A/N: This is a one shot. Addison and Alex can't fight the desire they have for each other anymore It is just smutty, if you don't like that sort of thing than I suggest you don't read I decided to write this after I read that Rebecca is coming back for Alex. I don't like that idea very much so this idea came into my mind.

The dress I describe Addison wearing, It is the dress that Kate Walsh wore to this year's Emmy Awards

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Starting all over again

Addison had returned to Seattle 6 months ago after things just didn't work out for her in L.A. She had been working closely with Alex again and as time went on they found it harder and harder to deny their attraction to one another. They had shared long looks and the odd brushing up against one another; they also shared 1 hot passion fuelled kiss. Both parties apologised and never spoke of it again. That however didn't stop the eye sex or the deep longing to be together.

Alex had been seeing Rebecca for 8 months and he thought he was happy, he thought she was the one; that was until Addison came back into his life. Now everything had changed. She was constantly in his thoughts, in his dreams, in his fantasies, hell she was in his mind every time he made love to Rebecca. He hated himself for it but the thoughts of his beautiful red headed boss wouldn't leave him. He wanted her more than he ever thought he could want anyone.

Addison had been asked out by many men, she turned them all down, Alex was the only man she wanted, if she couldn't have him well she didn't want anyone. Sure she had slipped up and had sex with Mark once and as good as it was in her mind it was Alex that was touching her, kissing her, fucking her, giving her multiple orgasms.

The party was in full swing. Richard Webbers 60th birthday party, just about everyone was present, sure some Dr's were on call but they had a skeleton staff at the hospital so most of Richard's colleagues could attend his party.

Alex was at a table with Rebecca and Izzy, they both had their backs to the bar that was not too far from where they were sitting but Alex had a perfect view of it, in particular Addison who was ordering another drink. Addison turned around and found herself staring back into Alex's beautiful chocolate eyes. The room seemed to stop and all she could feel was the desire building in her from the way his eyes roamed her body lustfully. Her nipples became painfully erect just under his intense gaze. To top it off he gave her that smirk of his that told her that he was having very dirty thoughts about what he wanted to do to her.

Fuck Alex what are you doing to me. This is just such torture. I need to leave. I can't stay here feeling like this. He can turn me on just by looking at me. My god Alex I want you, I want to be with you now in every way.

Alex could see Addison's nipples becoming erect in the flimsy material of her very sexy red silk gown. He knew that was because of him, normally that would simply be an ego boost, but this was different seeing Addison aroused only caused a stirring in between his legs.

Fuck Addie what are you doing to me? I want you, I need you, I have to have you I can't fight this attraction anymore. You turn me on just by looking at you, the way that dress hugs your body, the way I can see your cleavage that makes me what to touch your breasts, take your nipples one by one into my mouth. Christ Alex stop, this is not helping your ever growing erection.

Addison continued to stare at Alex for a few more minutes before she tore her eyes away from him and made her way outside the French doors and into the garden of Richard and Adele's vast property for some fresh air. Alex noticed where she went and waited 5 minutes before excusing himself from Rebecca and Izzy, making his way outside as well.

"Addison" Alex said softly as he approached her

Addison turned around to see him standing close to her. Alex took her hand and walked further down the garden away from the lights of the party inside.

"Alex what are you doing? We shouldn't.." She was interrupted by Alex's lips crashing onto hers. One hand moved to caress her face while the other ran up and down her back, pulling her body flush against his. Addison's mouth responded to his instantly and she licked his bottom lip with her tongue asking for permission to enter his mouth which he eagerly gave. The kissing intensified, their tongues duelled it wasn't until they both needed to breath that they pulled away. The stared into each other's eyes and Addison did not remove her arms from his neck, nor did Alex remove his arms from her waist pulling her even closer to his body.

"Alex, I want you" Addison panted

"Addie, I want you too. I don't think I've ever stopped wanting you" He said huskily

They leant in and began kissing fiercely all over again. Alex moved his hands to cup her breasts through the thin material of her dress. She moaned into his mouth at the feelings he was evoking in her body. She could feel his straining erection against her leg.

