See here's my take on Emily's funeral. Instead of going to see Puppy chow skank ho, Jason went to the only person he knew would give him comfort.
Mixed of emotions was filling Jason, anger, sadness, guilt, hate all wrapped in one. He couldn't believe his sister was dead, and it was because of him. He kept saying that he could have prevented it, that if he had come to that damn black and white ball thing like she asked him to, he would have saved her and she would have been alive by now, happy probably. But no again Jason lost someone dear to his heart because of his enemies.
Guilt was eating him alive, it was gnawing him away. Even Monica was blaming him and he knew she was right. He took everything from her, her son, her husband and now her daughter. Carly told him that it was the grief talking and that she didn't mean what she said but he knew deep down that Monica was right.
The rain started to pour over, and he let it run all over his clothes, not bothering to find some shelter. Away he was watching at the basket going down, and his mother crying, he couldn't take this anymore. He couldn't stand to see his mother in so much pain, he couldn't stand to watch his sister being buried today, this was too much, he had to get of here.
He knew exactly where to go, this person was the only that would get through to him and help him even after what's happened.
Sam couldn't believe it, Emily was dead. Even though they've never been best friends or whatsoever, and even after what happened between her and jason she always liked her. She's been good to her when she was with jason, she even gave her some advice but now sam thought about maybe emily always wanted jason to be with her best friend Floor Whore. But it was in the past, Sam was over it or she wanted to believe she was, deep down she knew she wasn't over anything. So many things have happened over the year. She was with Jason at the beginning patching thngs up, working on their relationship and on herself too she had a job, but then the metrocourt happened, jason's dad died, she found out that she would never be able to conceive and then things got out of hands. Jason started lying to her and confiding on Elizabeth, while she was working her on "everydays heroes".
She would never forget the day she found out about jake. She did eveything, everything in her power so Jason could tell her the truth but he didn't. Then Jason was on trial, she watched Jake getting kidnapped, amelia talking shit about her, and sam in the end couldn't take it anymore and broke things off for good with Jason.
Things got even worse from that, she hired some thugs to scare elizabeth off but in the end, Jason threatened to kill her when he found out. She didn't understand how her life ended up like this. She was with Lucky only to get back to Jason and elizabeth, she hitted rock bottom, she has lost herself. She was never that weak before. But before, she wasn't in love with a certain blond blue eye gorgeous man.
Sam couldn't handle it, she had to leave and go back to her appartment. The rain was pouring down and she needed to go. Emily's funeral was putting everything on perspective.
Who would have thought that her and Jason would have ended like this? With so much hatred, anger towards one and other? If someone had said that to sam, she woould have answered "please check yourself to roselawn"
A few moments later, Sam arrived home, dropped her purse on the counter and turned on the light. When she did, she shocked and surprised to see Jason sat on her couch. She never thought she would seem him here. She acted like he wasn't affecting her even though it's not true.
"what are you doing here? Don't tell me you are here to threaten me again, just because i slapped your skanky bitch at the ball, anyway she asked for it" checking her mail at the same time.
Jason said nothing, he didn't even understand why and how he ended up here. He was just driving and he parked in her building. He wasn't surprised to see the hatred and anger in her eyes and to hear it in her voice, but today of all day, he needed her and didn't understand it but she was the only that would help him get through all his demons without judging him. He just stood up and whispered " i don't even know how i ended up here, but i also knew i couldn't go to the penthouse."
Sam took a good look at him and her heart just shattered at what was before her eyes. He was in pain, guilt was written all over his face,his clothes were soaking wet from the rain. Even after everything that happened between them, she would always had a soft spot for him. She loved that man for three long years, she gave it all to him, that won't go overnight. So she walked up to him, took his hands and led him to her bedroom. She didn't know what possessed her to do that. She was acting on her emotions, on the moment. She'll probably regret what she was about to do but to hell with it and the consequences. Now it was all about Jason. She was going to be there for him.
She sat him on the bed and started caressing his cheeks. Her soft fingers were brushing over them and Jason closed his eyes at the familiar feeling. She bent over, kissed slightly, his eyes, his eyebrows, he cheeks, she was doing it with so much tenderness and kindness that Jason's heart wanted to bursted out of his chest. He couldn't believe that after all what they have gone through, after the hell he put her through she still wanted to take care of him and help get through this hard time.
She stopped, brushed her fingers over his lips and looked at his eyes. The pain, the guilt, the hurt, the sadness was all over them, and she was willing to anything in her power to take it all away from him. She couldn't stand to see him like this.
She started to unbutton his black shirt, one by one, still looking straight at him making him understand that it's gonna be about him and only him.
He stopped her movement by taking her hands into his. He stood up, then cradled her beautiful face into his hands and leaned in to kiss her soft lips. He sucked her lips teasing them, he was taking his everything, rediscovering what he lost for a long time. He released her lips and stared at her eyes. Sam noticed the change, she could see the Jason she fell in love with, the man she was till in love with. His blues eyes were conveying so much emotions, Sam wanted to cry just seeing his eyes.
