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Authors Note: There's not really much I can do with this concept, but I thought this was a sweet and kinda cute idea. In this season, Pam's human life was revealed, and a little bit of her feeling's towards Eric, but we didn't get to dig deep insde of it. It's obvious Pam's a little upset about Eric releasing her, and here is what she has to say about that.
Summary: Pam reveals her true feelings towards Eric in a letter she writes him the night he released her.
Never Forget.
Dear Eric,
It's no secret I'm not not an emotional person, and I have no experience in that area, but there are a few things I want you to know before you go off on this pointless journey of yours. We've spent nearly a thousand years together, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a second chance at a life that was better than the one I had, and I will forever be in your debt, released or not. You're my maker, and I would follow you until the very end if you allowed me, but we both know you're too damn stubborn. Even though I don't like it, I respect you for it.
My life started with you, and I would be completely content if it ended with you. You're all I have, and I'm not going to let you throw that away because of The Authority. We can get through this, Eric. We have and we always will. You owe me that much... a chance at fixing this. You're the only one that knows me, the only one that understands me, and I know you better than you know yourself.
You've let Bill and his little human fuck with every aspect of our life, and all the things we wished to achieve. I let it slide for a while figuring you were just trying to have fun, but this has to come to a stop. Sookie's nothing but trouble, and trouble seems to always follow her. Trouble that eventually leads to us. I say us because you're a part of me, and the people that fuck with you fuck with me too. Godric would've told you exactly what I'm telling you now if he was here.
The Eric I knew and fell in love with isn't the Eric that stood before me tonight. I saw a side of you that I've never saw before, and I blame our surroundings. Let me help you, Eric. We've been through hell and back and still managed to get along just fine, so what makes this time so different? Because you think you're going to die? Well, I hate to ruin the pitty party, but you're not.
You're going to find Russell, and you're going to bring you ass back to this bar and we're going to fix the wedge between us. It's us against the world, and I'm here for the long run. I need you to know that I love you, and I'm never giving up on you, Eric. I wouldn't ever betray you. Ever.
I love you.
Sincerely,
Pam.