I do not own twilight or any of it's characters but i am up to buying them.

"So how were you originally planning to kill me", I said as I looked up at his beautiful face, just in time to catch the small grimace that had replaced his grin.

"Oh. You know what I mean."

"Come on Edward. Don't be like that", I said as I looked to where he was facing the moonlight window.

"Okay Bella. How would you like me to be then?"

"Edward, you know what I mean."

"Do I Bella?"

"Edward."

"Bella, you practically just accused me of murder."

"Edward, you know what I mean." "I just want to know."

"Bella, I…."

"Never mind."

"But Bella…"I cut him off again.

It was quite as I let him pout. But I just couldn't take the silence any longer.

"Geezes Edward, just get back in bed and hold me again."

I smiled as he turned to answer me and smiled even wider when his eyes sparked a little, taking in the sight of my bare skin.

"You're too desirable to resist." he replied with a mischievous look spreading across his face as he leapt across the room.

I gasped as I felt his cold lips, now warm because of my being a vampire, brush against my skin.

I sighed softly as his lips moved slowly up from my wrist to my neck, then to my own.

I liked the fact that we could now be together without him breaking away at the most aggravating moments. He used to be so afraid that he could possibly kill me, but all was good now as he laid down beside me and pulled me passionately into his arms. I let a smile spread across my face thinking of what was to come. But before I did anything I looked deeply into his eyes and into what I thought was his soul.

Yet again I've managed to cloak another embarrassing moment from Edward. At times I love my gift, at others, it's annoying. At times like this, it's annoying. It would be so much easier if he could just read my mind and know exactly what I was trying to say.

"Bella what are you thinking about."

I felt the familiar tingling sensation as it made its way up to my cheeks waiting for the blush that will never come.

"Um….uh…, nothing."

"Bella."

"Edward." I mimicked with a teasing look on my face.

He looked at me with straight eyes for a few moments then that wonderful twinkle came back, and I knew that I was forgiven.

It was quite again as we laid there just holding each other.

When he finally spoke, his words kind of hung in the air before I realized what he said.

"What did you say?" I asked as I rolled over to look at him, my skin tingling where our bare skin touched.

"Do you really want to know?"

I was silent as I looked at his eyes, measuring his calmness.

He stared down at me a, worried look spreading across his face.

"Well, I thought you…wanted to know." "You did ask earlier."

"Um, yeah but I thought that you didn't want to talk about it."

"I didn't, but I thought about it and now I do."

"If you want to tell me, then tell me."

My head was suddenly against a pillow as he sat over me and looked in my eyes.

"What are you looking at?" I said self-consciously

"What." I said, because he still didn't answer.

"Calm down Love, I'm only trying to figure out your sudden change in mood."

"…...I don't really know."

I regretted those words as soon as I said them. Because Edward rolled off of me in laughter.

"Ugh!" What's so funny about me not knowing?

"Bella, Bella...I was only laughing at your bewilderment."

"I know." I huffed as I leapt out of bed to the window, it was my turn to pout.

He left me there. Then I smelled his sweet breath as he silently walked up behind me.

"Bella," he whispered in my ear, "You never answered my question."

"What question?" I said, forgetting our earlier conversation in my anger.

"Do you really want to know?"

Oh that question.

"It depends."

"And what does it depend on?"

"It depends on if your going to get upset again."

"No silly Bella, of course not.

I could feel that he knew my defense was weakening.

"Are you sure?" I asked kind of put off, but it was hard to contain my anger, as he wrapped his arms tightly around me and whispered "Yes." before he started kissing my neck.

"Do you want to know, because I want to tell you."

"Yes" I answered immediately, not being able to deny him.

He laughed at my response to him, and carried me back to bed.

He put me down next to him, and taking my hands looked at me. His eyes were as bright and happy as the night I told him I would marry him, one of the few human memories I remember quite clearly.

My breath faltered as his crooked smile spread across his face, growing only wider as he took in the effects it had on me. He was close enough to touch if I wanted to, but at the same time far away enough to resist.

"Tell me." I said before I could loose control.

"Tell you what Sweetheart?"

I hit him playfully on his chest, before saying his name.

"Okay, okay." He replied with a grin.

"I had planned to do it a week before your birthday, waiting long enough to drive you crazy." I laughed at that part because he was right, I would've gone insane.

He smiled down at me but continued. "I was going to take you back to Esme's island so it would be warm enough that I could hold you. I was going to make you dinner then we where going to walk down the beach reminiscing about your human life before we took a midnight swim. I really hadn't planned after that, it all depended on how you reacted."

"I can tell you what would've happened after that." I said remembering the huge white bed and bug netting, but even though I said it mostly to myself he still looked down at me.

"What." I asked guiltily.

"Do you want me to finish?"

"Of course."

"Well depending on what you wanted to do is what we would've done next. Then we would have watched the sun rise. Right when It was directly above us is when I would've…done it, and three days later you would have woken up and we would've hunted together and ran together and swam and done everything and anything else imaginable. And no one would have been able to stop me, not even Alice." "Especially not Alice." He added with a smile.

"Wow."

"What,…would you not have liked it?" he answered a little panicky.

"No, no, no, no, no, no… that would have been the most perfect and wonderful and just absolutely amazing night of my life.

Edward, who was now playing with my hair, snorted a little.

"What now?" I asked.

"Well it probably wouldn't of happened even if Renesmee hadn't of come along."

"And why do you say that?"

He was silent for a moment, as if he wished that he had never mentioned it.

"Edward what do you mean." I said as I sat up to look at his face, my hair being slightly pulled in the act.

"Well, you were so set on going to Dartmouth that I didn't want to disappoint you, plus you had finally given me some time."

"Oh" I paused trying to remember ever wanting that.

"Truthfully Edward I don't know how long that phase would have lasted."

"Why?" he asked with my hair wrapped again around his finger.

"Because…we would have eventually left and gone home and I would have been around everyone again. Comparing myself to Rose and her Beauty. To Emmett and His Strength. And Alice and her, her, her perfection of conquering everything."

"You shouldn't do that." he said dazzling me with his eyes.

"Shouldn't do what?"

"Compare Yourself to them, especially Rosalie's beauty."

"Why exactly shouldn't I?"

"Because Rose's beauty doesn't even begin to compare to yours." He said as he gave me a kiss.

I don't know how he could say that, even now that I was a vampire Rosalie is still a hundred times prettier than me. She's like an angel and I'm only a ghost.

"Yeah, sure."

"It's true Bella, even as a human your beauty far exceeded Rose's. Do I need witnesses? I bet Newton would gladly speak for me."

"They only liked me because if they got anywhere near Rosalie she would snap their heads off."

"That's besides the point." He answered dismissively, and I smiled because I had won.

"I really wish you didn't compare yourself to them."

"Edward, even if I hadn't I still would have changed my mind."

"Why?"

"Well, because I would've thought of all the things we could do together once I was a vampire, all of the things you would stop worrying about, and I would have convinced myself that changing now rather than later was better."

He looked at me for awhile before his smile returned.

"Even with the sex?"

"Yes Edward, even with the sex."

He was quiet again as he thought.

"Okay." He said as he pulled me back down to the bed with a familiar spark in his eyes.

Well thats it. i know it s my first story and all but if you'd leave a review that be great. oh and i doint know whether or not to make this a one-shot or like a chapter story if you could tell me that also be great.