Everyone, I thought of this while reading a book that's required for us to read at school, it's called The Abuser's Wife. Has anyone ever read that? If, not, then I feel fucking alone. Well, anyway. I got this idea for The Outsiders, and thought it would be neat if I could write a story like this.

WARNING: ABUSE, RAPE, KIDNAPPING AND A TON OF OTHER SHIT.

DON'T LIKE ABUSE, THEN DON'T READ.

CHAPTER 1: MEET MY BOYFRIEND

PONYBOY'S POV

I came out of the closet when I was in tenth grade.
I came out when I realized I had a "thing" for a lovely new boy in our class. His name was Shawn Williams. He was a nice boy, loved: art, poetry, movies and sunsets. Like me. We met at fourth hour.

FLASHBACK

We were taking a test in Mrs. Bova's class when the door opened. The class turned to see a boy with a bookbag and a school schedule. I was amazed to see how cute he looked. He had hazel eyes. Blonde hair, kind of like Soda's but darker. He wore nor greaser or soc clothing. Just a nice T-shirt and some expensive pants. I've never seen such beauty on a guy, usually the guys look all the same.

"Ah! Class this is Shawn Williams, he just moved here from...where honey?" She asked.
"Alabama." He had a sweet southern accent. I almost had a bonor when I heard that voice. I started to feel weird, all these images went threw my head. I wanted to kiss him, bad.

"Well, we don't have any seating charts, but you may sit next to Ponyboy." Shawn walked over to me and smiled.
"Class please continue taking the test, Shawn I'll get you one." And Mrs. Bova went back to her desk to find a spare test.
"Ponyboy...is that your name?" Shawn asked me.
I looked up and nodded.
"That's...somthing I've never heard." Shawn smiled.
I smiled back. "I got a brother named Sodapop."
Shawn smiled, again. I loved that smile, I loved it that I could make him smiled. Thats what I loved best about him. I am in love, with Shawn Williams.

"Thats how we met." I said. I was currently sitting in the living room with Soda and Darry, along with Shawn who was holding my hand.

Soda and Darry had smiled on their faces, but looked unsure.

"Dont' worry, we didn't do anything." I said.
"Yet" Shawn cut me off. I had to laugh at that. Shawn made me laugh a lot. He made me smiled, made me feel special.

"Ponyboy, I'm very happy you found love. But I want to tell you somthing." Darry said. "Don't do anything- you will regret later in life." I smiled. Darry and Soda have accepted me. And I can be in love with the person who loves me back.

FLASHBACK DONE

I had not idea how wrong I was. How stupid could I be? How dumb was I? I shouldn't of done what I did. Why did I have to leave?

When Shawn said he moved out of his parent's home, and asked me to live with him, I said "Yes" I came to the door of our run-down house, where I was expected to cook, clean, and do all the other chores, while he'd just lie around smoking and drinking. He drank a lot.

Turn around.

I could have run. I could have escaped the world I had become so familiar with, run away to start a new life.

A new life.

But I would always come back. I always did, and the consequences were always catastrophic. Sighing, I turned the key, and let myself inside. The sweet, almost tangy smell I'd come to recgonize as marijuana filled my nostrils. I sighed again, knowing that he'd probably skipped work again to stay home and 'relax'. He would get fired, and I would pay the price. That's just how it worked.

I did have a job, But Soda and Darry didn't know about it. I couldn't really see them anymore...

I couldn't really see anyone anymore. Shawn didn't like it that I had friends. I learned that the hard way when Curly Shepard came over jsut to return somthing. I was beaten till it hurt to think.

I opened the door and started cleaning. Someone slamed the door. It wasn't me

"Where were ya'?" The once sweet voice that turned cold asked me.

I stood frozen, tell him the truth and I'll get hurt, tell him a lie and have him find out I lied and get beaten worse. either way ya' see it, I get hurt.

"A-At my job." I said.
"It's payday, give me the money." He said. I wanted to die right then and there, I knew he was going to buy drugs or booze with the money, but we needed rent money.

"I'-" I started.
"GIVE IT!" He shouted. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my week's paycheck of only $145.00 The same amout of money we needed for rent. I was shaking. I didn't know what to do.

