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Song: Zoom Into Me by Tokio Hotel (English Version)

Pairing: Egoist

Warnings: Shounen-ai (No? Really?)

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-Is there anybody out there walking alone?-

-Is there anybody out there, out in the cold?-

-One heartbeat lost in the crowd-

I've spent all my life being helped because I couldn't help myself. So, when I was little, I vowed that I would help everyone I could. I knew that there were people less fortunate than me who could use it. That's why, when I met Hiro-san, my first thought, my only thought, was to help him. To help this poor young man who had lost his way. Then… then I saw his face… His beautiful face… Tears creating a picture I would never forget… Streaking his face that way… It made me sad, that this beautiful creature was unhappy.

-Is there anybody shouting what no one can hear?-

-Is there anybody drowning pulled down by their fear?-

-I feel you, don't look away-

Almost immediately he had dried his tears, self-conscious and mortified that someone else had witnessed his pain. I had wanted to hug him and comfort him and wipe away the droplets that had previously taken residence on his face; instead, I introduced myself and dragged him off to my friends. After all, they were almost always cheerful and I thought he could use a good dose of that. Cheer, I mean.

-Zoom into me, zoom into me-

-I know you're scared when you can't breathe-

-I will be there, zoom into me-

I just wanted to protect him and be near him or, more accurately, with him. I proceeded to make up a flimsy excuse. Though, looking back on it, it was helpful. Hiro-san needed protecting and I needed an education. It worked out for both of us. And I found my big crush turning to huge love rather quickly. It was a welcome occurrence.

-Is there anybody laughing to kill the pain?-

-Is there anybody screaming the silence away?-

-Just open your jaded eyes-

I'd known something had happened when we talked about how he had three copies of all of Usami Akihiko's books. He'd looked so upset… about ready to cry… It was clear to me that something had happened to have out him in pain. And just like that, I had wanted to kill this Usami guy. For hurting Hiro-san in that way. Maybe it was wrong of me, not knowing the whole story. But, what can I say, I was in love for the first time and feeling things I'd never felt before.

-Zoom into me, zoom into me-

-I know you're scared when you can't breathe-

-I will be there, zoom into me-

-Come closer and closer-

Now Hiro-san is mine. To hold close and protect. To love and take care of. And I plan to give him all I can to show him that he's worthy of being loved. Hiro-san is very valuable.

-When you can't breathe-

-I will be there, zoom into me-

Loving and being loved is the best feeling in the world. I can't imagine what it would feel like to love someone for so long and not have those feelings returned. I don't know what it feels like to be a stand-in to the one I love. It's just one of those things… I don't ever wish to know.

-Zoom into me, zoom into me-

-When the world cuts your soul into pieces-

-And you start to bleed-

All I can think is that it must have been hard on Hiro-san. He's such a delicate person. It must have cut his heart every single time he thought about it, leaving millions of tiny scars and memories branded on his soul.

-When you can't breathe-

-I will be there, zoom into me-

I'll keep him safe as much as I can. After all, he is mine to safeguard.

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What do you think? I heard this song and I immediately thought of Nowaki. By the way, if you haven't heard this song it's really good. And I don't think you'll regret it if you look it up. *hint* *hint* Also, sorry for any and all mistakes. I don't have a beta and I'm too lazy to go back and reread.