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Tonight - Westlife
Ianto wondered about what the team had been told about his disappearance. One month on and he knew they had been lied to; there was no doubt about that. Ianto knew his Captain well, and he didn't like to admit that he was wrong or In pain. But Ianto wished he wasn't.
Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all out on you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt I ignored you
Know my life is all you
Ianto knew he was sorry, he felt selfish, but he knew he couldn't go back. Not after how he exited. But he wished there was some way he could contact his ex lover; Some way to tell him that he still loves him, and all he thinks abut is him, and all he dreams about is him, and all of his nightmares are about the night he slammed that fucking door in his face.
So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want
But no doubt Jack had moved on, it had been one month for crying out loud. Maybe Gwen had been there to comfort him on the times he felt lonely at night, she would want to love him. But she couldn't sing sweet, sweet lullabies in his ears, she couldn't say "I know how you feel," when her boss was moaning that his cock ached after a quick shag. But then again, she wanted to love him.
I don't wanna act like
I know that you'll be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want you to feel like
I take you for granted
Whenever we are together
Ianto didn't want to lie anymore; he didn't want to be a fake. All he wanted to be was happy, is that too much to fucking ask nowadays? Ianto though that moving away from his magnet would make the strength lower, but obviously not. Ianto no longer wanted his lover, he needed him. He needed his touch, even if his wasn't wanted back. He needed to be told that he was loved, even if he wasn't. He needed to go back to fucking Cardiff. And he had made such a dramatic exit.
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so
A/N: There are 2 more sequels after this one (