the tears that had fallen due to his laughing.
"That's not funny and no I didn't hear you, you're such an ass wipe" she said while playfully rolling her eyes at him. She then moved to cut her music off and get her clutch.
"I'm sorry. Also Liv you look damn good baby" Fitz said smiling at her. The complement caused her to blush although she wanted to keep up this mad façade. She was dressed in a navy blue Jumpsuit and 4 inch heels that matched. Her hair was in spiral curls and she had studded earrings. She looked simple and elegant, and she smelled like White Diamonds. He definitely wasn't letting her out of his sights tonight.
Liv chuckled when she saw what Fitz was wearing. She figured Somebody must've given Fitz the memo on wearing blue because he had on a pair of jeans and a navy Blue button up. He smelled like Armani, a scent Olivia loved him wearing.
"Why must he be so damn fine?" Liv thought to herself as she allowed her eyes to roam his wardrobe.
"I'm really sorry Liv all jokes aside, you know I'd never do anything to intentionally hurt or scare you" Fitz said in a serious tone as he grabbed her arms, stopping her In front of him.
"I know." She said looking up into his Blue and gray eyes. But suddenly the mood changed and they soon felt the urge to kiss. Before things went too far Fitz simply kissed her cheek and grabbed her hand dragging her down the stairs.
"Hey ma can you take a picture of us" Fitz said to Maya as she stood in the kitchen with Eli.
"Sure sweetie" She said while grabbing his iPhone.
"What's up with you calling my peeps mom and dad" Liv asked jokingly.
"Hey cool it you do the same thing pipsqueak" Fitz said while thumping her ear.
Fitz moved behind Liv grabbing her waist and placing his lips on her neck, causing Liv to throw her head back in laughter. The picture made them look as if they were a couple, well technically they were. Their parents knew from the beginning their kids would be together. They had chemistry and it could be spotted a mile away. Even their parents said they were official without being official.
"Thanks ma" Fitz said as he kissed Maya on the cheek.
"You're welcome. Are y'all ready now?" Maya asked while grabbing her jacket.
"Yes ma'am" they both called out causing Liv to laugh and roll her eyes.
On the ride to Cam's house Olivia decided to take Fitz's phone and post on his snapchat, but when she unlocked it she saw the Picture of them on Instagram which had already gotten 198 likes in 3 minutes. She smiled because the caption was "Best Couple 'round Yonkers" with the Girl and boy emoji plus a red heart and Queen emoji. She then grabbed her phone her purse and jumped on Instagram to screen shot and post it to her account, titling it the same thing but with a heart eyes emoji and a blowing kiss emoji. Within seconds her picture hit 105 likes and she cackled louder when Abby commented saying "Yassssss"
30 minutes later they were at Cam's house and standing in her living room, looking around to see who all was there.
"Hey Liv, Hey Fitz" Abby said smiling.
"Hey Abby" they both said causing Abby to smile and Fitz and Liv to stifle a laugh.
"Hey Abby come here" John from the football team called out, also Abby's current boyfriend.
"Hey I'll be back" She said touching Liv's arm.
"Hey Liv I'm gonna go to the bathroom really quick" due to the loud music of The Weeknd playing he had to lean down right above her ear.
"Okay, I'm gonna go get something to drink." Liv said as she gave him a small smile.
She made her way to the kitchen and to the refrigerator. She saw there were numerous bottles of alcohol on the counter and she knew to stay away. She quickly maneuvered to grabbed the pitcher of Grape juice and glass from the cabinet. Josh made his way into the kitchen with a beer in his left hand. He smiled when she turned around revealing the pitcher but what she didn't know is Josh had plans under his sleeve. Olivia rolled her eyes and moved around to place the pitcher back in the fridge.
"Hey Liv" Josh said with a now wide grin as Olivia took a sip of juice.
"What do you want?" She asked with annoyance in her voice.
"Oh nothing. Besides I'm getting what I want later" he said moving closer to her.
"Good maybe after Cam gives you some you'll leave me alone" she said turning her back to leave but Josh was quick and caught her arm.
"I'll never leave you alone" he said almost as if it was stalker talk.
"You're fucking weird" she said snatching away and walking in search of Fitz, in which it didn't take long because he was emerging from the bathroom. When he spotted Liv he walked over and took her cup, drinking her juice and leaving Her staring at him.
Leaving a heated Josh standing in his place. He never understood why Olivia didn't like him but tonight was going to change. She just didn't know it.
"This is going to be fun" he said while taking another swig of beer.
