I'LL SAVE HIM
I was the one who was tainted, cursed, I got demon blood in me. I was born to be the vessel of Evil, to be the king of Darkness, the god of destruction. I was the rebel, the prodigal son, the black sheep.
Dean was always the perfect son, the vessel of goodness, the god of light. Dean has always been human, he has always been my father, my mother, my friend, my brother. He was strong, an anchor that kept our family from sinking, from disintegrating. He's been my rock, my saviour. I knew I could overcome Lucifer but Dean's words and his eyes gave me the sufficient strength. I was lost, he reached out to me, he showed me the path and I just had to follow him.
I was the monster before but now the monster is he. He's been marked wirh hell, poisoned with anger, Darkness is swallowing him slowly, like a snake choking its prey. It shouldn't be like this. I was doomed to die, he ressurected me. He's being murdered now and I can't move a finger to touch him, I'm unable to breath air into his lungs to revive him. All his humanity is being erased, all it's left is a carcass, a corpse of the sweet Dean I used to know. My tears have dried, my pain is so huge I feel crushed under it, like an insect. It shouldn't be like this. He doesn't have to endure all the pain I endured, he's not a king of any land, he's just a man.
I'll save him. I'll break the dark clouds and the storms to get to him. I'll open the soil with my hands, I'll scrath the sky with my nails, I'll rip the hurricanes with my teeth. Nothing will stop me, no one will ever dare to stand in my way, I'll drown them with my blood. My black wings will take me to him, I'll save him.
Hell will unlock its gates for me like it did before. Hell will surrrender to me, I'm its demon boy, its keys are my property. Hell will give me my brother back. If it doesn't, I'll keep Hell. I'll be where my brother is. I'll save him even if it is the last thing we both do, even if we lose. My blood is tainted, his blood is burnt, we'll be damned together.
THE END