My mind raced with incoherent thoughts. I couldn't understand them, peoples voices. Peoples voices, stating all different facts, all seemingly private information.
I couldn't take it. My brain. My mind. It was all too overwhelming. It was swimming with information I didn't want to know, information that didn't exist. When would it stop?
Tick tock, tick tock tick tock
The rhtymatic beat of the clock laced in my ears, repeating it's own little song for an audience of one. Just a bit longer before it ends. Before it all ends. I can escape this hell once and for all, this hell I'd been living in for years.
"Just two more minutes." I mumbled, closing my eyes. I could feel my blood coursing through me, its warmness soaking every inch of my organs with nutrients.
I shuddered, disgusted. I was weak, I couldn't take this insanity. I bet everybody else could they just had to try.
Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock
One more minute. I shuffled my feet forward slowly, the ice making me slip a little. I opened my azure eyes and looked down and the crystal water beneath me. The drop would be about 60 ft.,and I couldn't swim. Perfect.
Tick tock,tick tock. tick-
I took a deep breath, looking behind me at the fast paced cars. Too busy to notice a person standing on the ledge. I gave a small smile before jumping.
My ears popped. I could feel myself gaining speed as my dark blue hair whipped around me. I stuffed my hands bitterly into my coat pockets.
When was I going to meet water? It felt as if I had been falling for a very long time. I looked up, spotting a familiar purple head. The person just sighed, and walked away. As if this was my fault.
I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. Why me? What did I ever do? I just lived my life, and these annoying, pestering thoughts that weren't my own filled my skull.
The waded in to important ideas,causing me to lose my train of thought. I couldn't percieve things as I used to, words blurred before my vision. My ears turned off when people were talking about something important, and my head spun with those wretched words. I prayed but I got no break. None whatsoever.
Yet really... why did this happen? Was I going crazy? Insane? I'm still not sure, I looked up again to see just fast paced cars. Not even bothering to pay attention to what was really going on in this cruel world.
This world which doesn't even care about your last minutes breathing.
My feet broke the surface of the water as I plunged deep into it's wetness. Black spots danced in my vision before everything seized before me. I closed my eyes, giving into the darkness as stale water pierceed my lungs...
Yet when I awoke, or that's what it felt like, I opened my eyes to dark blue. I felt air coursing through my lungs, but no sign of anyone. But who would be down here, in the water.
I guess it's true what some say about ghosts, that they stay paralyzed in the spot they perished. I must of died here, but why did I feel the cool welcome of the river hugging me? Maybe this was all a dream, maybe just some twisted little fantasy I mentally played out.
It's impossible though, because I know I did jump. What was going on anyways?
Well, that's something interesting! I'm not sure... should this have more chapters? Or shall I make it a one shot? Ehh... Dunno. And if you couldn't tell that was Dawnie... Woo! Thanks for reading yall's!
