Pain Through Out The Heart

by cutiebunny49

My names Rima Mashiro and everything is in perfect place, Amu and I are best friends, Nagihiko isn't bothering me as much anymore, and every task i was given in the guardians is short and simple. Bottom line everything in life is easy. Well...thats until my world came crashing down upon me. And the worst part, i didn't know what was causing it. FYI : i need 7 reviews to continue.

Hey guys I'm new at this hope you like my story! I've had lots of experience and have got great ideas!

Lili-chan: I'm ganna work my hardest! This is my first story so comments and criticism is welcome!

Rima: OH well then I have a LOT of criticism to give you lili-chan. :|

Lili-chan: Nagi uh a little help?

Nagihiko: Rima-chan she is trying to be nice so please calm down.

Rima: WHY SHOULD I CROSSDRESSER!

Lili-chan: Etoo…um I'll give you guys some alone time...

Rima: *blushes* WHY WOULD I NEED ALONE TIME WITH THIS CROSSDRESSER!

Lili-chan: um you do know this is a Rimahiko story RIGHT?

Rima: of course! But..uh..Umm

Nagihiko: ANYWAYS cutiebunny doesn't own Shugo Chara! Enjoy! * wink*

Rima & Lilith: Player…

*Rima's POV*

Pain…that's the only thing I have felt since…well that.

**Flashback**

"Rima-chan! Guess what?" Amu screamed at me from across the courtyard.

"Did that thing move away?" I said coldly.

"Um what do you mean 'thing'?"

"I MEAN that girly-boy, cross-dressing, pervert, purple ha-"I was saying it in a bored tone to make sure she got the message, but I got cut off.

"RIMA! DON'T SAY THAT HORRIBLE STUFF ABOUT MY NEW BOYFRIEND and NO he. Is. Not. Moving. AWAY!" I was stunned not only at her loud outburst but the fact that she was now going out with my arch nemesis.

Before I could say anything or respond to the news she turned away from me, looked over her shoulder and said in her cool-and-spicy voice, "You know, if you keep disrespecting my boyfriend like that, I'm sorry but I won't be able to be friends with you anymore."

In that second. In the one second. My heart shattered into a million pieces.

**Flashback End**

Ever since then I haven't been talking to either of them and sadly we had school tomorrow. I groaned and buried my head in my pillow to think. I whispered to myself so only I could hear "why did feel like I was stabbed in the heart with a butchers knife when Amu told me she was going out with HIM?"

I suddenly stood up and thought up some reasonable causes for this.

Ok, here's my list of reasonable explanations,

Cause he wants to take Amu away from me

Amu was ganna like him more than me

Thinking that my feelings may get hurt when I'm left out

And here is my one un-reasonable explanation.

*1. I love Nagihiko Fujisaki, but I know he doesn't love me back.

Again I screamed and smashed my head into the pillow.

Until I figure out why I'm feeling pain through-out my heart and soul. All I will be feeling is pain and suffering