"You think this is going to buy me a fucking bong?" He screamed.
"n-no, we need rent m-m-money." I stampered.
"DON'T YOU FUCKING TELL ME WHAT WE NEED!" He took a swing at me. I couldn't doge it. I was pushed against the wall. Shawn took full blown swings at me, hitting me harder and harder. If I cried, the harder he'd hit me.

"You think you know everything! But you're just a wothless, ungratful, man-whore!" He screamed at me. "I'll tell you what you need, and what you need-is a lesson!" My eyes widened. Anything but that!

"Soda! Darry!" I called with all my might. But, I knew they wouldn't come, no one is coming. I' won't be saved.

SODA'S POV

It's been weeks since I've seen Ponyboy. Weeks!

I sighed, he hasn't been going to school lately. I usually have Two-Bit or Johnny tell me if he's there or not, and lately he's never there. His grades are D's and F's. And his attendance is absalute Fail. I sighed again. Darry and I can't come in contact with him. We had the cops looking for him, but cops don't care about Greaser kids. so, Tim had his gang on the look out for Pony.

"Darry," I said quietly.

"hm?" he looked up.

I breathed in and out. "Wanna' look for Pony again?" I asked.

Darry shook his head,
"no need." He said. I gasped.

"I found his address." Darry replied. I smiled for joy. Joy! I was gonna' see my brother again, and maybe Shawn could explain to me as to why my brother wasn't going to school, if it's them ditching school to have sex, then I'm going to have to set the line with them. I just hope Pony's happy to see us.

"How?" I asked. Because That Shawn kid "forgot" to give it to Darry and I.

"sluthing little brother, I called the school." He smiled

"Darry, just, don't yell at him." I said. I was scared that if Darry hollered at Pony, Pony might not come home.
"Oh, I won't" Darry said. I shook my head and we piled up in the truck of Pony's boyfriend's house

PONYBOY'S POV

I was shaking. I was scared, I felt his cock throbbing in and out of me. It hurt like hell. I wasn't even preparet, more or less had anything to ease the pain. not to mension, he was socking me in the face while he thrust inside of me.

"Stop!" I pleaded. I wanted this to end, I didn't want to have sex...

"You fucking baby!" He called me. I hate it when Shawn calls me names like that, he calls me a Whore and a ton of other stuff. He did stop, but picked me up and tossed me nearly across the room. I landed on glass. I started crying, I'll admit, I cried. Well, when you land on glass on your side wouldn't it hurt for you too? I cried and cried, while he called me names, threatened me, and said he was going to leave and to not leave.

"If you fucking leave this house, I'll hurt you worse then you already feel!" He threatened.

I laied there on the floor, trying my best to stay calm. I tried moving but nothing worked. I was stupid. How could I of fallen in love with Shawn? I mean, I wasn't stupid I saw the sighns that he might turn abusive. But what did I do? Nothing. He was right, I am a stupid, worthless man-whore. That's all I'll ever be. I closed my eyes, think of happy times. That's what Dad told Darry, Soda and I when we were small and felt sad or hopeless. But, I couldn't think of a happy time. They were gone. I haven't been happy in nearly three months. I haven't seen my brothers in nearly three months. I moaned, if hurt so bad.

Happy thoughts, Happy thoughts, happy thougths...happy thoughts.

"This place smells like booze!" My eyes shot open when I heard that voice.

That voice...

I couched trying to get them to come into the den.

"Pony?" Soda called

"Ponyboy?" Darry called. "Holy shit!"

I closed my eyes. I wanted to die, the pain hurt so bad. I felt, like I was being lift up off the ground by somone. I hurt so bad.

I forgot the warning Shawn gave me.

"If you fucking leave this house, I'll hurt you worse then you already feel!"

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thanks! LoveYouAlll (LYA)

Bonus:

:) (Pony's smile)
:D (Soda's smile)
:/ (Darry's smile)
:( (Steve's smile)
X3(Two-bit's smile)
:( (Johnny's smile)
:((Dallas's smile)

IDK, I WAS BORED ON THE LAST PART, IT JSUT CAME RANDOMLY TO MY HEAD.