~Kurt's POV~

The alarm clock went off at 4:50 in the morning as usual. I groaned as I tried to repeatedly hit the "snooze" button on phone, but it wouldn't shut up! Just a few extra minutes to sleep was all I wanted.

"Alright, alright!" I whined sitting up to stop the ringing. There weren't many notifications that were waiting for me this morning, but one made me smile brightly. Today marked six months of my relationship with the one and only, Finn Hudson. Each day that I got to spend with the boy was the best part.

I was head over heels for that football player. People keep saying that he's just playing with my mind, and at first, it was easy to believe them. Finn couldn't possibly feel the same about me, he was straight! Or so everyone thought. After dating the head cheerleader, Quinn Febray, we began to talk more and more. As friends, of course. I guess after a while he finally got to the point where he admitted to having deeper feelings for me, and that's where our friendship turned into something more. As soon as I stood up from my bed, I got a text.

Happy six months babe! I'll see you in a couple hours! ~F

That put an even bigger smile on my face. I quickly texted back, blushing as well. He actually remembered! Days like these make it easier to be motivated to get ready for school. To make it even better, we set up dinner reservations at Breadstix for just the two of us. Nothing could possibly ruin my day.

I got to the first period of the day, making it five minutes before the bell rings, taking my seat next to Mercedes. She has been a huge support for me throughout all of this. Sometimes I wondered if I annoy her with me always gushing over my boyfriend. It isn't all that I talk to her about, she has a relationship with Sam, but as best friends, we talk about other things too.

"What are you even wearing?" I jokingly commented.

"Shut up, white boy. Nothing else was clean because my mom hadn't done laundry yet" Mercedes protested. "I mean, you have your nerve talking about me. Look at what you have on! Nothing seems to match and - that is a girl's shirt!"

"Fashion knows no gender," I protested, digging in my bag to get out the binder for the subject that was about to get started. "Also, the only decent outfit that I have for tonight cannot get slushied on!"

You would think that by being the star quarterback's boyfriend would boost up my reputation, right? Well, it had, but only in the opposite direction. I had still been getting hatred from the athletes that I convinced Finn that he was bisexual when that couldn't have been any further from the truth!

The entire football team always mean mugging me, Karofsky still pushes me around, even Puck being in Glee club still gives me shit about it."I can't believe you made my best friend a homo!" Puck snubbed at me after the second period. "All he ever talks about is how you make him happy and crap!"

"I didn't change him! Seriously Puck, it still surprises me as well but I wouldn't ever FORCE ANYBODY into thinking they're gay, bisexual, or whatever! Can't you be happy for us?"

"I can't wait for the day he fucking dumps you and goes back to who he really is. Which is straight! This won't last, Kurt" He then slams me against the lockers harder than ever, and my head began to hurt really bad. As if I were hit by a truck. Tears started to roll down my face, and the head throbs were just beginning to sink in. I put my head in my hands, beginning to slightly shake and breathe heavily.

"Kurt?" the voice called out in concerned. I assumed it was Rachel. "What happened? Are you okay?!"

"N-no!" I cried out, " My head hurts" The room started to spin around in slow motion. I could feel myself losing my balance, even with me sitting down.

"Let me get you to the nurse!" Rachel requested, and I accepted the offer. I reached out my hand without my eyes being able to see properly. The water in my eyes made it a little hard to see, so I was thankful for her help.

"What happened?"

"Puck," was all I said, and she immediately understood.

"Promise me you won't let him discourage you about tonight" Rachel's voice sounded a little apprehensive for me. To be honest, it's appreciated that she and Mercedes care so much about me. Even if I know Rachel wishes Finn was dating her.

We made it to the nurse's office within two minutes. I just say that it's a really bad headache which earned me a glare from Rachel. Of course, Puck should be held accountable for doing it but he's Finn's best friend. What if he was right and I would end up heartbroken? I put my bag down and laid down on the mat. Closing my eyes and still with a pounding headache I closed my eyes beginning to rest.


I must've slept for a couple of hours before waking back up. The ice pack was no longer cold, and I was feeling better. Sitting up, I looked at the time on my phone seeing that it neared lunchtime. Which was a good thing because I was getting hungry. Collecting my belongings I made my way to the cafeteria. I got my food from the lunch line and sat down with Rachel and Mercedes greeting them both.

"Are you feeling better, Kurt?" Mercedes asked me.

"Yeah, I am," I sighed. "I can't help but think that Puck could be right."

"Why would he be right to beat you up?" Rachel questioned.

I shook my head. "No, not that. He actually said something to me that could be true. What if this is a phase and Finn realizes he's straight? Then I'm just his experiment!"

"Oh, hell no he did not say that to you!" Mercedes exclaimed. "That won't happen. He really likes you, Kurt. I would tell you if I thought otherwise."

"So would I." Rachel agreed. "Don't stress over it"

"Puck is a jerk." A voice said from behind. I turned around seeing Finn behind me. I smiled slightly at his presence. "I'm with you now, and I've never been happier."

I got up from my chair hugging him tightly and a peck on the lips. "Hey."

"Your headache go away?"

"It did. I'm sorry I couldn't text you back, I was asleep."

"It's okay babe. As long as you're fine, that's what is important," Finn kissed me this time with a little more emotion and I could hear my best friends behind me aweing and cheering. That made us pull away laughing and blushing.

"Are you sure that you made the reservations last night?"

"I did!" Finn promised. "Tonight at eight o'clock. I'll pick you up at seven-thirty."

"Okay great!" I sat back down in the chair. "I'll see you then." He waved goodbye to everyone and headed to his next class. I watched him walk away from the table and meeting up with Sam giving him a fist bump as they both walked out the cafeteria. I turned back around with an obvious smile on my face.

"Looks like someone is happy again," Rachel said in a singsongy tone.

"Shut up" I smirked at her and then laughed. The rest of the lunch period we discussed Mercedes' relationship with Sam and how Rachel's date with Jesse St. James went. Which to my surprise went very well.

The rest of the day was pretty decent. I had math, science, and social studies left to do. No one seemed to mess with me, and that was great. There was a pop quiz in math, however, I passed it! My day was starting to get back on the right track which made me more excited about my date tonight.

After the final period, I got my things from my locker, I headed to the boy's locker room to go see Finn before I left for the day. He had football practice this afternoon before our date. As I was walking towards the locker room doors, I heard small moans coming from the inside. It was just one of Finn's team-mates and his girlfriend but then I heard another sound which had me a little worried. I was trying to get out of my headspace.

I went into the room where he was, but I stopped at the doors where I couldn't believe what I was witnessing there was Finn kissing with Quinn. My eyes couldn't believe what was being presented right in front of them. The closing sound of the door didn't even interrupt them at all.

Tears of heartbreak were quickly on the horizon in my eyes. The kiss that was being shared between the two was gentle, slow movements, and looked very intimate. In my head I was screaming I am losing him again to a girl.

Small moans were escaping from each other's mouths and it began to drove me crazy. Finn had never made those noises when we would make out. Puck was right all along. I can't believe he would lead me on like this, and for so long. This was really the worst betrayal ever.

I couldn't take it any longer so I just went back out and ran to my truck holding back sobs until I could get in. Afterwards, I just couldn't control it anymore and all the tears came down faster. This relationship was all a little game and I got fooled.

I pulled out of the parking lot rushing home my vision was getting blurry through all of the tears. I started to question our relationship.


TO BE CONTINUED...