Yashamaru

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto

A/N: This One-Shot is dedicated to Fei-sama.

Yashamaru.

I hate you, for doing this to me.

I hate you, for stealing; robbing me of the last, and only, friend I ever thought I had.

I hate you, for giving me this pain.

I hate you, for making me feel so forlorn, so devoid of hope.

I hate you, for depriving me of the attention I need.

I hate you, for making me think these thoughts.

I hate you, for forcing me to write all this out.

God, Yashamaru, why did you have to do this to me?

Why did you have to attempt assassination on me like Chichi-Ue told you to?

Why did you have to say those words?

Why did you have to betray me like this?

Why did you hate me so much?

Why were you so intent on hurting me?

Why did you treat me like the rest of them?

Why did you deceive me?

Why did you have to condemn me to this dark world with no way out?

Not even an apology from a thousand people would relieve me of this pain.

What you have done is irreversible.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Just know that, even though you hate me and do not care, you have hurt one heart permanently.

You are the reason that this person feels so hurt.

You are the reason that this person is in so much pain.

You are the reason that this person now shies away from any human emotion.

You are the reason that this person has turned into a cold-blooded killing machine.

The way you tried to kill me.

The way you let out those words with such ease.

Yashamaru, the person who taught me how to love.

I loved you.

I hate you.

I will continue to hate you.

Forever.

Owari.