My head was racing.

Bella looked so white…pale white…to white…unnatural.

The blood splatter on her face was a dark crimson red. Deep gurgling sounds coming from her throat.

Someone was shouting, possibly me.

A mixture of red and blue lights was rotating slowly. Someone dragged me away from Bella.

Paramedics ripped Bella's clothes, exposing her still chest, to still. I strained to get to her. Her body convulsed as electricity coursed through her.

Someone grasped my wrist, a cold heavy gun clasped to tightly. My knuckles strained white. A cop says something to me, I must have understood because I gave the gun to him. Another officer makes me stand against a car, a female I think.

I strain to look at Bella as the officer pats me down. Bella is being strapped to a gurney, an oxygen mask covering her face. She coughs, and more blood splatters on the inside of the mask.

So much blood, too much.

My arms are forced behind my back. The male officer's mouth was moving. Cold metal around my wrists pinches my skin as their closed with finality. There must have been pain.

I watched as the tail lights of Bella's ambulance disappeared into the night.

I'm forced inside the police car. Something wet was flowing down my neck, blood maybe? I say something to the cop in the passenger seat before vomiting.

My head spun.

Everything turned fuzzy.

Then, finally…everything turned dark.