When things go wrong, I turn to you

Chapter One: Uncovering new feelings

A/N Hey guys, here's a new story. This is my first JasperxBella story. Hope you enjoy!

Thanks,

-MissKayHale.x-

PS Alice is a bit OOC! Sorry!

The love of my life has just left for a four day hunting trip, and I'm stuck here, at the Cullen house with Jasper, as I'm considered a hazard to not only the society, but myself included, and Jasper was assigned to 'keep me company'. Nothing against Jasper but, this is going to suck. No Alice to hang out with, no Emmett for that brotherly figure, and most importantly no Edward, I'm going to die. I look over at Jasper, and he gives me an sympathetical smile. I always forget he can read my emotions, oops.

"Bella, it's only four days, we'll get through it together" Jasper said, squeezing my shoulder lightly.

"I know, Jasper, but with Edward being gone for four days, well, its hard." I said, feeling the stinging behind my eyes, trying to hold back the tears I wouldn't let fall.

"I have an idea, let's watch a movie, you can pick…" He said, trying to make me feel better.

I grabbed a good movie, that I enjoyed, but Edward always rolled his eyes when I chose it. Sleepless in Seattle. Yes, I know what a sappy movie. Jasper, unlike Edward, was actually looking forward to watching it with me. He explained because, since I, was such a sap, he wouldn't look like a wuss watching it. I laughed at that one.

By the end of the movie, I was curled up against Jasper, leaning my head on his hard chest. If I could sleep, I would have surely been. I was so zoned out, I didn't even notice Jasper slip his arm around me. It almost felt right. I went to kiss him when, I realized that this was not Edward! I jumped up, and ran upstairs.

"Bella, its okay… I know how you feel, come back!" Jasper cried, desperately from behind me.

"Jasper, I almost kissed you, that's not alright, what am I doing?" I said, confused. I love Edward, yet, I feel something completely different with Jasper. Maybe because I can feel how he feels. What am I thinking?! I'm engaged and have feelings for my fiancé's 'brother', and my best friend's husband!!

"Bella, love, I mean, Bella, its all right, why don't we continue watching a movie? You can pick again…" He said, I started to calm down, thanks to him, of course, so I went and pick a non-romantic movie. Hairspray, the new one.

We made it through almost half the movie without any slips. The moment "Without Love" came on though, I lost it, and I turned to face him, and kissed the hollow of neck. I heard him moan slightly, and he grabbed my chin so I could face him. I kissed all over his face. He started rubbing circles on my back. I couldn't help it, Edward never made me feel like this, and lately, he has been quite distant.

I looked into Jasper's eyes, and they held nothing but love. I let my hands roam, until they sat on his chest. I got up, and sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me, and we sat like that for the rest of the evening. We talked about nothing really, I called Edward, only to find out that, coincidently, he'd been going around with Alice for quite awhile. I was very hurt. I immediately went to Jasper, where we comforted each other. I told him about that phone call.

"I called Edward a little bit ago, Jazzy… it wasn't good." I said, letting my eyes drop to the floor.

"Why not, baby?" He asked, intertwining my hand in his.

"Well, It was all good until I heard Alice go "Holy crap, is Bella calling again? If so, tell her we're busy! Then come back Eddie, we aren't done what we started… you've been very naughty, and only I can punish you!" After I heard that, I freaked out on Edward, and hung up. It was horrible, to think, every time they've gone hunting together, they've been fooling around. If I would have known sooner, well, I don't know." I explained, letting my tears finally come. They wouldn't stop coming, I was going delirious.

"Bella, shhh, its okay, we have each other, we can have so much more. I know its hard to deal with, that's why we have each other, things have gone bad, but we turned to each other, we'll be fine, love, just fine." He whispered to me, wrapping me in a hug, and kissing me softly. I was squirming, and he knew it. Of course he knew it, as he felt it too.

Oh Bella, would you care to join me outside, I'd like to show you something." He asked, winking at me.

"I wouldn't like anything better" I said, sniffling and smiling softly.

He grabbed my hand, and we walked at normal speed to the front porch. Might I tell you, the front porch is the size of a regulation concert stage? Well, it is. We walked to the large, padded lounge chairs, and sat down on them. I looked at him, puzzled.

"Why are we out here?" I questioned.

"Well, I know Edward had a lullaby for you, so I wrote you a song, I hope you don't mind." He said, embarrassed by the end of his sentence.

"Oh Jasper, sweetie, I'd love to hear it!" I replied, giving him a passionate, yet sweet kiss for encouragement.

After listening to the lovely song, Jasper decided to bring me home, to Charlie's. I would have stayed the night, but neither of us wanted to sleep in a bed that our 'mates' once shared with us. He drove me home on his motorcycle.

Once we got there, I went through the door, and Jasper met me in my room. I excused myself to the bathroom, and got ready for bed. Luckily Renee had sent me some nicer pyjamas. They consisted of tight black shorts, and a pink t-shirt. I look cute, but not like I'm trying too hard. He smiled at me, and of course, I blushed.

"Jazzy, please don't go!" I begged, sounding really desperate. Wouldn't you though, after you just find out your fiancé is screwing your best friend? Yeah, that's what I though.

"Of course, love, I will do anything for you to smile again." He said, kissing me softly on my head, then proceeding to lay in bed with me, wrapping me in a hug.

"Aren't you going to be uncomfortable in jeans?" I asked, confused.

"Nope, I brought pj's." He chuckled, and I looked, as what do you know, he makes plaid pyjama pants and a tight black long sleeved shirt sexy!

I fell asleep that night, thinking about Jasper, and how I'm going to explain this one to Charlie.


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-MissKayHale.x-