After 30 minutes of some dancing and pictures being taken she noticed that Josh was standing across the room staring at her while Camilla danced on him. Immediately she felt drunk and confused, although all she had was juice she decided to retreat to Cam's bathroom to use it. Fitz noticed that her motor skills were off but he just thought that Olivia accidentally took too many sips of his and Abby's drink.
After 10 years of being best friends you learn where everything is Located. While she was telling Fitz where she was headed Josh made a move to Cam's room. He made a promise to get what he wanted and with the alcohol finally giving him the courage he knew it was now or never. He drugged Liv and knew that the 30 minute effect was working. He slithered his way to Cam's room unnoticed and stood behind the door wiring for Olivia's arrival.
Seconds later a extremely sick Olivia made her way to Cam's room. She didn't bother to cut on the light because she knew her way around the room. As soon as the bedroom door was closed she felt a pair of hands grab her and shove her to the ground. Olivia kicked into defense mood and tried to get the man off of her but he was too strong and her tiny frame did nothing. She tried screaming but he placed a hand over her mouth, muffling her screams.
He began to fondle her body roughly on her breast. Once he got frustrated he took his right hand and pulled her jumpsuit until it was into pieces and exposing her most personal parts. Olivia began crying hysterically knowing what was coming next, she just prayed that it wouldn't get that far. Josh started laughing at her tears and bent down to whisper in her ear.
"You know Olivia if you would have just given it to me and not played around I wouldn't have to take it" he said while laughing.
Olivia knew that voice all too well and she couldn't believe this was truly about to happen. Her heart started beating even faster. "If anybody loves me please help me" she thought.
Josh then grabbed her cups to her bra pulling them down, and afterwards pulled her blue thong, causing more tears to spill. The music was too loud so nobody could hear her screams and the door was locked so nobody could enter. Olivia was trapped and all she wanted was Fitz to save her. She tried kicking but Josh punched her in her face seizing her movements but causing the well of tears to pour over.
The last thing Olivia remembers is watching the figure of Josh unbuckle his pants and pull them down, then climbing on top of her before the effects of her date raped drink took over her body.
-1 hour later-
Fitz and Abby had gotten more than worried when Olivia hadn't came out of Cam's room but their minds were slightly out to ease when Cam told them that Olivia had laid down for a while. It was only 10:15 and their curfew was 11:30 so he figured her would let her sleep. But bye 10:30 his gut told him something was off. Fitz and Abby soon made their way to Cam's room only to open the door and find Olivia's fragile body in a pool of blood. She had bruises on her face indicating that she had been struck.
"Olivia.. What the fuck" Fitz rushed to her body trying to wake her up but to no avail, While Abby rushed to grab a blanket cover her best friend up.
"What the fuck happened" Abby said with blood boiling. Her attitude matched her hair and it was a matter if time before Abby went for blood. Abby then rushed to a drawer that she knew Olivia had clothes in, grabbing a jacket and sweatpants. Fitz quickly picked her up while Abby grabbed her clothes and clutch, right on Fitz's heels. Everyone In the house looked equally confused as Josh and Camilla stood watching in amusement. They took Abby's car to the hospital, breaking almost every traffic rule in 5 minutes time.
Almost 8 hours later and a phone call to The Pope and Grant Family, Olivia was finally waking up. She noticed her mother and father in the room along with Fitz. She began to wonder why she was here. He had his head in his hands, rocking back and forth, while her mothers head rested on her fathers shoulder with their eyes closed.
"Mommy" Liv tried calling out but it seemed as if she had lost her voice, so she started moving her legs but noticed they were sore.
"Livia... Are you okay.. I know you're in pain but you have to stay still pooh." Maya said as she rushed to Liv's side. "Eli or Fitz go get the doctor please"
"I'll go" Eli said rushing out of the door. He couldn't stand to see his daughter in this predicament, and he was going to make whoever pay.
"Livia do you know what happened" Maya said in a frightened voice.
Confused Olivia shook her head no.
"The doctors hooked you up to a urinary Catheter so you could use the bathroom... Pooh baby... You were raped last night" Maya said sitting down on the bed next to her daughter.
Completely in disbelief She gazed over at Fitz who's eyes were puffy and tears began to fall. He could tell she was looking at him but he couldn't make contact. Finally giving in right when he thought she looked away he looked up, confirming what her mother told her was true. She knew this was real and it too caused tears to fall from her eyes, she just couldn't believe she had became a victim of the most deadliest acts known to man.