A/N: Hi I revised the story a bit. I was really really bad at writing before and I'm hoping of improving. That's why; I need you to judge me. Tell me what you think of this story. I'm revising it now.

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I saw him. I saw my Ryoma-kun at the airport waiting for me. I was scared. I was hurt. He's going to leave me

I can't take it. I can't bear it.

Just the thought of Ryoma-kun leaving me behind brought me so much pain.

Why? Why now?

I knew it.

My life was too perfect.

I should've expected something horrible was going to happen.

But I never thought it was going to be this bad. Why? I love Ryoma-kun so much. Why did he have to leave?

"Please Ryoma-kun! Don't leave me alone! I wanna be with you. Bring me with you." I begged him. It was so unlikely of me to stop him.

But I was scared.

Very scared.

He might never come back.

I don't want that to happen.

My hypothalamus might stop working. And I'd just die and be forgotten.

I'm always forgotten.

That's why,

I didn't want him to leave.

But I had actually let him go. He was gone. And he had promised me that he'd call me. He had called me before but he had stopped.

I was just 13 then.

I have thought that he might never ever come back.

After all, I'm 17 already and,

He's not yet back.

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A/N: Ok, that's just the prologue. I'll still be writing chapter 1 now and just be patient ok. It's too short I know but just like I said, its jus the prologue. Patience buddy, patience.