Cristina is lying there on Merediths couch, she can hear Mer upstairs with Zola but Cris just can't deal with a baby right now because she needs to think about her own choices about her baby right now!

As Cristina is lying on the couch she starts thinking about her day how when she told Owen she was pregnant his face lit up, he wanted that baby so bad!

And Cristina thought to herself how could she not think about him in this huge decision, this was not the same situation when she got pregnant with Burkes baby; she was an intern she was just sleeping with him and she wasn't married to him. She is in a totally different situation she's married to Owen, she loves him more than anything and she could not bare to hurt him like that!

She thought to herself "what am I doing lying here on Mers couch when my husband is at home and he is hurt because of what I have done!" "I need to get home and talk to him and consider his opinion in this huge life changing decision!" Cristina thought to herself.

"Mer I am leaving!" She screamed up to Mer!

"What do you mean you're leaving I thought Owen kicked you out?"

"He did but I am so stupid I need to talk to him because I didn't even consider what his opinion on the situation was!"

"Ok well good luck with everything!"

"You to Mer with Derek I mean I'm sure he will come around! Thanks for everything I will let you know how it goes tomorrow!"

Cristina called a cab and went straight home to Owen

"Owen are you here? Owen where are you?" She found him lying in bed but not sleeping because he was thinking too much about kicking her out and how bad he felt about doing that.

"Cristina what are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you about this; I was at Mers lying on her couch thinking to myself how could I not talk to you about this situation we are in and I'm sorry Owen I am so sorry for that!"

Cristina starts crying, Owen can handle a lot but seeing his wife cry was not something that he just left so he went over and put his arm around her and she wrapped her arms around his body and put her head on his shoulder.

"Owen I want to work this out with you because you mean everything to me! I can't breathe without you! I have my career but I realize now there is more to life than being a top surgeon and you are my life!" Cristina trying to stop herself from crying sat down on the bed with Owen sitting beside her.

"Cristina that's all I wanted was to talk about this, and I was just mad because of you not considering me and your decision to abort our baby."

Owen was speaking calmly to her.

"I realize that Owen I realize I need to talk to you about the next step in what we are going to do about this baby! Owen I need to tell you something that happened to me a while ago when I was with Burke" "Ok are you ok to tell me?"

"Yes you need to know what happened and why I am scared to have this baby, When I was an intern I started sleeping with Burke it wasn't a relationship we were just sleeping together and I got pregnant, I did not tell him at the time I was pregnant because I was going to abort the baby, and then he broke up with me which I thought I was handling fine and then one day I was in the OR with him and I passed out, I had an ectopic pregnancy and I lost the baby and a fallopian tube. So after my surgery I put on this act like I was completely fine and obviously Burke found out I was pregnant, but inside I was not fine at all I all of a sudden broke down and could not stop crying, I was sad about losing that baby and I didn't think I would be but I was, so that is why I am scared to have this baby I don't want anything bad to happen to our baby! But I am also scared of being a bad mother I don't want to be like Elis Grey she wasn't a mother to Meredith, I would obviously love our baby but I am scared I would be a bad mother!"

Owen just wants to take Cristina in his arms and hold her

"Cristina you wouldn't be a bad mother you would be an amazing mother! Since I have known you, yo have grown so much we would figure parenting out together as we go along and you're not alone like you were before! And you had an ultrasound today right?"

"Yeah Lucy said I am 6 weeks along and everything looks good."

"See our baby is fine; we just need to keep getting your check-ups and if anything is wrong we have the best doctors at SGH"

Cristina finally felt ok with the idea of having a baby with Owen, him reassuring her that he would be there with her no matter what happens made her feel so much better and they would figure out how to be parents together.

"So Owen I guess you're going to be a daddy, I am cancelling the stupid appointment I made for an abortion and we will have this baby; but you need to promise me something"

"I would promise you anything Cristina Yang"

"You need to promise me we will do this together one step at a time"

"Cristina Yang I absolutely promise you I will be there no matter what like I said when we got married I am not going anywhere!"

Cristina kissed Owen sweetly on the lips and just sat there in his arms for a while.

"So Mrs. Hunt and little Hunt should we go to our bed now?" Cristina smiled up at him and held her stomach

"Yeah lets go to bed I'm exhausted!" Cristina and Owen go to bed feeling so much better about their decision and how they will get through this together