Tally is the strongest person I have ever known. But, I have a feeling she is faking all of her strength. I have a feeling that she cries herself to sleep every night and that she still cuts herself when no one is looking….and I have a feeling it's all because of him. When Zane died he took a part of Tally with him to his grave and he left an empty shell of a girl I used to know. A girl I used to love. I still love her but, it was easier back then. When she wasn't just half a person.

She has a sort of barrier, near impossible to penetrate. But, I am willing to do the near impossible just to get through to the girl I love. I know that inside is a sad, lost, vulnerable girl and if I can reach her, I can help her. I want my Tally back so badly. We all do; Shay, Fausto, Ellie, Sol, my mom….we all miss Tally. The real Tally.