A/N: Hello people ^-^ please review and go at least a little easy please. This is my very first fanfic so complements and constructive criticism is always welcomed :) If you like it please tell me and I'll continue putting new chapters up but I case you don't I'll try harder. Also some of you probably noticed that I reposted the chapters the reason for that is because I just can't let a mistake go by without fixing it so bear with me please. Thank you for actually reading this.

p.s. I added just a little something from the original chapter I typed before edited it out thinking it was a bit much but I thought it'd be nice.

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, but if I did in some other cosmic universe I would make sure not to let Sirius Black die T-T Why him! He was my favorite character.

Summary: Girl Harry! Time Travel Fic!Ten years of research Rinata Lilian Potter finds a way to go back and fix her mistakes, but there's a catch to the way she goes back. Will she be able save those lost and her one and only lover?

Chapter 1: Forever

It had been ten years since the war ended but I still couldn't get over the deaths of everyone I had lost. Even though everyone had moved on I still couldn't. It's not that I hadn't tried finding someone to be with but no one could ever replace him no matter how great the man was. Being plagued with the thoughts of what could have been if everyone would have been alive to this day kept haunting me.

Especially the future I could have had with him the man that would forever have my heart and it was completely my fault that he's gone. I found over time that I couldn't ever say his name without bursting into tears and it hurt so much to even think of him. The last thing I have to remember him by is a silver heart shape locket and an engagement ring as a promise for the future.

*Flashback*

It was Valentine's Day and also our one year anniversary of being together. We had decided to sneak out of the house and apparated away to take a walk on the beach in the moon light after everyone else in the house was asleep. I thought he had forgotten about our anniversary because he acted like it was another normal day but I was so wrong.

So there we were sitting on the beach talking about nothing in particular and I kept dropping hints about what today was. I finally gave up on the hints and finally told him it was our anniversary. I didn't even notice that he was only making a fake surprised face.

"I'm so sorry Riri!" he apologized using the pet name he gave me.

"I forgot but wait! I think I have some chocolate Moony gave me since I couldn't go out. Hmm let me see if I still have it." he said searching all his pockets just to stall and I just rolled my eyes at him still thinking he really forgot.

"Really l can't believe you forgot it's even on a holiday and not just on any holiday Valentine's Day." I said exasperated. He feigned an apologetic look after checking his pockets and coming up with nothing.

"I think it might be in my jacket, love can you check please." He had given me his jacket afraid of me getting a cold even against my protest. I felt around the jacket pockets and found a special Valentine's Day couple's chocolate frog box which usually had two frogs in it that croaked little pink hearts.

"Good I thought I left it now let's open it I'd love a chocolate frog right about now." He sighed in relief and I rolled my eyes as I handed him the box.

"Only you would think of food at a time like this." As he opened it I watched how his face went from surprise to confusion. I looked down at his hands to see him pulling out a shrunken rectangular black box and watched him unshrinking it to full size, my eyes widened and I look up at him.

"Now how did this get in here I don't remember the box saying there would be a prize inside." Looking at the chocolate frog box for a second and tossing it over his shoulder with a shrug. He smirked as he looked down and noticed my wide eyed expression.

"Want to open it love and see what's inside?" he asked handing me the silky black box with a smirk but I didn't notice the bit of nervousness in his eyes. I took the box with trembling fingers opening it slowly and I immediately gasped in shock -putting a hand to cover my mouth- at how beautiful it was. I looked up at him teary eyed and speechless as he caressed my cheek with the back of his fingers, a warm smile lit his face.

"Do you really think I would forget such an important day love? I thought you had more fate in me than that. Also this is only part one of your present, but I want you to read the back first. Part two is inside which was something your father gave to your mother." He chuckled and I looked back at the choker.

The silver heart shaped locket was about two inches big bordered with tiny red crystal roses and in the middle was our initials carved in delicate script. I blushed as I saw that it was attached to a titanium chain that went around a collar like adjustable leather choker.

"Kinky enough for you?" He teased laughing at my blush. I gave him a small smack on the chest and went to look at the back of it before opening it making sure I don't miss anymore inscriptions. Straining my eyes in the moonlight to see what the inscription was on the back.

My sunshine I love you so,

More than you will ever know,

Will you marry me?

-S.B.

Tears began to fall as I finished reading the back I looked up at him speechless going back and forth from him to the locket trying to find words but only managing squeaks. Suddenly I watched him as he took the locket out of my hands, going down on one knee, and opened it towards me.

Inside of it was a moving picture of us laughing with our arms around each other and stretching each other cheeks to make funny face. On the other side of the locket was a little music box that played a tinkling version of 'You are my sunshine'; but the thing that caught my attention the most was the ring inside it. It was a simple thin silver band with two emeralds on both sides of a larger diamond.

"What do you say, love? Will you be mine?" He asked looking up at me anxiously and somehow I was able to stop crying and finally looked him the eyes.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Of course I will! You stupid closet romantic mutt!" At that he gave me his most brilliant smile and jumped up.

"WOOHOO! SHE SAID YES!" He screamed grinning like a madman, and making me giggle. At that he looked at me and suddenly picking me up bridal style with my arms around his neck holding on for dear life, as he swung me around in circles. I squealed and laughed with him after even more whoops of joy and spins he finally put me back down.

Cupping my face with both hands he bent down to give me a dozens of butterfly kisses, and saving my lips for a heated kiss only pulling away to kiss down my neck. I tilted my head back a bit enjoying the feel of lips kissing go down my neck but groaned when he stopped abruptly to put the choker around my neck. Once it was fastened he took my left hand and kissed each finger before putting the ring on.

"From now on you're mine and nothing will ever separate us. I love you so much." Whispering as he closed his eyes and put his forehead to mine.

"I love you too and you are mine as I am yours forever." I whispered closing my eyes and standing on the tips of my toes to make our lips meet for a passionate kiss.

It was easily the happiest night of my life and as soon as my world was finally getting better. It comes crashing down once more in one big heap after only a few weeks.

Flashback end

After he died everything became meaningless and I had become lifeless. No one but Ron, Mione, and Remus understood why he meant so much to me even though I only knew him for such a short time. Seeing as we had to keep our relationship from everyone else so not to draw to much attention; and even now I don't think I'll ever recover if I don't find a way to fix things.

I ended up spending five years researching rituals, spells, potions, the effects of time turners, and anything that could undo all the pain. Finally, after so long I found a ritual to send me back in time to fix my mistakes but I had to find a way to improve it. It was a mix of several spells, potions, charms, but with one advanced ritual to combine it all.

Even though the charms were simple enough since they were only there to promote safety. It took me 3 and a half more years to perfect and improve all the spells and potions. It would have been a shorter time to find a way to do all this research but I had not wanted my friends and family that were left to worry so I tried not to be too suspicious.

Now all I have to do is say good bye and pack for when it's time to go. By the time I gathered all my Gryffindor courage to tell my best friends it was late, and the conversation ended with tears but with understanding smiles from Hermione and even more sad looks from Ron.

A/N: So what do you think so far? Good? Bad? Please review and thank you for reading ^-^