His mouth left hers to trail kisses down her neck down to her cleavage; as he pulled the thin straps of her dress down to reveal her perfect breasts. The dress did not allow for a bra, he groaned at the site of them and took one nipple into his mouth as his hand stroked and massaged her other nipple, pinching it lightly eliciting another loud moan from her. Whilst Alex was pleasuring her she began to untuck his shirt from his dress pants so she could touch his well defined and muscled chest that she craved to feel. He moved her towards the small decorative retaining wall that surrounded a garden and lifted her up onto it. He broke the kiss and looked into her eyes for a sign that it was OK to continue. She nodded slightly and she moved her hands to his belt and began to unfasten it, just as his hands began to wander up the insides of her legs. He pushed her dress up higher so it was now around her waist.

Alex grazed his fingers over her damp panties teasing her as she moaned into his neck. Addison continued kissing him there whilst her hands that had already freed him from his boxers began stroking him slowly.

"Oh god" he moaned into her ear

He pulled her Thong off quickly and pushed two fingers deep inside of her, she let out another loud moan as he began to pump them in and out torturously slow.

"Oh don't stop" she muttered

This increased his desire as he moved his fingers inside of her faster curling them until he found just the right spot. He knew he had found it when she let out a slight scream "Oh yes" she breathed. His thumb began to stroke her clit and it wasn't long before she felt the first stirrings of her orgasm.

Addison started to stroke him harder and faster as she felt him grow in her right hand as her left hand still craved the touch of his masculine chest. All the while the kissing never stopped.

With just a few more thrusts of his fingers he could feel her tighten around him, his free hand caressed her face watching her with more desire and want then he ever thought possible.

"Babe look at me" He said huskily

Addison opened her eyes and stared lustfully in to his own sex laden eyes.

"Come for me now" he whispered seductively

That was all Addison needed and with one final thrust of his magical fingers she came harder and more intensely then she could ever remember coming before. He let her gain her breath before he started kissing her passionately again.

"I need to be inside you" He said

"Yes, I need that too" she panted still coming down from the recent high Alex provided her.

She pushed his pants down, before guiding his throbbing erection inside her, she wrapped her legs tightly around his waist letting her heels dig slightly into his back. This only intensified his arousal as he began to move inside her slowly at first, before it wasn't enough. He needed his own release now he pumped inside of her harder and faster until he could feel his own orgasm beginning. Addison kissed his neck and back up to his ear before she whispered "Harder Alex, I want you to fuck me harder" She thrust her hips to meet his every stroke.

Alex moved his hand down between them to rub her clit so that she would join him when he came. "Yes Aaalex" She moaned into his ear. Moments later Addison's second orgasm rocked her whole body

With that Alex's own orgasm left him as he groaned at the feelings coursing through his body. "Oh Addie" He moaned.

They both stood there panting, foreheads touching, looking into each other's eyes realising the full impact of what had just happened. He kissed her softly on the lips before withdrawing from her and pulling his pants back up.

Addison pulled her thong back up and adjusted her dress before hoping off the retaining wall with Alex's help.

They both just stood there gazing at each other as reality began to set in.

"You should go back, she will be looking for you, wondering where you are" Addison said quietly.

"I know I should, but... this is where I want to be. Here with you."

"Oh Alex, I want that too, but I can't be that woman, not again"

"You are the one I want, I just need to fix this, and I need to sort things out. We need to be together. Please just give me some time to tell her it's over" Alex was careful not to say Rebecca. It would make it seem all the more real if he used her name.

"Alex, please you should go. I'll follow in 10 minutes of so." She said with a slight laugh.

"Alright will you be Ok?" He asked with sudden concern

"Yes"

"You get that you're the one for me right" He said suddenly feeling a little nervous.

"I'm starting too" she smiled

Alex turned to pull her into another scorching kiss as his tongue entered her mouth and began to explore her thoroughly. After a few moments she could feel the beginnings of his erection against her leg so she pushed him away gently.

"Alex if we keep going..."

"Ok Ok I'm going back inside" He said giving her another quick kiss before tucking his shirt back in his pants.

"I'll see you later. Alex, I hope you know that you're the one for me too" She said as she pulled out the mirror from her evening bag and made her way a little closer to the house so she could fix her lipstick and hair with the light coming from the party.

"Good" He said giving her that smirk of his. "I'll call you when I get home"

"Ok, I'll wait to hear from you."

"Oh Addie, did I tell you how freaking hot you look in that dress" He said as he placed one last kiss on her lips before heading into the party, leaving Addison with a very big smile on her face!!!

THE END

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