Title: Obsession Meets Reality
Authors: Dark Nuriko and Mayhem's Angel
Disclaimer: We do not own any part of Gravitation. We just spend hours playing with the characters of a genius.
Warning; YAOI! Hot delicious gay man sex! If you got a problem with that, take it elsewhere.
Notes: Nuriko claimed Tats before I did, because she loves him very much. I did Ryu. For some reason, I get the childlike characters. Oh well. Please excuse any OOCness, as Nuriko is sick, and I was trying not to be depressed at the beginning of this.
Full lemon can be found at Gurabiteshiyon, Aff, or by emailing me.
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Tatsuha stood in front of the line at a Nittle grasper concert ticket booth. He had been here for two nights and had begged the money out of his brother, but he was finally going to be able to see his idol and lust object in person. He would be front row... and able to damn near see the pop singer's nose hair he'd be so close. This time, he refused to miss out... even if he was indebted to his brother for life...
Ryuichi stood in the very long line up, waiting to buy tickets to the next Nittle Grasper concert. He was hoping to get enough to share with his friends, but they always ran out soooo quickly!
Tatsuha had several girls ask if they could cut behind him, and while they were pretty... they weren't his Ryuichi and thus, not worth much of his time. "No..." was all he'd say, before watching them head off, frowning.
Argh! This waiting was driving him nuts! Maybe the teen in front of him would let him cut..."Excuse me..." He said, tapping the dark haired boy on the shoulder.
Tatsuha looked back, his eyes surprised. Damn, he almost looked like Sakuma-san. "Huh?" he asked, wary.
"Can I go in front of you? Pleeaaase!" the famous singer begged.
Tatsuha blinked. "What? Hell no. I can't lose my one chance of being so close to Sakuma-san that I could almost feel like I was singing with him." He then looked behind him. "But... I suppose you could stand behind me."
Ryu perked up at the boy's mention of himself. "Okay! You should sing with him one time! He loves doing that with new friends! Will you be his new friend?"
Tatsuha looked at the fan and couldn't help but smile. "Sakuma-san is my idol... but I can't sing for hell. My brother wrote lyrics for Nittle Grasper and my brother-in-law plays with him... but the only way I'd ever get to see him is in concert. Cause I'm called a crazy fan."
"He is? Oh! Yuki-sensei! Ryu doesn't like him very much, but Shu-chan is soooo much fun! You're his brother?"
He nodded. "Eiri Yuki's my brother..." He smiled, holding out his hand. "I'm Tatsuha, his younger brother. Also good friends with Shuichi. For whom I'm also buying tickets for," he said. "I've been a fan for as long as I can remember, but my family is so mean they won't arrange for me to meet him. I suppose they are afraid I'll jump him or something."
"Oh! I was going to surprise Shu-chan with tickets, but if you are...that is mean! Ryu would love to hang out with you!"
Tatsuha laughed. "Yeah, I'd be such a fun person to talk to. If I did meet him, I'd be a drooling puddle of the man you see before you."
"But you're not. Right? Ryu doesn't think you're a puddle...Wanna go play with me 'n' Kuma-chan?" He asked, pulling the bunny from his large pocket.
Tatsuha blinked at the man behind him. He was odd, but fun. His eyes widened. "Ku...kumagaro? You're... soooo lucky... I've been trying to get one... But I never could replace the actual one."
"Kuma IS real!" He was slighty offended. He was trying to be nice, and this boy thought Kumagoro was a FAKE!
Tatsuha noticed the other man's anger and held up his hands. "I wasn't implying he wasn't... I was just saying that there is no substitute for the real one... is all."
"Oh! yeah. But he is real, see?" He shoved the pink ball of fluff into Tatsuha's face. "Kuma says he is! And he knows lots!" He beamed brightly.
Tatsuha smiled and bowed to the bunny. "It's an honor to meet you, Kumagaro-san."
Ryuichi bowed too, and made the bunny seem like he was. "Ryu-chan and Kuma-chan are honored to meet you too!"
Tatsuha's mouth fell open and he glanced around swiftly, glad no one else had noticed. "Sa... Sakuma-san... it's...it's... you... what are... you doing... here? You don't... need to purchase... tickets... all you have to do... is ask for them..." he sputtered.
