--- PROLOGUE ---
I have to be strong after all. The best way not to make a fool of myself is to isolate myself from anything that reminds me of her. of my princess. I thought, surrounding myself with company will somehow ease the pain....but I then realize, in my still vulnerable state, with the hurting so raw...I could make mistakes happen. I dont want to fall in love on rebound, nor do I want to do something else that I will regret later on...or again...
Maybe I'll have to spend the next few weeks in the solitude in my study room. I'll concentrate on my extracurriculars and my academics...it will give me enough time for my emotional conflicts to subside...
...God after all, has reason why he placed the human brain on the top of the whole anatomy...because for any reason, common sense must rule over feelings. Feelings itself cannot justify anything...Yes, I can love...but love couldnt will the person I love back to me...