Title: The fighter in me
Description: Sophie and Sian have been together since secondary school, something happened to Sophie when she was 14 but that made her and Sian's relationship stronger and Sian's from a family who have a long line of military personnel and following in her fathers footsteps is enrolled in the army as well and you will have to read more to find out.
Rating: 16 + contains rape
I did this as a one shot for the battle of the fics but I have decided to turn it into a fic so let us know what you think and if you want me to carry on with it
Chapter 1
Sophie's p.o.v
Here I am sitting at the kitchen table listening to my parents ramble on about work it's so boring so I just nod then leave it for a minute or two and nod again for all I know they could be getting me to agree to something completely insane, but I have other things on my mind, one thing going through my head one person to be specific, one very hot blonde to be more specific, my best friend Sian powers to be even more specific, she has long blonde wispy hair, the bluest eyes I have ever seen and they have this sparkle to them that when ever I look into them I get completely lost they are so mesmerizing and they just draw you in and take you over, a smile that will brighten up your day whatever the mood your in, her lips are just so kissable and she has a thing about cherry lip balm well more of an obsession if you ask me and did I mention that she is hot like really, really hot she has a perfect slender, tanned, toned body and basically her body is just to die for.
Right before I take you complete strangers any further into my thoughts I think it's only fair that I introduce myself before you think I am some complete random weirdo that is just having random perverted thoughts over their best friend but im allowed you see I' m Sophie Webster im 19 and I live on coronation street in weatherfield Manchester with my mum my dad and my 5 year old daughter m-j short for Maddison Jay.
Now back to why I am allowed to have them kind of thoughts and that reason is because, not only is she my best friend but she is also my girlfriend and yes people I did just say girlfriend so there is no need to have your eyes tested this is the 21st century after all, and we have been best friends since we started secondary school when we were 11 and then when I turned 14 something changed I started to get feelings that I couldn't explain like my head would start to go dizzy and then I would have this weird tugging sensation in my stomach like if you were to throw a bit of bread into the middle of a group of birds they would all flutter there wings going crazy warning each other off just trying to get to it, it's a weird way to describe it but I think that's how I would explain it and for a while I didn't know what that meant, but I would get them every time I thought about or saw Sian and I hated being away from her which was very rare because as my mum used to say we were joined at the hip so to cut along story short I took a leap of faith and acted on instinct and kissed her.
We were in my bedroom watching a film and it just seemed like the right thing to do at first she kissed me back but then she ran out and then I didn't see her for two weeks until she ended up on my door step saying that I had fucked her head up and she didn't mean to run off she was just shocked, those two weeks were I think the longest we had been apart since we had actually met each other if not then it was definitely the longest we hadn't spoken to each other and since then we have been pretty much inseparable.
In the first year that we had been dating a lot of stuff had happened in which lead to the existence of my baby girl but in some ways I think that just made us stronger, people on the street didn't think that we would last and nearly 6 years later we still going strong. Ok so for the last two out of the six I haven't actually seen her properly but we speak on the phone and she skypes us when she can but that is very rare and every time is special especially for m-j because she misses Sian like crazy even knowing Sian isn't her birth mum but that doesn't mean anything she has and always will be m-j's mum and that's how m-j sees it, how I see it and how everyone on the street sees it.
Flash back
Sian stuck by me when I told her what had happened, we had been dating for 3 months, when he did what I thought he was incapable of but obviously I was wrong seriously wrong, and it took me a while to tell anyone what happened let alone my family especially Sian. But I did I told Sian what he did because I took his girlfriend well I didn't take her really we both felt the same she loves me and I love her so why should she have been with him some one that she didn't feel the same about when she could be happy being with me at the end of the day it all makes sense right, well to me it did but to him obviously not.
