'Dancing Through Sunday'-AFI
Sora'sPOV --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
High school. Definition: Hell on earth, desighned to keep young adults from having fun. This is just an overall statement, there is so much more and there are so little people that understand it. It's like an ongoing popularity contest, were everyone is involved wether they want to be or not. If you were popular then everyone know's your name and pretends to be your friend so they can get through the hell as painlesly as possible. When it's like this it's hard to find a true friend. If your not popular then you are kid of an out cast and no one cares if your there or not, except for the select few people you call your friends.
In my case, I'm popular. I have alot of friends that I don't trust at all. My name's Sora, I have two really close friends, Kairi and Roxas. And in my opinion, it doesn't matter what people think about you school sucks no matter what. There are so many people that think me and Kairi are made for each other, but personally I don't see her as any more than a friend. Some one told me that their friend thold them that I had fucked Kairi, this unfortunatly is what started my popularity. I hoped that whaen I told every one that it wasn't true they would leave me alone... but every one know's karma's a bitch.
"Are we going to lunch anytime soon , or are we going to wait for the books to attack us"
Roxas asked dramatically referring to the library shelves.
"Yeah, it's really boring to watch you pretend to study for a test that your going to skip anyway," Kairi said loudly, even though I was sitting right next to her.
"I don't see why you guy's don't take anything seriously. I meen is it a crime to study!?" I asked obviously annoyed.
"It is when it's pointless," She sneered matter-of-factly.
"Whatever, if it makes you two stop bitching at me we'll go get lunch" I said coldly as I ran out of the room realizing the librarian had heard me.
So I was dragged down to the reckroom, and we got our food, like we did on most day's. But somethind about today was different, we didn't go the normal rought to our table, instead we passed the strangest group of people. There was four of them. The first one I saw stuck out alot, he had flame red hair and green eyes that looked like they could suck out your soul and burn it forever. The next to were obviously together, they sat dangerously close and the one closest to me seemed lifless with like no emotion, he had dark brown hair and his gaze was lifeless and creepy. The next one had more life but was still definitly creepy, he had blonde hair that basically stood on end.
'Hmm... I wonder if Kairi styles his hair to' I thought as I mentally kicked myself for bieng so rude.
The last one caught my attention though. He was obviously different from the other three, he had a soft kind of look in his sea green eyes, and his silver hair looked so... touchable.
'Wait a secound don't get ahead of youeself here, I meen he is a guy and these thought's wouldn't fit well with anyone' I told myself, hoping to make the butterflies fly out of my stomach.
The red head stood when he saw mr starring at the silver-haired teen. "What?" he said obviously angry. When he saw I was still starring at the silver-haired teen he grapped his hand and practically pulled him to his feet and started to pull him away. "Come on Riku, we don't need any more people starring at us like we're freaks."
"I guess your right... Come on guy's," he said referring to the other two men.
"Why we alway's ahve to listen to what he say's," the blonde whined as he was pulled away by the brunette.
"Just listen to him," the brunnette said calmly. "Besides, do you want him to light your hair on fire."
I couldn't hear the rest of what they said because they were to far away. But something about the silver haired boy mad emy stomach twist uncomfortably. 'Those pant's look so hot on him... SHUT UP!' I sreamed mentally. 'This type of thing is so not allowed... imagine how mom would feel,' the thought sent shivers up my spine.
"Ewwww!! Fags are so weird" Kairi said, and I couldn't help but see Roxas flinch. Don't you think so Sora?
"Sora?"
"SORA!?"
"Yeah I guess so," not really sure of what she just said, but aswering was better then getting yelled at.
"Were you ever listening?"
"HELLO!!! Earth to Sora!" she yelled so loud that it broke me from my vegetalbe state of mind.
"What are you thinking about?" Roxas asked curiously.
"Nothing... jsut thinking I guess."
"Well can you think at the table, my feet are starting to hurt" Kairi moaned as she walked towards the table.
"It doesn't look like we ahve a choice," I muttered to Roxas.
"What," she said in a sugar-sweet, but deadly tone.
"N-nothing," I stuttered as I sat down next to Roxas.
"Didn't think so," said as she turned away fromus and started a bid discussion with Paine.
'What is wrong with me, I like totally froze up and all that guy did was look at me. I must be going insane.'
"Sora?"
"Yes?"
"Are you okay? Cause your acting really weird, I'm starting to think that your gay or something." Kairi said softly so that Paine wouldn't hear her.
"I'm fine, and yor know I'm not gay." I said matter of factly.
"Oh and starring at a fairy's ass as he walks away doensn't count as gay?" she asked obviously thinking that she found a way to slip me up, but to her dismay, it didn't work.
"It is and I wasn't. You know very well that I'm not gay, but-" as I said this I could practically feel Roxas' eyes boring holes into my head, daring me to finish my sentence.
"But what?" Kairi asked urging me to finish my sentence.
"Nothing," I said in fear of being tackled and severly wounded by Roxas.
"Whatever," she said havind lost all interest in our conversation, and continued her discussion with Paine.
"Good thing you didn't finish that sentence, huh?" Roxas muttered so only I could hear him.
"Yeah,"breathed with a sigh of relief that he wasn't going to torcher me for almost letting it slip. Oh and in case your lost, I ahppen to be the only person, other than his boyfriends, that know's he's gay. So therefore I have to be keep my mouth shut because if anyone found out I'd be the one on death roll.
"I saw that you know," he muttered.
