A/N: Hi guys this is my first ever fanfic, so could you please review and tell me what you think? thanks :)

In no way what so ever do i own harry potter or anything related to it (unfair, i know)

"I'm sorry."

"I'm not interested."

"I'm sorry!"

"Save your breath."

It was night time. Lily, who was wearing a dressing gown, stood with her arms folded in front of the portrait of the Fat Lady, at the entrance to Gryffindor Tower.

"I only came out because Mary told me you were threatening to sleep here."

"I was. I would have done. I never meant to call you Mudblood, it just – "

"Slipped out?" There was no pity in Lily's voice. "It's too late. I've made excuses for you for years. None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends – you see, you don't even deny it! You don't even deny that's what you're all aiming to be! You can't wait to join You–Know-Who, can you?"

He opened his mouth, but closed it without speaking.

"I can't pretend anymore. You've chosen your way, I've chosen mine."

"No – listen, I didn't mean –"

"- to call me Mudblood? But you call everyone of my birth Mudblood, Severus. Why should I be any different?"

He struggled on the verge of speech, but with a contemptuous look she turned and climbed back through the portrait hole….

Lily Evans woke with a start from her old dream. It had been 2 years since her and Severus had last spoken and she still missed him a lot, but knew she could not be involved with him in anyway because of his obsession with the dark arts and Voldemort. She looked at her calendar and saw that is was only 2 weeks until she returned for her seventh, and last, year at Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry, for Lily, was a witch. She quickly dressed into her favourite purple jeans and a paramore t-shirt, brushed her bright red hair, applied a thin coat of mascara to her bright green eyes and ran downstairs.

"Hey Lils" said her father "Want some toast?"

"Sure Pops." She had always called her father Pops and thought it silly to change it now. "Jam please."

"Comin right up". At that moment a huge tawny owl that Lily recognized as a Hogwarts owl started tapping on the window. She ran over to the window to let him in. He landed on the table and held out his leg. She untied the letter and he flew off again. She noticed that it was heavier than usual…..and there was something small and hard in it. She ripped it open and out fell a small silver object.

"IM HEAD GIRL " she shouted as she danced round the kitchen.

"What does it say?" inquired her father.

She began to read aloud.

Dear Miss Evans

I am delighted to inform you that you have been chosen as Hogwarts head girl. Please report to my office after the feast with the head boy and I will inform you of your duties. You will find your usual information letter and booklist as well as your Head Girl badge enclosed.

Best wishes

Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore

Headmaster of Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry

Order of Merlin 1st class Chief Warlock of the Wizengamot

P.S. I like sherbet lemons

"What does he mean he likes sherbet lemons?" asked her father.

"it's the password to get into his office Pops."

"oh…anyway Congrats"

"Thanks. I have to go owl Delilah. See ya later Pops."

"See ya Lils."

She was lying in the front garden on a blanket reading the diary of Anne Frank, a book about a muggle girl who hid in an attic during a war. She was so engrossed in her book that she didn't see him until he right up next to her.

"Hey…" he said quietly.

"oh…its you….what do you want Sev….Snape?" she asked. He still looked the same. Greasy haired, hook nosed and had a bruise under his eye.

"I just wanted to see you….its been 2 years Lils.."

"Don't call me that Snape….You will call me Lily or Evans." she snapped .

"Fine, Lily. I just wanted to know if there was any chance of us being friends again…?" he trailed off hopefully.

"Severus….you know we can't ever be friends if you're following him. Are you still aiming to become a death eater?"

"The dark lord has offered me power beyond I could ever imagine….I can hardly refuse."

"YES YOU COULD. YOU COULD REFUSE FOR ME." she continued in a softer tone. "if our friendship meant that much to you, you'd refuse. If you really cared you'd have never called me Mudblood" she spat the word and turned to go back to the house.

Snape grabbed her, pulled her round and kissed her. His slimy lips were on hers, his horrid tongue was is her mouth. She struggled instantly and broke free of him gagging.

"you have no right Snape…..no right….NO BLOODY RIGHT" she screamed with tears streaming down her face. "leave me alone….just leave….bye Sev…I miss you…."

With that she turned and ran into the house. He stared after her…wishing somehow it had gone differently. Why was he so stupid? he thought, smacking a fist on his forehead.