"Demyx your next mission is to kill the Keyblade Master." Xemnas said calmly while looking Demyx directly in the eyes.

"What," Demyx screamed, "what are you saying? Have you lost your fucking marbles?"

Xemnas stared back unblinking and stated,

"I am the superior you will do as I command! And to kill the Keyblade Master is what I am commanding you to do, understand?

Demyx thought for a moment then stammered back "B...but that's a suicide mission there's no way I can win!"

Xemnas replied as if Demyx's life was of no importance, "It is your mission."

Demyx blinked away the tears forming in is eyes, he shook his head running his fingers through his blonde hair.

Demyx turned around walking away and looked back over his shoulder just whispering "Fine," as he walked out of the room.

Demyx POV

I couldn't take it. I feel as though the world is crashing down on me. I had just heard from the superior that I was the one to go up against the Keyblade Master, Sora. I'm going to DIE. I know we supposedly don't have hearts but why do I feel scared. I have never felt this way before. I suddenly felt this pain in my chest I clutched at where it seemed to be coming from. And just for a second I thought I felt a beating of a heart. My heart, but it was gone when I checked again.

I shook my head it must have been my imagination. I then realized that I was still just outside of Superiors office. I quickly ran towards my room.

If I was going to have a mental breakdown it was NOT going to be in front of the Superior!

I stopped as I passed Axel's room. He and I had been lovers and had been together almost all the time, but that all stopped because of HIM, because ofRoxas, the newest addition to the organization.

Axel told me soon after Roxas joined that he was in love with him, or as close as Axel could get to being in love, and that he and I couldn't be together.

Even though it was one of the worst things I have ever been through I said we could still be friends after Axel insisted on it.

And now, Roxas and Axel were always together, so Axel and I haven't really talked since the break-up. But I NEED to talk to him.

Even if he doesn't love me I know I love him. And he is my best friend. I took a deep breath in and knocked on his door.

I waited a couple seconds before I heard crashing and him yelling out 'I'll be there in a freaking second!"

The door was thrown open and I gasped as I saw his green eyes and fiery hair.

"What the fuck do you want?" Axel asked me venomously.

"I," I began to speak when a shirtless Roxas slipped in front of Axel and said,"Come on spit it out! We haven't got all day!"

Roxas looked up at Axel with lust filled eyes, before looking back to me.

I felt as if I was about to cry and tore myself away from the blonde who was throwing himself over Axel, to look the pyro in the eyes. I said to him, "Axel I really need to talk to you. I have something important to tell you."

I stared into his eyes for a few seconds when he suddenly burst out laughing.

Axel said with a sneer, "Demyx you don't have to tell me I already know!" "Wha…what, then why are you laughing?"

Axel shook his head and replied, "Demy I know you still have feelings for me."

My eyes widened in revelation, he thought I was here to ask him to take me back. Did he honestly think I was that desperate? I tightly shut my eyes and reopened them to look into his beautiful green eyes.

I laughed shakily and rubbed the back of my head and said, "Yeah, of course I still love you! But I know that you don't love me…"

Axel reached and began to say "Demyx," But I cut him off and said while turning around "I know I'm not good enough." I ran away as soon as the words left my mouth, the pain increasing in my chest. When I got to my room it was almost unbearable.

I punched the wall wishing for the pain, anything to get rid of this feeling. I sank down to my knees, folding my arms over my chest. I feel as if the emotions are going to make me explode! I feel the tears threatening to spill.

I stay like that for a while, until I realize that it was time for me to go. I looked around my room as I got up.

I shook my head, because I knew it was the last time I will ever see my room. I feel empty as I summon a portal to go and face my death.