Oh karma's such a bitch somtimes. "Saw what?" I asked stupidly.
"Don't act like you don't know," he said vicously. "I saw you starring"
"I have know idea what your talking about," I said refusing to let him feel the triumph of finding out my new found secret.
"Sure you don't. But whatever it doesn't effect me, your the one that is going to suffer hiding it. Oh and when your ready to tell me the truth, my dear closeted friend, I'll tell you his name and maybe if your really nice to me, I'll consider introducing you," he said happily as he saw the look of shock and fear in my eyes.
"I have no idea what your talking about," forcing casualness into my voice.
"Alright play dumb. But petty soon desire's gonna meen more to you then your image," he said mockingly.
"Yeah right," I said as I turned away signaling that our conversation was over.
'Was I really that obvious' I thought. 'I wonder how many people noticed. I meen Roxas isn't very observant, so... if he caught on I wonder who else noticed.'
"Hey guy's," I said interrrupting Kairi and Paine's conversation. "This place is boring. Let's get out of here and do something...fun."
"Fine," Roxas said angrily as he realized he was going to have to do more work than this to get his best frieng to admit he was gay.
"Okay, let's go to the beach," she said as she stood and led them to the exit.
"One day we're going to get into serious trouble for this," Roxas muttered as he followed partially not wanting to go.
"Whatever," I said casually. "When that day comes I'll have french kissed you."
Kairi snickered as Roxas tried to hide his blush. "You wish," he said coldly.
"Just shut up you two, we'll never get caught, we're to cool for that.
"Yeah" I said agreeingly. "Just go with it. It's just like dancing through misery."
"Whatever, there's a first time for everything" Roxas said as he looked at Sora.
Riku's POV --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"What was that about?" Riku asked angrily after being pulled away from someone... interesting.
"What do you mean?" Axel asked giving Riku a loving look just to piss him off.
"STOP IT!" Riku yelled as Axel gave him that look. "But why'd we have to leave? I mean I thought you said youwere going out with... one of them!"
"Well I didn't say which one, and besides I promised to keep our relationship a secret."
"Then why did I have to leave? You could have left by yourself since your the one with the secret."
"Because I don't want you guy's to give them the wrong impression of me," besides he said more calmly now. "What makes you think you have a chance with him anyway," he said with a smirk.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU IPLYING!!!, You fucking son of a bitch? Your dating one of them!! Are you saying your better then me!!" I yelled as Cloud got hold of me in fear I would do something stupid.
"Ahh, hit a nerve did I," he asked with an evil grin. "Well if you really want to know they found me, and besides your one of the most unpopular guy's in the school. And do you know why?"
"No," I lied.
"Oh, maybe you forgot. It's because you and your friends, Leon and Cloud, are open with your queerness. And besides, your hot and if you weren't so open, you might have a chance because everyone would love you."
"Well I thnk your gay for even thinking that," I said unsure if I heard him right.
"Maybe, but you wouldn't know because I'm not open with my sexuality," he sneered.
"I really hate you somtimes, you know that?"
"Yeah, but the way I see it that's just everyone's way of saying they love me," he said as he spun around in a cicle. "I strive to keep my image."
"Your sarcasm kills me," I said as I fake fainted adn fell backwards into Cloud's arms.
"Like I said, you don't have a chanceand even if you did, it would be a horrid romance and slowly but surly you would be swept into shadow's," he said with a devilish look in his eyes, as he walked away.
"What a prick," Cloud said as he lifted me to my feet.
"Yeah. If he wasn't gay you'd think he was homophobic os something," Leon said sarcastically as he picked up Cloud's soda and took a drink.
"That's mine, give it back," Cloud said playfully.
"Make me." Leon said with a mouthful of soda.
"Yeah rub it in guy's," Rike said as Cloud jumped on Leon. He threw salt at them, "here guys, rub some of this on the wounds."
"We're sorry Riku," Cloud said as he took his soda away from Leon.
"Whatever. Let's get out here, this place depresses me"
"Let's go to the mall" Cloud suggested.
"Yay!" Leon said sarcastically as he rolled his eyes.
"Fine, anything to get away from this place."
'I can't beleve Axel can be such a bitch all the time. You'd think he'd get tired of it sooner or later but it doesn't seem to be that way with him. He really thinks he's better then me, as if. But if I don't talk to someone about this soon I'm gonna involentarily go back to my old ways,' I thought as i felt the cool skinof my left wrist. 'And Cloud would probably kill me himself this time,' I sighed. 'It would hepl if I knew his name.'
"Riku!! get out of you thought's and get over here before we leave you here," Leon yelled as he started his car.
"I'm coming," I yelled as I ran up to car. "It's day's like these that make me glad I don't drive my own car to school."
"Yeah, I like these day's to. Cause Leon will actually go to the mall with me." Cloud said happily.
"Oh is that were we're going. It's like dancing in misery," Leon said as he remembered where we were going.
"Yeah, tell me about it. Going any where with Cloud is like being lost in the arms of misery. And by misery I meen everyone else's happiness."
"I like the mall," Cloud said pretending to be hurt. "It doesn't matter that anyone else think's. Your harsh words cut me, and your attitude soffocates me as I bleed."
"You should write poetry, your really dramatic," I said teasingly.
"Maybe I will," he said stubbornly.
"We're here, prepare for your doom Riku," Leon said quietly.
'Wait a secound, he know's something I don't know...Cloud'