Title: In Need of a Friend
Author: ~*StrAnger*~
Rating: PG-13 for now probably going to stay that way
WARNINGS: This is a Harry/Luna story. I just read a great fanfic about them and realized there weren't too many so I wanted to encourage this pairing since I personally love it.
Disclaimer: No, I do not own Harry potter. Yes, I do wish I did. Please, don't sue me.
A/N: This is my second fanfic and I decided to make thins one a songfic. This story is based on the song Field of Innocence by Evanescence.
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Luna Lovegood sat in a compartment starring out the window. She wondered to her self. Why are people cruel to me? Why do they judge me? I am nice aren't I? I am polite; I do what I'm supposed too.
All I can do is watch and learn how I should be. Maybe that's it. I'm a freak because I'm a loner who watches everyone and doesn't talk. I'm only that way because no one likes me. I began to cry hiding it from myself. I'm afraid of crying, afraid it made her weak and little. I don't want to be weak or little.
*I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now*
No one cares about me, whimpering Luna fell to the floor. If no one cares about me, then I don't care about them. I hate you all. I wish everyone would leave me alone. Let me go crazy, let me be crazy. I don't know anyone anymore. I am crazy and everyone else is normal I want to be normal but I can't.
*Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all*
I used to be so normal. I used to play with other witches and wizards in my backyard. I had so many friends. Then my father and his stupid magazine were called crazy. So people started calling me crazy, weird, freaky. I then started to talk to myself and hold myself. No one else would hold me anymore so I held myself.
*I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now*
I sensed someone watching me whimper on the floor so I stopped. I was afraid to turn around and see a nasty face looking at me and thinking I was crazy. Then a hand was on my shoulder. It was warming and soothing. I turned around and saw it as, Harry Potter. I looked at him and he looked like he cared. Did he? Or was it pity. I didn't want pity but it was better then ignoring me.
"Are you okay? I think I've seen you around, you a Ravenclaw?" Harry asked starring at me and making me very uncomfortable. I sat back down on the seat and pulled my hair back.
"Yeah, I'm Luna Lovegood from Ravenclaw. I'm fine, really." As soon as I said Luna Harry looked at me as everyone else did. "Yeah that's me, Loony. Go ahead leave call me a freak."
*Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything*
Harry blinked, "No that's not it, I imagined Loony to be an ugly and insane girl." I a bit confused and a bit hurt started to cry. "But you're beautiful and you look lonely. Do you want me and my friends to sit with you?" I nodded and Harry wiped off my tears. "Let me get my friends."
Harry came back with his friends and the rest of the ride they talked and laughed. I wasn't ready to talk and laugh with them but I was happy that they just sat with me. I was also Happy I made a friend. Harry Potter, my first friend since I came to Hogwarts.
Harry looked at me and I smiled. A tear ran down my cheek. It was a tear of Happiness. Harry turned back to his friend named Ron and smiled. Soon everyone was smiling and I was really happy, for now.
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Okay. So please, please, please, please x1000 please, review! That song through out the chapter was Field of Innocence by Evanescence. Evanescence really inspires me and encourages me to write. Thank you to all who are about to review!
Author: ~*StrAnger*~
Rating: PG-13 for now probably going to stay that way
WARNINGS: This is a Harry/Luna story. I just read a great fanfic about them and realized there weren't too many so I wanted to encourage this pairing since I personally love it.
Disclaimer: No, I do not own Harry potter. Yes, I do wish I did. Please, don't sue me.
A/N: This is my second fanfic and I decided to make thins one a songfic. This story is based on the song Field of Innocence by Evanescence.
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Luna Lovegood sat in a compartment starring out the window. She wondered to her self. Why are people cruel to me? Why do they judge me? I am nice aren't I? I am polite; I do what I'm supposed too.
All I can do is watch and learn how I should be. Maybe that's it. I'm a freak because I'm a loner who watches everyone and doesn't talk. I'm only that way because no one likes me. I began to cry hiding it from myself. I'm afraid of crying, afraid it made her weak and little. I don't want to be weak or little.
*I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now*
No one cares about me, whimpering Luna fell to the floor. If no one cares about me, then I don't care about them. I hate you all. I wish everyone would leave me alone. Let me go crazy, let me be crazy. I don't know anyone anymore. I am crazy and everyone else is normal I want to be normal but I can't.
*Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all*
I used to be so normal. I used to play with other witches and wizards in my backyard. I had so many friends. Then my father and his stupid magazine were called crazy. So people started calling me crazy, weird, freaky. I then started to talk to myself and hold myself. No one else would hold me anymore so I held myself.
*I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now*
I sensed someone watching me whimper on the floor so I stopped. I was afraid to turn around and see a nasty face looking at me and thinking I was crazy. Then a hand was on my shoulder. It was warming and soothing. I turned around and saw it as, Harry Potter. I looked at him and he looked like he cared. Did he? Or was it pity. I didn't want pity but it was better then ignoring me.
"Are you okay? I think I've seen you around, you a Ravenclaw?" Harry asked starring at me and making me very uncomfortable. I sat back down on the seat and pulled my hair back.
"Yeah, I'm Luna Lovegood from Ravenclaw. I'm fine, really." As soon as I said Luna Harry looked at me as everyone else did. "Yeah that's me, Loony. Go ahead leave call me a freak."
*Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything*
Harry blinked, "No that's not it, I imagined Loony to be an ugly and insane girl." I a bit confused and a bit hurt started to cry. "But you're beautiful and you look lonely. Do you want me and my friends to sit with you?" I nodded and Harry wiped off my tears. "Let me get my friends."
Harry came back with his friends and the rest of the ride they talked and laughed. I wasn't ready to talk and laugh with them but I was happy that they just sat with me. I was also Happy I made a friend. Harry Potter, my first friend since I came to Hogwarts.
Harry looked at me and I smiled. A tear ran down my cheek. It was a tear of Happiness. Harry turned back to his friend named Ron and smiled. Soon everyone was smiling and I was really happy, for now.
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Okay. So please, please, please, please x1000 please, review! That song through out the chapter was Field of Innocence by Evanescence. Evanescence really inspires me and encourages me to write. Thank you to all who are about to review!