She kept unbuttoning his shirt until she was done, she took it off and stared at his hard chest. She brushed her fingers his, she was trying to remember, she took her time, touching every scars, every inch of his chest. She leaned over, and kissed it, each scars, all his chest trying desperately to take the pain of those wounds physically but hopefully the wounds of soul as well. Jason closed his eyes enjoying the feeling of her lips on his chest. She knew exactly how to touch him, to caress him, kiss him. He knew exactly what she was trying to do, but he couldn't wait any longer. He lifted her chin up and claimed her lips with his in a passionate kiss that left both of them breathless, knees weakened and panting for more and more.
He took her in his arms, her legs hooked around his waist, straddling him and a grunt came from the back of Jason's throat. He set her down on the bed, without breaking the kiss. Her hands in his hair, caressing his scalp and jason couldn't wait to have her out of her clothes.
Softly, his lips started giving her warm and wet kisses on her cheek then went down on her neck, sucking, licking, probably giving her a hickey, sam was reacting to it, her breathing has gotten heavier, she moved her neck so he could have better access, enjoying the feeling of his soft warm lips on her skin. Only him can do it.
Gently he took off her blouse and and his lips kissed their way to her stomach, slowly he unclapsed her bra. he gave soft kisses on her breast, then started to to suck her already hard nipple, licking it, pinching with his teeth, teasing her, massaging it with his strong hands, He gave the same treatment to the other one. Sam closed her eyes at the amount of please jason was giving her. Her soft moan came out of her lips and Jason smiled hearing it.
Then, he unzipped her skirt and slided off her sharply toned legs. he bent over and gave hot kisses to her thighs, just feeling him so close to her center was making sam moaning more and panting for more. He kissed her soft folders through her black panty then with his teeth he took it off. She raised her hips to make it easier.
He moved up and kissed her long and hard while slipping two fingers into her core and circling her clit with his thumb. Sam gasped at it. His fingers inside of her, his thumb doing marvelous things to her clit and his tongues massaging hers and sucking it too.
Feeling her walls closing around his fingers, Jason curled them upward to stimulate her G-spot and there Sam was hit by an orgasm so hard and strong. He stared at her and without even warning she rolled them over so she could be on top.
She kissed her way from his lips to his neck then behind his earlobe. She nibbled it and sucked it with her teeth and tongue. She knew that was his weak spot. she knew exactly what she was doing to him. She could feel his breathing getting heavier and hear a grunt fron the back of his throat. She went down his hard sculpted chest. She was doing everything she could to make him understand that she wanted to pleasure him. Sam unbuckled his belt, then took off his black pants with his socks along leaving him with only his briefs.
She stroked his already hard erection, and felt him jerked off a little bit. She repeated the same actions that he did with her. She kissed through his briefs and jason couldn't just take it anymore. She was torturing him but he wanted to be inside of her now.
Sam removed the last piece of clothing that separating them to form one and slipped him to her wet core. She bent over over and kissed him tenderly but then passionately on the lips.
Jason rolled them over and pinned her underneath him. He stared at her eyes and could see all the vulnerability there. She was giving all of herself to him, her body, soul,heart everything. That was the sam he fell in love with, the one that let her guards down only with him, the one that would never watched his child getting kidnapped, the one that was not on self-destructive path.
Slowy, he thrusted into her, in and out, sam gasped at the contact. she was at home. No matter what happened between them, no matter how much they've hurted each other he always be her home.
At his each thrust, both of them were letting go of the hurt, the betrayal, the lies, the guilt everything. No words were needed, actions were speaking louder. Her nails were digging deeper in his shoulders and jason grunted at the feeling.
Feeling her legs starting to shake a little bit but also, her walls tightening around him, he picked up the pace and went faster and deepr, while Sam circled her legs aroung his waist to give him better access.
Jason bent over and captured her lips with his in a sultry kiss.
At that they were one, one body, one soul, one heart. They rocked each other until both of them came together and they did. The orgasm was so strong and hard that tears came out of Sam eyes. Jason took notice. and kissed them away, then he brought her lips to his in a tender kiss to seal the moment.
He stayed a littled while on top of her before rolling over, pulling her against his chest and covering them with the sheets.
He kissed her hair, smelling the scent of it, breathing it a little bit before hitting the pillows.
Sam's was on his chest, realising what had just happened. She couldn't believe she gave herself entirely to let him in, now she was in a vulnerable position. She had to put up the walls around her heart back on otherwise she'll end up with another heartbreak and she didn't need that.
She sighed and said " you know this, change nothing between us Jason."
Jason's grip tightened around sam and answered back " You are wrong because now, everything has changed"