Bpov
I was looking outside the window of my boyfriend's car crying my eyes out. We had just come back from Forks high school having a fight with James again. I just wanted for him to love me but I felt like war was going on every time and we would fight over stupid things my father Charlie and my brother Edward kept telling me to leave him but I could never do that to him I loved him for three years and that wasn't going away in just two seconds. Edward always told me that he was just into the sex or in James case fucking me. But every time Edward told me this I would find myself defending James and I hated myself for always doing that. When we made it to my house I kissed James and got out. I found myself crying again.
