Lights will guide you home

Her breath on my neck I stir and turn over. Her blonde hair lays messy on the pillow her hand gripped in mine. I wish I could stay here forever but another ED shift calls, My alarm goes once I press snooze and dream of just one more minute laying wrapped in her arms. I slowly unwrap myself from her warm loving arms and make my way to the bathroom. Last night feels like a dream, She was amazing in that small black dress her back uncovered, those dark eyes watching my every move.

I make my way downstairs make some toast and a coffee grab my keys and head to work. My head not on the drive ahead but her voice echoing in my ears, Bernie Wolfe what did I do to deserve you.

I arrive at Holby ED early, I grab another coffee on the way in, I go sit at my desk trying to work myself out the thoughts going through my brain. I need to focus today were short and I need to be at my best.

My buzzer goes off, I down the rest of my coffee from my coffee cup and throw it to the bin, I get up walk to the trauma bay. I was hoping for a quiet shift. Fletch joins me, As the first patient of the day arrives, RTA patient, suspected head injury, GCS of 10, awake, she's bleeding heavily Serena, no one else involved.

"Ok on three let's move her over and start obs"! Ok Fletch check her airways and let's get a dressing on that wound.

I send her to CT and an Xray Fletch is with her so I quickly dash off to the ladies to text Bernie, she's been on my mind all morning. "Hi babe sorry had to dash early start, Been hectic here. Thanks for last night was amazing. See you tonight. Love you." S xx

Back on Trauma I catch up with the girl brought in earlier, She seems to be doing ok and the wound is cleaned and dressed. Fletch fills me in that Ct came back clear and awaiting xray results.

Thoughts of last night and how amazing she was fill my head, I try to block it out with a quick ward round, But her voice replays in my head over and over. "Serena you are an amazing lady and I love you very much."

"Thank god that shift is over" I sigh as I head to the car, I cannot wait to get home, back into her arms and relax. I cannot remember the moment I fell for her but I know I would not be without her. She really is the most incredible beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on. I start the car and pull out the carpark, My head full of her. What did I do to deserve someone so powerful and so beautiful in my life? I am just plain old Serena Campbell. Divorced consultant who just happens to of laid eyes on the hottest trauma doctor Holby has ever seen.

I pull up to the drive. Before I am even out the door she is beside me. I lock eyes with her, dark brown eyes of heaven gaze in my eyes. I sigh as she kisses me and I start to undress her, I don't care if the neighbours are watching right now I am in love. I lay back against the bonnet and I close my eyes. I let her hands carress me she can do whatever she wants to do.