Hey guys, Dark Gothic Lolita here!
Yes, I know that I am very much lacking in writing new chapters for my other stories, but I've gotten through a phase of mini depression where I just feel like my life is going through some utter shit right now. I've just been sleeping all day and when I feel like writing a new chapter, my motivation just goes away and my feelings and emotiuons crash.
That's why I also started this series kind of thing. This fic will be seven chapters long (I've already got all seven of them written up) and I'll release one daily. This is an intro story, a prequel if you wish before I start the bigger story which will be called This is my vice. So keep an eye out for that if you enjoy this story and want to read more. I will not be putting any pairings, or characters involed on THIS story because I want it to be a surprise :p
Sorry for any crappy grammar and spelling, I don't own Fairy Tail or their characters either!
ENJOY!
My sin
Enter lust
It was her sin. It was the thing that made her live. She enjoyed the way that men all looked at her, how her outfit was so revealing. She enjoyed the attention very much. She felt so alive! It was so pleasing when she saw the men all wait in line for her but she could blow them all off so easily. The way she could giggle and act so naive, it would make them all go so crazy and she enjoyed that.
The control she had over them was overwhelming. She was poison, the venom within their veins. She could distort their eyes, make their minds hazy. Her prowess over them made them so weak and she was so demanding, so in control. No one could take this reign from her! She enjoyed stepping all over them, breaking hearts wherever she went and walking away like it wasn't her business.
But then again, there were times when she felt like she was just drowning. She wanted to be a normal girl with average looks, have a steady relationship, not go out every night and act like she truly cared about these men, when she clearly didn't. She just made them go wild and she enjoyed the reaction she always got out of them.
She hated the silence during the day. It made her think of her life and how shitty it had gotten. She didn't know what had happened down the line. All she knew was that she was a shy girl, then as soon as puberty hit her, things happened, she was in magazines and her life had changed. Was she cursed through that? The silence made her want to be normal. A normal teenage girl with no curse, with no problems.
But all that was forgotten as soon as it hit night time. It was like all those thoughts vanished and all she wanted to do was have fun every night and see what man she could get wrapped around her little finger. She would move her hips slowly, up and down. Run her hand around her chest and down her hips so provocatively as the men would watch with leering eyes. It was her curse and she drowned in it night after night.
It was like it consumed her. During the day she would regret what she would do, but by night, the fun and euphoria of what she was doing would overwhelm her and she wondered why she hated this life so much. It was an endless cycle of hating her life during the day and loving her sinful life by night.
That's right, she was a sinner. One of the worst sinners in fact. She couldn't help it, it was a sin imposed upon her and she couldn't stop it. It just came over her.
Now, she stood up to look at the other six that were sat in a circle with her. They all looked up at her and she looked down at the ground, hating how her sin was the first to be mentioned.
"I'm Jenny, and I am the sin of lust."
Just to tell you, the following chapters will also be short like this but when I get into the porper story, it won't be this short. Like that would just be DUMB!
Anyway, what do you think of it? I hope it did you guys well and I will be updating my other stories soon enough, when this depression meltdown lack of self-worth thing disappears! :D
Please don't forget, rate or hate, flames or floods! I love you guys a lot so I love your reviews!
Lolita-chan