Hey Guys I haven't written in SO LONG! But ya know I thought id have a crack at a Bones fan fic :)

A/N THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING, AND IT WILL GET WORSE.

Read AND Review please don't JUST read ;L

I do not own Bones, although it would be great :) the story line is mine though :) an mistakes are mine.

In this fan fic, Hodgin's and Angela were married from the 1st season and they have a kid, obviously!

"Oh shit" Clover muttered as she pulled her hand away and squinted as she tried to see the damage without having to turn the light on, having no luck she fumbled around on her bedside table, she finally found the switch and turned it on."Oh bloody great" she said quietly as she saw the blood coming out of her arm. Slowly climbing out of bed she walked quickly into her bathroom and wiped her blade down, putting it in the cabinet and grabbing a tissue she pushed it up against her arm, trying to stop the bleeding. Why did she have to go out of control now, I guess i couldn't help it, but what would happen if mom and dad found out. I have no-one to go to what happens If I cut to deep and I can't get the bleeding to stop? Well I guess I'm screwed.

2.55pm... 5 minutes of school left then freedom, the weekend. Usually that would excite her but really she couldn't even fake a smile about it. Math last period on a Friday, the end of the week and she couldn't really give a shit, I mean when was she ever going to use trigonometry? Pfft never.

Finally the bell had rang and she was following the flow of students calling out to each other, getting to her locker she quickly grabbed her bag, leaving all her homework at school she got a quick getaway banging into Jess on the way out " Hey Clo, where you off to in such a hurry?"
"Oh ummm no-where? I just thought id get outta here, fresh air you know!"
"Oh yeah... so you wanna come over later? You can stay the night if you want."
"Yeah, that would be fun." Jess smiled "But I'll give you a text when I get home"
"That's fine, were gonna have soo much fun!" Clover actually smiled at this, fun, something she hadn't had in a while. "Yeah it'll be great, maybe we could go out? Is there some kinda party tonight I think I heard Sara talking about it to Ember?"
"Oh yeah, I think there is, that be fun ae? Maybe we could hook up ya know" Jess winked at her
"yeah, yeah. So I'll text you later?"
"Yup, that be good"
"Ok, so see you later?"
"Yeah, haha" they waved goodbye and Clover continued on her way out the front door to wait outside for whoever was picking her up. Sitting on a bench she sighed and thought about what she was doing, what was she doing? Why was she doing it? What was she going to do if someone found out? She did feel like telling someone but she couldn't, who was she meant to tell, she couldn't tell Jess she would spread that like wildfire. Checking her phone she saw she had a new message;

*conversation*

Booth
Hey, I'm picking you up from school today k? :)

Clover
Um yeah sure, that's fine, I'm outside now

Booth
Just coming round the corner ;)

Clover
Oh yeah I see you :D

Jumping up she crossed the road walking over to Booth's SUV. "Hey Chloe, how was your day?"
"Hey, Not bad I guess, its school and that's never fun!" Clover replied before lapsing into silence
"You okay?" silence. Booth tried again met by silence once more, pulling over he stopped the car and turned to face her, "Chloe, what's wrong?" still more silence "Chloe!" he raised his voice, pulling her out of her trance "Huh? What?" Clover stammered
"Are you okay?" Booth asked
"Ummm yeah..." She said looking away nervously
"Chloe, tell me the truth, now." He asked trying not to lose patience
"I swear there is nothing-"
"Clover, I can tell there is something wrong, now you can either tell me or we can pay a visit up to Sweets, your choice." He then looked straight ahead and waited for her answer.
"fine! But I'll end up going to the loony bin anyway or at least to a shrink..."
"Chloe..."
"Okay, okay! But you have to promise that you won't tell anyone."
"cross my heart" he promised
"ok... how do I say this..." she started
"from my experience its best to just say it."
"I can't, I really can't"
"Is there an easier way?"
"What? Ummm well there might be one" She said, thinking.
"Ok can you do that?"
"Sure, I guess" She replied pulling her sleeve up revealing all the pink and white scars, and a few new cuts. "Wha-"
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... I shouldn't of..." she muttered pulling her sleeve back down quickly
"You do that to yourself?" Booth asked "Sorry, I shouldn't of said that" he said as he saw Chloe's eyes water "Hey, if you want to talk?"
"Ummm no? I don't know yes?"
"Well the offers there."
"Thanks, Booth" she smiled slightly and wiped her eyes
"Hey, come here" He said quietly and she turned in for a hug. "it'll be ok, anyway we've gotta get back to the lab." She rolled her eyes at that. And he smiled.
"uh Booth?"
"Yeah?"
"Thanks"
"No worries"
"Can we talk?" then she realised they were only a few minutes away from the lab "Oh don't worry."
"Tomorrow?"
"Yeah. I guess" putting on a fake smile she jumped out of the car and walked, with a slight feeling of hope in the air.

Any ideas, criticism, anything! Just REVIEW please! Reviews are the fuel to the story, I cant write if I don't know what you want!

Thanks
Livie :)