As I said we had been dating for 3 months no one knew apart from Ryan, he acted like he didn't care when he was around Sian but when Sian wasn't with me his true colours came to light and he could be proper nasty the way he would look at me when I passed him in the street that evil glint in his eye that mad me scared and walk faster just to get to where I needed to be and it wasn't until Sian had gone away with her mum to see her Nan in Liverpool that Chesney had literally dragged me to this house party and I really didn't want to go I mean I love parties but I just had a really bad constant feeling and it didn't help that I knew Ryan was going to be there either and not having Sian there with me I was really unsure about the whole thing I never told Sian about the way Ryan really felt, one because she couldn't see it her self so I wasn't sure if anyone else could or if it was just me being paranoid and two I didn't want my stupid insecurities to ruin our relationship and our friendship.
The party was going ok and I knew I was just being silly I stayed mainly with Ches and the rest of our friends Ryan had passed me a few times but didn't approach us I really don't know what Sian saw in him seriously his emo styled hair really Sian come on haha I think its fair to say I have a fair few drinks in me now and I really wanted to have it out with him he was just annoying me the way he is stood over in the corner with his mates drinking his beer and just staring over
"Hey Sophie where's Sian tonight" Danielle asked
"She's err… urm….. visiting her Nan with her mum in Liverpool for the week… err im just gonna nip to the loo back in a minute k"
"Yeh you best be im not drinking these shots to myself Webster" Chesney winked as he nudged my shoulder playfully I whacked him lightly round the head moving quickly in the other direction towards the stairs out of his reach.
Ryan and his mates were standing in the corner across from the stairs as I walked past him he was still staring at me
"Take a picture it will last longer RYAN" he didn't say anything he just stood looking at me while his friends watched
"Hey Ryan where's Sian" he shrugged his shoulders OMG they don't know that him and Sian have broke up well, well looks like I could have some fun with this but I really need the loo no Sophie that can wait think Sophie think . . .
"Thought you two were okay now ry" his mate asked
"well if I had my way I know where SIAN would be right now" wow hello confidence this is so the drink talking and it is so gonna get me in trouble oh well
"Oh yeh Webster where would that be then" Ryan asked as I walked down a couple of steps leaning over the rail
"Well that's for me to know but I will give you a clue it involves my bed" I smirked his mates stifled their laughter as he looked at them
"Ryan you gonna let her talk about your girl like that" Ben stated
"Ben yeh he is because Sian's not his girl she's MINE" OMG who ever put that first drink in my hand is in big trouble
"Ryan man what's she talking about" another one of his mates asked
"OH CRAP….. Ryan I AM so sorry I thought you had told everyone that you were that bad in bed that Sian came running to me" OH FOR FUCKSAKE SOPHIE SHUT THE FUCK UP SERIOUSLY WALK AWAY NOW.
I could here them all laughing as I walked away and up the stairs to the bathroom.
After going to the loo and freshening up what happened less then 5 minutes ago started to sink I just told Ryan's mates that me and Sian were together I just really disrespected her in front of them and I didn't mean to that bout of confidence and word vomit came from nowhere and I just went with it. as I came out of the bathroom a hand cupped over my mouth jolting me backwards as they gripped there arm around my waist pulling me backwards into a room, I tried fighting against them but it was pointless whoever it was, was really strong.
I was thrown down onto the bed with force I was really scared, I heard a chink noise which I figured to be a door locking, I was to scared to move, their breathing getting heavier as I could feel them moving closer to the bed muttering things under their breath I could make out what he was saying but I knew that voice no matter how quiet it was it was a voice that I had grown a custom disliking to ever since Sian had started dating him last year and right now all I wanted was Sian. I lay there as still as I could as he was pacing I think still muttering things like she's mine and she will be mine again and right now I am really scared I would give anything for this just to be a dream but I know whatever he is going to do its not going to be good maybe he just wants to talk …. I was pulled from my thoughts by another chinking sound but this time it didn't sound like a door looking it sounded clumsier like it kept getting caught then his hand on my arm gripping me tightly as he flipped me over so I was facing him, his eyes looked empty like there was no one there his chest rising and falling quickly his breathing ragged, his shirt ruffled obviously where I struggled against him, that noise must have been his belt buckle as I noticed it was undone and that's when I looked away knowing full well on what he was planning on doing, the room was dark the only light being from the street as it shown through the gap in the blind, I didn't want this to happen and I wasn't going to let it happen. I sprung up from the bed obviously catching him off guard but at the same time probably the most stupid thing I could have done, as he grabbed my wrists pinning me to the bed leaning his body weight on top of me it felt horrible nothing like Sian and I know we haven't but when Sian's body was pressed against mine it feels right this just makes me feel really dirty and scared, I turned my head to the side so I couldn't see the loo in his eyes or feel his hot disgusting breath rebounding off my lips.
