I'm kind of stuck on my stories right now, but I found this poem that I wrote in July that I don't remember writing. Oh well. It's titled "Jasper" and Bella is the narrator.Enjoy.
It's forbidden,
I know it is.
I just can't stop myself.
I watch you secretly,
Pining for something
I will never have.
I cringe when he touches me,
Wishing it was you.
I cry myself to sleep,
All because of the pain
When I see you with her.
I can't handle this anymore,
I leave,
But you won't care.
I come back after years,
And find you starved,
Depressed, desperate.
I fall before you,
Even if you can't see me.
You're gone from me.
I can't reach you anymore.
I turn away,
Only to return with my salvation.
I bleed red,
While I stare,
Open eyed while I collapse.
I read what is before me:
Jasper Whitlock Hale
1989 – 2009
"Loved by many, missed by all"
He left me,
When I left him.