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Disclaimer: Of course, none of these characters are mine. They belong to the fabulous Stephenie Meyer. I am attempting to stay true to the characters as she has written them. This is my first attempt at fan fic. I do appreciate any and all constructive criticisms.

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My wave seemed somehow half hearted. Not enough. How could it be when this could be the last time I would see my parents. Edward was at my side, his arm around my waist as soon as the cars disappeared around the first turn of the long drive.

I tried to blink back the tears that threatened to spill over. "Bella," Edward whispered as he pulled me into a hug.

I tried to speak, but my voice caught and I quickly lost the fight to the tears. Edward gently wiped them away as he kissed my forehead. "This doesn't have to be the end, Bella. There is time..."

I found my voice more quickly this time, dried my eyes, and cut him off. "Edward, please, let's not have this discussion again. I am fine. I know that I have done the best I can by Charlie and Renee. I am just a little overwhelmed right now."

"It has been a long day for you" he whispered in my ear. "Thank you for this, Bella."

Even though I had been reluctant to marry Edward, I had to admit that the day was not the nightmare that I had imagined. Even though my parents weren't fully understanding of my getting married at such a young age, they still came and offered me their support. It seemed that everyone had had a nice day. I had kept my promise; now it was time for Edward to keep his.

"Maybe we should let you get some rest," Edward continued. "If we are going to leave early tomorrow, you will need to sleep tonight. Unless, of course, you'd like to go ahead and leave right now. You can sleep while I drive."

The thought of trying to sleep as Edward raced the car through the night at untold speeds did not relax me at all. "Fat chance. I told you I wanted to spend the night here at your home before leaving. Remember, we have plans for the night," I coyly teased.

Edward's smile made my heart beat just a bit faster. "Our home. And, I haven't forgotten, love" he said as he brushed a loose piece of hair back from my face.

Our home. The words still didn't seem real. "I am where I have always wanted to be, Edward. Let's go in and see your...our family."

"They've all left. You didn't really think they would stay home on our wedding night, did you?"

The thought of six vampires listening in on this night had been of some concern. But, of course, they would have the courtesy to leave.

"I could always call them back if you are uncomfortable being alone with me tonight. I mean, we are not sure how things are going to go," Edward said with a tinge of worry in his voice.

"I trust you completely, Edward, and I am rather happy to be alone with you." The truth was I was a complete bundle of nerves. Not because I feared Edward, but because this was going to be a first experience for both of us. What if I didn't know what to do?

Edward lightly kissed the hollow behind my ear and moved his lips down my throat. "Well then, Mrs. Cullen, let's get you inside."

I grimaced slightly at the thought of being Mrs. anything as Edward scooped me up in his arms and carried me to the house. He paused at the door and kissed me deeply. His lips never left mine as he quickly carried me up to his...our room. By the time he set me down, I was dizzy. I had to remember to keep breathing. Although breathing was not necessary for Edward, I was prone to fainting.

"Here we are," I said, my voice almost breaking with an unexpected nervousness.

Edward took my face into his hands. "No pressure, Bella. We can just spend this night like every other night if you are not ready." He worked those words in as he continued to kiss me leaving me almost unable to stand up.

I rolled my eyes at him. I noticed that my luggage consisting of one suitcase and a small overnight bag had been brought to the room. "I'm going to go freshen up a bit. I think I will need a bit of help with the buttons on the back of this dress, though, since Alice is not here."

"My pleasure," Edward growled lightly as he slowly and tantalizingly undid each button. His cold lips kissed the back of my neck and went a little lower with each button loosened. How was I ever going to get to the bathroom if he kept this up?

"Okay, Edward, I think I can get the rest," I moaned as I tried to pull away from him.

"Really, I can finish it for you, Bella," Edward said in a ragged voice as he again kissed the back of my neck sending shivers down my spine.

I needed to calm myself or I was going to pass out. "I'll be back in a minute," I gasped as I stumbled toward the bathroom grabbing my overnight bag on the way in.

I sat down and tried to regain my breathing. I wanted this to be perfect. My nerves and excitement were getting the best of me. This was the moment I had been waiting for...the reason I agreed to be Edward's wife. But, Edward was so beautiful. I still didn't see what he saw in me. I had spent many nights with Edward, but this was the first time either of us would be so exposed to the other. What if I wasn't what he expected? I noticed a garment bag hanging on the door with a note attached: To, Bella. Love, Alice. :o)

I had let Alice plan every detail of my wedding. I guess she took it upon herself to also plan the wedding night. I unzipped the bag and looked inside. What in world was Alice thinking? Didn't she know it was hard enough to breathe around Edward without having my waist cinched off in what looked like some kind of torture device? It was some sort of lingerie that looked like a corset. Another note was inside the bag: "I knew you wouldn't wear this, but thought I'd leave it anyway just in case you decided to make a change..." I could picture Alice trying to foresee this night and I flushed with embarrassment.