I struggled against his body again and again but it was pointless and it was just tiring me out, he might not look strong but he is
"This is your own fault Webster" he spat; he released one of my hands running his finger tips over my cheek brushing the strands of hair behind my ear. I felt his hand skim down the side of my body to the button on my jeans as his hand moved back up under my shirt skimming across my stomach it sent a cold rundown shiver straight down my spine and it felt horrible nothing like when Sian touches me I tried to imagine her touching me that it was her hand not his her touch that set me a light each time she touched me how ever little the touch it would send a thousand intense jolts of electricity flying through me and I couldn't on no scale compare what she makes me feel to this, this I didn't want this. I started to fight against him again trying to push him off of me and I was just about to scream out when he forced his lips on mine and I bit his lip and he jolted back
"You little bitch"
"Ryan . . . . . ple…ase just stop" he moved his hand back down to my jeans undoing the button as he tugged the down taking my underwear with them I felt so exposed dirty worthless cheap.
"You should've left her be, we were fine until you butted in" his voice was eerie
"She was normal and as for what you just did downstairs making a fool out of me in front of my mates you had no right in doing that" I shut my eyes knowing that there was getting out of this the music was pumping too loud for anyone to hear me so me screaming out was worthless and I didn't have the energy to keep fighting him all I wanted was Sian but she won't want anything to do with me after this I know it. . . .
Flash back over
I was so scared of everything even when Sian touched me sometimes I felt safe like when she held me but when she kissed me I just couldn't and I could see she was really confused this went on for a month and I needed to talk about it so I told Sian what he did and what he had said every single one of his words every single syllable still even now 5 years on fresh in my mind I can hear him feel him say it as his breath hit against my skin. I told her everything I had said as well how I disrespected her telling all his mates that Ryan drove her to me now thinking about it I provoked him by saying all that and I expected her to run dump me but she didn't she held me for that whole night never letting me go not once placing gentle kisses every now and again on my temple, she told me that she thought it was her that she had done something wrong and that I was going to break up with her when I told her that we needed to talk.
And she helped me through it she told me I needed to go to the police about it but I didn't want to I just wanted to forget about but she convinced me to tell my mum so I did and then my mum went straight to the police and I went with it he needed to know what he had done wasn't right and who's to say that he won't do it again.
But it wasn't until four months after it happened that I found out I was pregnant with his baby. I just thought that I was putting on weight and I was just an unlucky person that the sick bug didn't want to leave I didn't think to connect the dots along with the hormone turns and the fact that I hadn't had my period in four months that should of given it straight away but I didn't think twice about it with everything with the courts going on, but at the same time once that thought ran through my mind I just pushed straight into a box and locked it away not wanting to think anymore about it, but this all didn't go unnoticed by my mum she did connect the dots and she took me to the doctors and sat with me through the whole appointment she told the doctor that she thought I was pregnant and I was utterly gob smacked here was me thinking that im the shadow in this family when it's the complete opposite.
After the tests confirmed I was pregnant my mum asked me what I wanted to do she said it was completely up to me whether I wanted to keep it or terminate the pregnancy she said she would stick by me whatever and there was no way I could kill anyone or anything ok maybe the odd spider but that if it got to close to my personal space let alone kill my own baby something that's growing inside of me, something that's apart of me but is also a part of him a reminder of what he did to me, what he did because I supposedly took his girlfriend well I didn't take her really we both felt the same and she loves me so why should she have been with him someone that she didn't feel the same about when we did. . . . . . . .
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