He knew it was crazy and stupid, but he couldn't, wouldn't let it go. It was all he had left after of the horrible things he had done. He was a killer, a thief, a murderer. All in the name of his country, and he would do it again and keep doing it until his country was safe. For Chuck, the one thing he had left to think about. As he ran away from the Intersect and the explosion that had destroyed it all he could think about was Chuck. And how much he hated himself for sending the Intersect to him. And then he was dying, looking at the cold, hard face of John Casey. But all he could think about was Chuck and how much he had screwed everything up.