Instead, I opened my overnight bag and took out the simple new pajamas I had bought. I struggled out of my dress. I really could have let Edward loosen just a few more buttons. I slipped the silk camisole over my head and put on the matching shorts. I stood looking at myself in the mirror. Then I had a horrifying thought. Was this too simple; too plain? What if Edward expected me to wear something like what Alice had bought? Would this please him? I glanced again at Alice's purchase. I don't think I could even figure out how to get that on. So, this was my only option other than putting my dress back on. It would have to do.

Though simple, this was much less than I usually wore around Edward. I bought it because it was the deep blue color that he liked so much. But, looking at myself now, I was wondering if even this would be too hard for Edward. I didn't want to push him away. Was this so different from my normal night wear? I usually wore a cotton camisole and pajama pants. So, this should be okay. I was driving myself crazy. Was it enough? Too much?

"Bella, is everything okay?"

How long had I been standing here? "I'm fine. I'll be out in a minute." I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth. I took out all the pins and combs holding my hair up and it tumbled down around my face in loose curls. My stomach was fluttering so badly I thought I might be sick. My face was already flushed. I wondered how I would ever be able to walk across the room to the bed the way my knees were shaking.

I took a deep breath and opened the door just a small crack. I saw Edward turn toward the door. He had removed his tie and loosened the first few buttons of his now untucked shirt. He had lit candles all around the room that reflected off the wall of glass and made the whole room glow.

"Are you going to come out?" Edward asked almost in a laugh. "Or am I going to have to come and get you?" he teased.

"Okay." I could barely whisper. I tentatively opened the door. I heard an audible gasp from Edward. Of course, I should not have worried about how I would walk to the bed. Edward had picked me up and carried me there before I could even blink. Edward put me on the bed and laid down over me, careful not to put any weight on me.

"Bella, you are so gorgeous." Edward started to kiss me deeply. There was no caution to him now. He knotted his hands in my hair as he lowered his mouth to my neck. I quickly undid the rest of Edward's shirt and ran my hands over his perfect chest. Edward pulled away briefly and removed his shirt. My heart sounded like it would beat out of my chest.

Edward was on his side next to me and stared deeply into my eyes. The candle light cast the most amazing glow off of his dark amber eyes. "Bella, are you sure?"

"Edward, I have never been so sure about anything in my life."

He put his arms around me and pulled me on top of him. His hands found the bare skin at my waist where my shirt had ridden up sending an electric current through my body. I ran my tongue around the outline of his lips and breathed in his sweet breath. I kissed along his neck and he moaned slightly.

He flipped us over again. I was beginning to appreciate this big bed more and more. I could feel the lean hardness of his body pressed against mine. He continued to kiss me passionately. I ran my hands over his back. He kissed down my throat as his hand toyed with the hem of my shorts and along my thigh. I kept telling myself to just keep breathing. He lowered himself a little and lightly grazed his lips along the exposed skin of my stomach. I heard a deep groan of pleasure. Did that come from me? Or him? Edward was once again by my ear.

"Bella...I'm not sure...I don't know if I can..." I heard the real fear in his voice. I saw the desire in his eyes as well as his conflicting emotions. He wanted this as badly as I did, but didn't trust himself any further.

I pulled him into another deep kiss and moved my hands down his body. "Please, Edward. Please," I begged. "I know that everything will be fine. You love me too much to lose complete control. I know that this will be perfect."

Adult version insert here - I have added a very mature insert as a second chapter. If you want to read the adult version, please go to Chapter 2 for the lemony stuff and then return here to read the final few paragraphs. If you prefer not to read the more graphic parts, just continue here. By adding the insert, the transitions are a bit awkward, but I think it works out okay. Sorry for the confusing format, but I am new and wasn't really sure if I wanted to put something so graphic out there.

And, perfect it was. It was as if our bodies had known each other for centuries. We lay quietly on the bed as he stroked my hair and kissed the top of my head. Edward kept trying to tuck the blanket around me, but I wanted nothing more than to feel my body pressed against his. "You're going to freeze, Bella" he whispered.

"I think I can stand it, Edward." My body was still overheated from our lovemaking and I was enjoying the coolness of his skin. "Of course if I'm bothering you..." I said as I pulled slightly away from him.

He laughed and pulled me back into his arms. "Bella, my love, you could never bother me." He grew quiet again and contemplative. "Bella, I had my doubts about how all of this would turn out. I didn't know if it would work."

I looked up into his exquisite eyes and gave him a smile.

He said, "I should have trusted you more. You know me better than any other person will ever know me. My heart has belonged to you for a long time. But, now every part of me belongs to you. I have not felt this human in almost 90 years. I know that I can never be human again, but this experience has made me complete. No matter what else happens to us, I will remember this moment as the happiest of my existence."

"Edward, I love you more than life itself. I want to spend every night with you for the rest of eternity.

He sighed, "We'll discuss that tomorrow. Maybe you should try to get some sleep now, Bella."

"Ummm hmmmm" I said as I pulled myself on top of him and began kissing him again. "Maybe I can just sleep in the car tomorrow."

He gave me the crooked smile that I loved best. He pulled me tight against his body as his hands started to once again explore. "Maybe that's a good idea."