"Of course it's Ryu! Who else would he be?" He continued in a normal - almost loud - voice. "I like to buy them! It's fun! So many people like Ryu and Tohma and Noriko!"
Tatsuha blinked, before swallowing, putting a hand over his mouth. "Shh, do you want to be mobbed before you can get them?" he whispered.
Ryu scrunched up his nose, and moved Tatsuha's hand. "Naahh! Ryu doesn't like that so much. Too many hugs makes him not breathe! And they try to steal Kuma-chan!" He hugged the bunny protectively to his chest.
Tatsuha nodded. "I wouldn't like it either. So keep it down."
"Okay!" He whispered, looking around to make sure no one had heard.
Tatsuha looked around with him before smiling. "I think no one was paying attention..."
"Yeah!" He jumped up and down, happy not to have been discovered. And he got a new friend! "Is it almost time to get the tickets!" He asked eagerly.
Tatsuha checked his watch. "Two more minutes."
"I can't wait! It's so exciting!" He wiggled around like a little puppy, almost dancing but not able to in public.
"Seriously, Ryu-chan... why are you here? Couldn't you just ask Tohma-san for tickets?"
"Yeah...but it's more fun this way. And Tohma's always sooo busy with the company and everything...Ryu doesn't like to bug him..." He said softly, looking sad at the thoughts running through his mind.
Tatsuha nodded. "He is always busy, but not for you. He doesn't like me... and Eiri would rather have my head before doing something nice for me."
"I like you! You're nice! Will you be Ryu's friend? Kuma wants to be your friend too!" He looked up at the taller teen with bright eyes.
He flushed, nodding slightly. "I... I would love that... but... are you sure? I mean... you're... you... and I'm... just a crazy 17 year old fan boy."
"We're sure! That doesn't matter, Ryu doesn't think you're a crazy fan!"
He flushed, his black hair and dark eyes were the only things that made him look different from his brother. Otherwise, he could pass for Eiri... "You... haven't seen my... room yet..." He laughed nervously. "I'm a fanboy like no other."
"Really? Ryu would love to see it!" He hugged his bunny, it sounded like fun!
He swallowed. "It's all... the way in Kyoto... I... it's too far..."
"Oooo! We can drive! Road trips are sooo much fun!" He said excitedly, in his mind fully intending to do such a thing. "Hey, you can come over to my house and play with me and Kuma-chan!"
Tatsuha felt like he was going to faint. This... this was his every dream come true... and yet it felt impossible. "Su.. sure... after the tickets."
"Of course, silly! Is it time now!" he asked eagerly. All this waiting was driving him nuts.
Just then the booth opened and Tatsuha grinned. He then leaned in and ordered his ticket... front row with plenty of drooling room before paying out the fortune it was worth and holding it close as he stepped aside. "It's time," he said with a smirk.
"YAY!" He stepped up and ordered his own tickets, paying out a greater fortune, since he had a couple other people he was buying them for. He turned back to his teenaged fan, "Let's go! It's not too far!"
He nodded, too stunned to really think. "Sure." Those words from his lips fell easily, but he followed the older man in silence.
Ryuichi skipped down the crowded sidewalk, turning back every so often to make sure the other man was still with him. "Hurry up! We'll miss our favorite show if we don't hurry!"
Tatsuha kept up, moving as swiftly as the other man did. Ryuichi on stage was different from the one here... but still it was Ryuichi... and that was good enough for him.
They finally arrived at his apartment, and he bounced inside, kicking off his shoes and going to the kitchen. "Want anything?" He called to his guest, still standing awkwardly at the door.
He removed his shoes... and stared at the room, his eyes wide. "Um... water," he whispered.
"Okay!" He got water for both of them, then carried it out to the living room.
He accepted it with a grin. "Um, thanks." He swallowed and closed his eyes. He couldn't believe he was actually here... and on top of it... he didn't know what to talk about.
"Do you like cartoons? Ryu does! His favourite one is Yu-Gi-OH! Do you like that one?
"Um, yeah. My favorite is Inuyasha..." (1)
"Oh! Ryu loves that one! The little fox is funny!"
Tatsuha Laughed softly. "I happen to like Miroku... he's a monk... just like I'll be when my father retires."
"Really? Wow! So what do you do? Can you raise zombies? Ryu doesn't like zombies. This one time, Noriko-chan rented one and watched it with Ryu and it was soooo scary! Ryu didn't like it, and had to hold Noriko-chan to feel better."
