:I close my eyes and feel myself float away on my mind…
I can feel their eyes on me, they do not understand I know they want to but it can never be the same for them they will never understand what I am, what I'm going though I'm sorry my friends but there are some things best kept to oneself. I can feel the hate; the purest of rage burn a hole in my mind. Anger… an emotion, a facet of myself, so simple yet so all consuming. I can curse only myself. I will be in control nothing can shake that. All I need to do is concentrate find my center. Emotion needs to be hidden. I can fee;l it consume me. There will come a time when I will lose this struggle. And he will rip me to shreds. It is funny how something so small can be so strong.
her revere is broken, she can hear him call. "Emergency! Lets go!" and off I head to follow them into battle. It changes things to believe every battle could be your last. It only makes me stronger… I hope.