I'm not really sure how this'll work out, since I'm not usually successful with fanfiction poems. I may delete it in a few weeks if I decide it's crap. I watched a House episode late last night and felt an urge to write one of those melancholy, not-quite-clear free verse poems that always fascinate me. I like rhyming poems, but that wouldn't have fit the format of my mood, and this came out in the wash. Enjoy and contemplate if it's worth it.

Disclaimer: I haven't even seen all the episodes, so it goes without saying that I don't own House. It goes even more without saying that I wouldn't know what the heck to do with it if I did. :P


Fixture?

He doesn't recognize that man

Sitting on the bench, wooden

Adapted to the discomfort

The cold, the aloneness.

Clean-shaven, in the mirror

The stubble inside his mind

Tries to look through or past

Breaking the glass.

Doesn't have anything

Doesn't miss it, not understanding

Why he gives anyway

It hurts, but it helps.

The boy with the others

Blends by invisibility

Normal means something

So they believe, and he tries;

Thinks about chances and all the

Rest, without reason

Has a memory of being

Somebody else, once or never.

He does recognize

The spark of blue

Blue with the bristles

Taps on the floor, uneven.

The verses, the thoughts, then

Gets smaller in the flow

The greeting, sarcasm, now

Grows, grows in retrospect.

Says nothing, keys on the table

Laughs, takes the ride

Wind blowing to work

No helmet, and he's home


I intended this to be about Wilson, with the verse about 'Blue with the bristles' introducing House, but feel free to interpret it any way you want - I think that's the point of poems like this anyway. I just wanted it to be about Wilson, because he's awesome (thank merduff for introducing me to the wonderful world of Wilson/House friendship!). But like I said, you can fit this to any character from anywhere you want, and I'd be delighted to hear what the poem made you think about.

Thanks!