Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or new moon

This is my first fan fiction for "Twilight", though I have written fan fictions before so I think I got this. I'm not going to beg for reviews, but feel free to criticize anyway you'd like.

Chapter One:

Edward's POV:

I slowly inhaled deeply the aroma that never ceases to stimulate me and remind me of my Bella. She inched a little closer to my cold body trying to become more comfortable. Though we have been together for some time, I can never really grasp Bella as being mine. No matter how trivial the word seems. It still has a significant, double meaning to it. Bella's mine, as in she wants me and only me. She's mine, meaning I could easily drain her of her precious blood that I have for so long lusted after. My love for her has kept me from quenching my bloodlust.

I must not think this way…I wish I was as human as she. I wish I could blush at times were I would have, had I not been a vampire. I wish I did not have to restrain my attempts of showing physical affection to my Bella because of my fear of accidentally hurting her. I have to always remember that she is so breakable…

I sat up gently and ran my fingers down her soft cheek to her tempting neck. While brushing my hand against her skin, I noticed the shimmering of my skin and I looked to the window directly parallel to her bed and saw that the sun was very bright today. The sun's beautiful display was something that does not happen very often. As I looked at the sun, I thought that this could signify a beautiful day that was going to take place today.

…uhmmm…what time is it? Argh… another day of work. I wonder if Billy would be up for some fishing later on in the day. Bella…

I knew that Charlie was awake now. I leaned over to give Bella a kiss on her neck and then I fled out of her room through my usual exit, the window. I would not leave my Bella, I only stay out of sight until Charlie leaves. Since today was especially bright, I'd have to flee into the forest so that I wouldn't be risking my family's secret. "I'll be back." I whispered through the glass as I ran for the forest…

…..

I decided I should probably hunt a little before I return to Bella. I'd rather not take any risks when it comes to my Bella. Besides, from Charlie's thought's I could see that he would be a little slow getting to work, so I had roughly a half an hour before I'd be able to return. So I ran deep into the forest away from the overpowering freesia sent that comes only from my love's blood.

I caught the scent of a wounded deer, and I could tell the lesion was fresh. I ran full speed, allowing my senses to take over me, toward the deer. I caught up with it and I immediately snapped it's neck and drank all the blood from it until I had my full. I dropped the carcass and wiped the blood from around my mouth. I figured, I had enough and headed back to Bella's room,

Although I knew Charlie had yet to leave, I still returned to the comforts of Bella's room and resumed my position on her bed, my face close to hers. From reading Charlie's mind, I could tell that he had already checked his daughter. I really am so glad Bella has a wonderful father who is such a model gentleman. He is constantly thinking of his daughter and at times the problems he had with his wife and his' relationship. Of course his constant worry does no good for me, It is still a nice comfort to know she has such a loving family.

Edward…

Huh? Bella? I really wish I could read her mind and find out what she is dreaming about. If I could dream, It would be only of her. I wonder if she is dreaming of me now. All these years I've been around, I still don't know everything like I thought I did. I could hear the keys in the door locking and then the start of an engine, Charlie's police car.

Edward…Edward don't leave me. Please don't go…

"Bella, I'm not going anywhere. Not without you." I whisper in her ear. I know she can't hear me, but when she dreams like that it really worry's me.

I leaned into her face and breathed on her. She squirmed a little and wrapped a leg around my waist. I listened for her heartbeat and the soft repetitive thump of her heart let me know she was still asleep. I ran my finger up her leg and stopped at her exposed, upper thigh and then I kissed her softly on the lips. Her heart stopped and I grinned. She's up now.

Her eyes fluttered open and I was there to look into her endless eyes and with her favorite smile I whispered a good morning to ease her waking transition. She sat up a little and looked at her leg wrapped around my waist which I wasn't going to object to and removed her leg and sat up. She had a thoughtful look on her a face and a goofy smile but when she saw me looking at he she blushed deeply and at that time a small breeze came through the window and heightened her smell to me and I tried to knock the smell of her blood out of my head and instead kissed her. She kissed me back and sighed, throwing her scent in my face. I broke the kiss and went to feeling the skin on her neck and gently kissed her on her collar bone. She groaned slightly and went to kiss me full on the lips shocking me. I had her pinned to the bed and kissed her a little deeper than usual and decided to try something different. I glided my tongue over her bottom lip and then down her neck. Her heart went crazy and her breathing became ragged. Her eyes flutter and her body went limp. I knew she only fainted and I chuckled to myself. I won't do that again.