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Chapter 1 On second thought
As he lifted me from the car I tired not to move too much I was tired of talking and I wasn't sure what I really wanted now. I opened my eyes when I heard my dad yelling, before they snapped shut I caught the sight of the two wolves on the edge of the forest before they retreated probably going to talk to Sam and the others. Edward walked to the door and up the stairs with Charlie yelling right behind him the whole time. When he went to lay me down all I could think about was Jake. My dreams didn't help much, they were back and fourth from Jacob to Edward. What was I going to do? I loved Edward, but it almost killed me when he left. If it wasn't for Jake it would have killed me. I love Jake, too.
I woke the next morning alone. I got up hoping Charlie was at work, I showered and was making my way to the kitchen when I heard the front door open.
"I told you she's not up yet" I heard Charlie saying, "try back tomorrow."
The door closed and I rounded the corner "Dad who was that?" "Bella! I didn't know you were up, you have had lots of visitors today, but before we go into that would you like to explain to me what happened and just were you have been and why is Edward Cullen back?" Charlie said almost out of breath when he came to the end.
"Dad calm down, I will explain everything." I was going to try and lie my way out of this one. He followed me to the kitchen and we sat down. I told him as much as the truth as I could and managed to come up with a pretty good explanation. When I was done I added, "I don't know what to do, I love Edward and I love Jacob."
Charlie told me who had come by to see me it really didn't matter much to me though. I climbed the stairs back to me room thinking hard about what I was going to do. On one hand what Edward and I had was beyond words. I felt so save when we were together. I loved everyone in his family, and all but Roslie love me back. If he stuck to his word in a couple months we would be together forever. But could I trust him to keep his word, could I trust him not to kill me. Then there's Jake, Jake is so warm and loving. He understands me, sometimes I don't even have to say anything and he knows what kind of mood I am in. I wouldn't have to change a thing or give up a thing to be with Jake. But maybe I want to give things up, I am just so confused.
On second thought maybe I should let me heart decide. I will tell Edward and Jacob they each get one date to show me what I need to know to make my dission. Then I will decide the heart wants what the hearts wants right. I guess there is only one way to find out.
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