SPOILERFIC...er...sorta
I decided I'd give Dilandau a girlfriend...and as most of us know...Dilandau ends up to be Cerena...so what does she think of this...huh...I was bored so I became a fanfic writer....
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It's funny really....so much has happened and I'm not quiete sure how to deal with it, or even how I feel about all of this. Its just sort of an empty feeling I guess...what I've known for so long is just all of a sudden gone...no, its not funny...ugh...I feel sick...I think. I suppose part of what I'm feeling is just..I don't know how to put it... betrayal almost...but its not. What happened couldn't be helped and I know that. I'm lonely...I was in love...
Dammit! I want answers!More than what I already have! I want this feeling to go away...it scares me... Or maybe its something else that scares me....her...
It wasn't his fault...and it wasn't hers either,but...
Cerena...
I can't help it....grrr...I know it was for the best! Cerena I mean...Dilandau...I miss him...Cerena,that girl...I think I should go see her...Allen imformed me that he told Cerena most of everything that's happened to her... including the part about her/his girlfriend...or ex..I guess. This is the reason though, that I would not want to meet her face to face... I don't want to put the poor girl through anymore than what she has already been through... she doesn't need any reminders of the past....I just want to see her...maybe it will bring me some peace to see for myself that he...I mean she....hmmm...my love(I will always refer to Dilandau as my love no matter what) is finaly happy.
Soooo...whaddaya think of my first fic...hehheh..I'd tell you to be nice cause its my first fic but then I wouldn't be getting strait answers. I can't judge my own work so you tell me.....should I make the sequel....huh?
I decided I'd give Dilandau a girlfriend...and as most of us know...Dilandau ends up to be Cerena...so what does she think of this...huh...I was bored so I became a fanfic writer....
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It's funny really....so much has happened and I'm not quiete sure how to deal with it, or even how I feel about all of this. Its just sort of an empty feeling I guess...what I've known for so long is just all of a sudden gone...no, its not funny...ugh...I feel sick...I think. I suppose part of what I'm feeling is just..I don't know how to put it... betrayal almost...but its not. What happened couldn't be helped and I know that. I'm lonely...I was in love...
Dammit! I want answers!More than what I already have! I want this feeling to go away...it scares me... Or maybe its something else that scares me....her...
It wasn't his fault...and it wasn't hers either,but...
Cerena...
I can't help it....grrr...I know it was for the best! Cerena I mean...Dilandau...I miss him...Cerena,that girl...I think I should go see her...Allen imformed me that he told Cerena most of everything that's happened to her... including the part about her/his girlfriend...or ex..I guess. This is the reason though, that I would not want to meet her face to face... I don't want to put the poor girl through anymore than what she has already been through... she doesn't need any reminders of the past....I just want to see her...maybe it will bring me some peace to see for myself that he...I mean she....hmmm...my love(I will always refer to Dilandau as my love no matter what) is finaly happy.
Soooo...whaddaya think of my first fic...hehheh..I'd tell you to be nice cause its my first fic but then I wouldn't be getting strait answers. I can't judge my own work so you tell me.....should I make the sequel....huh?