He blinked... 'Noriko?' he thought. Oh, the other keyboardest of Nittle grasper. He smiled. "No... nothing like that. Mostly monk's do blessings and other such things."
"Oh. Do you get to do weddings? Ryu was at Tohma's wedding and it was really, really nice. It was in a really pretty temple, with a big pond full of fish!"
"That's our family temple. Father performed the service. And I'll be doing that eventually." He smiled and shook his head. "Although, I'm not that good at it..."
"Aww, Ryu thinks you will be a great monk!"
He smiled, taking a seat. "Hm, I don't know... I'm kind of a trouble maker... and Mika and Eiri both treat me like I'm a pest."
"I don't think you're a pest." A suddenly serious Ryuichi said, "I think you're great." He came closer to the young monk, running his fingers up Tatsuha's arm in a suggestive manner.
Tatsuha shivered and he stared up at Ryuichi with wide eyes. "I think I'm dreaming..." he mumbled, surprised.
"I don't think you are...wanna have some fun?" The serious Ryuichi asked, now completely in control, and intending to be for a while.
He blinked... "Re... Really?" he asked, his voice breaking slightly. This was the Ryuichi he was used to. The one that was popular on stage...
"Um hm..." He began running his hands over the teens chest. "Really." He leaned upwards and drew Tatsuha's lips to his own.
Tatsuha shivered, and shuddered. His lips were so warm. He could do nothing more but press closer, wanting to feel more and wondering what this idol would make of him.
Feeling him press closer, Ryu smirked, glad that the boy wanted this. Sliding his tongue past the warm lips against his own, Ryu moaned at the silky heat that he met with. The boy was delicious...so many tastes wrapped into one.
He moaned into the kiss. His hands slipped behind his neck, pulling him closer for a deeper kiss. His own tongue played with his, teasing him and begging for more.
Ryu sensed that he wanted more, but he wanted so much more himself. He slid his tongue teasingly against Tatsuha's one last time before breaking the kiss. "Let's go somewhere more comfortable..." He said in a husky tone, taking the monk's hand and pulling him towards the bedroom.
Tatsuha followed, his dark eyes wide. "You... you really want this...? I'm... I'm a lot... younger... than you," he stammered, his voice surprised, but passion laid underneath it.
"Since when did age matter? Not when you admired my body and looks on all the posters, and at all the concerts. Why should it now?"
"But... it wasn't your looks I love... it's who you are... the confident and relaxed singer... as well as the immature older man when you think you have to be," he whispered.
He smirked then, "Heh. Okay then. Any more problems, or should we just not bother?"
He swallowed. "I didn't... say there was a problem... I just... I was surprised."
"A lot of things in life are surprising. You get used to it." He pressed another kiss to his lips, dragging his soon to be lover down onto the large bed.
He allowed himself to be pulled onto the bed and he grinned at his soon-to-be lover in return. "If you're really certain about this... then I have no need to hold back, right, Sakuma-san?"
"Of course not. I want ALL of you." He straddled the boy's waist, starting to remove his shirt.
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He groaned, but enjoyed the sensation of the older man on top of him. He had just fulfilled his wildest dream... and it had been soo much better than his dreams had ever been.
Removing himself gently from the teen, he rolled to his side, drawing the younger man to him. It had been so long since he had experienced anything like that...even if Tatsuha said he was only an obessed fan, he was more to him now.
Tatsuha sighed, settling against the older man before bending down to clean off the mess he had left on his chest. "I... I... I've never dreamed... for a chance... like this..."
He sighed as he felt the small tongue lap at his chest. "Niether have I... I don't care if you only wanted to be with me because you're a fan... I want you... We can make this more than one chance..."
Tatsuha looked up, his eyes wide. "But... I didn't only want to be with you because I'm a fan. It's more than that. I know that you have a side that people don't get to see. The serious side that isn't on stage... and that's fine... but... I also know there is the child-like you that is out to keep from being hurt... and I want to help that side become unnecessary... because I've been in love with you for a long time."
He smiled. "I wish you could do that too... I think I'm in love with you too." He tilted his head down and kissed the younger man, before settling back to sleep.
Tatsuha flushed and settled against his chest... "I... I hope so... because... I kind of like this..."
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