K so im cooking at home and get this brilliant story stuck in my head. The story is by .:DaseyFreak:.and basically Bella uses the song Bring Me back to Life by Evanescence to get Edwards attention in New Moon while there in Italy. The before mention song happens to go on and a story began to form in my head. So here it is.
Bella POV
"Bella tell me what I did to you." Edward said. Resorting to orders because persuasion didn't work. And that was because I kept my eyes away from his angelic face. He's only been home a month. I really didn't want to talk about the dark ages of my life quite yet."Please?" I broke my rule I looked at his face. It was startling close.
"OK" I said without realizing it." His face drew back and was triumphant. "Wait what did I just agree to?"
"To tell me what I did to you." He chuckled slightly at my moment. Then his face grew serious. "Tell me now."
"Please don't get mad." I begged.
"I promise." So I began my story. I told him everything. After he left in the woods, Port Angles, the motorcycles, Jake, then no Jake, then Jake again, werewolves, Harry, cliff diving, Alice, Jacob answering the phone, the flight to Italy, and even my experience in Voltaire. When I was done I looked at Edward for the first time and I immediately wish I hadden said anything. He was in so much pain. I flipped on the radio and fiddled with it so that I wouldn't have to look at him in that much pain. I carefully hid my head when I turned back around. I was crying reliving all the emotions that had took over me while Edward was gone.
"Why?" He finnaly said.
"What do you mean." I asked. My voice betrayed all my emotions.
"Do not misunderstand. I wanted to hear that. I wanted to know exactly what I did." Off he went blaming himself. "Now I want to know why?"
"I felt alone Edward. The love of my life no my existence-"
"Bella" Edwards voice rang crippled in pain.
"No Edward. Just listen." I said tears falling freely. "I felt abandoned. I…i…I felt like….like…." The one song that had been playing in my head since he left came on the radio. "I felt like this."
Then I sang. Boys part in Italic, girls normal, Bella's thoughts bold.
How
can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my
core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping
somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back
home
Edward
began to sing with me.
Wake
me up
Wake
me up inside
I
can't wake up
Wake
me up inside
Save
me
Call
my name and save me from the dark
Wake
me up
Bid
my blood to run
I
can't wake up
Before
I come undone
Save
me
Save
me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm
without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me
real
Bring me to life
Wake
me up
Wake
me up inside
I
can't wake up
Wake
me up inside
Save
me
Call
my name and save me from the dark
Wake
me up
Bid
my blood to run
I
can't wake up
Before
I come undone
Save
me
Save
me from the nothing I've become
I've
been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring
me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your
love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All
this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you
were there in front of me
I've
been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to
everything
Without
thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There
must be something more
Bring
me to life
Wake
me up
Wake
me up inside
I
can't wake up
Wake
me up inside
Save
me
Call
my name and save me from the dark
Wake
me up
Bid
my blood to run
I
can't wake up
Before
I come undone
Save
me
Save
me from the nothing I've become
I've been living a lie
There's
nothing inside
Bring me to life
Back to normal now.
Still Bella POV
It was at this moment that I understood. When Edward left we both died inside. Any movement we made was a lie. Without each other we where died. Edward and I. Never in my life would it be more clear then it was to me then it was in this moment. Edward truly loved me as much as I loved him. Edward NEEDED me. Edward didn't know how to survive without me either and more then I knew how to live without him.
"Bella?" Edward said. "Why are you crying?"
"I get it Edward." I said. I finally get it."
"What Bella, what?"
"You. I get you forever. You love me, you need me as much as I do." I said still crying.
"Truly, TRULY, I say to you. I love you Bella." Edward said.
"I love you too Edward. I love you more then you know."
"I love you more." He said smiling for the first time since we began what felt like hours ago. I smiled to.
"Impossible."
Well there you have it. Got to give out some props here,
DaseyFreak you wrote my inspiration story. Mad props there. Check her out she is amazing
Stephanie Meyers she wrote Twilight Mad props to her.
Umm anyone who takes time to read this. Thank you kindly
And Mad props to reviewers I return favours.
Thank Evanescence for her song. No copy write her.
Live long and Google
Caitlyn